HUBBA HUBBA.

Dang, there's so much hot stuff here. :D
Hahaha saying hello from Guangzhou and Hong Kong and Macau from Ma On Shan Library :D
Hello!
My Mandarin and Cantonese have significantly improved. WHEE.
I'm having loads and loads of fun, but I do miss all of you!
Bye :D

Happy belated birthday :)

This is of course dedicated to Leanne Saw and Abigail Chee.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY :D :D

To you, Chandni.

This is a gem of a song, called Aubrey.
Enjoy. Don't cry. Think of her as you hear the bittersweet melody, as you read the lyrics.
Okay? Don't cry like me, the crybaby.
:') I miss her so.

And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But who's to blame?
For a love that wouldn't bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme; it doesnt mean a thing.

And Aubrey was her name.
We tripped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was June?
No it never came around:
If it did it never made a sound.
Maybe I was absent or was listening too fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past.

But God I miss the girl.
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.

Aubrey - Bread/Joanna Wang

"Now who the hell is Momo?"

I dunno. But I like it that way. :D Mystery is appealing to some extent.
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I'm here to say thank you if you have read my super long post below. *POINT*
:) now you understand. If only part of it.
And I'm sorry, I was updating to release what raced around in my mind; I was getting dizzy. I didn't think people'd read............
Especially Shiva and Alia and Momo. :3 thank you, for supporting me :D
I feel wonderful tonight. :D
Yes, Eric Clapton is playing.
XD
Thank you to Leanne, Hema, Wei Xuan and Ashraf. But I believe I've mentioned them before. :D
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I told him that I like him, but I don't think he heard.
:D it's my first time; I've finally completed a serious crush! :D Yayyy :D besides, it's not like he's gonna give her up and let her down for someone he probably won't see again (me).
OHOHOHO. You've been Rick-rolled. :D hahahhahahaha.
I love Rick Astley's song.
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Autumn in New York by Billie Holiday and Misty sung by Ella Fitzgerald has been playing in my head the WHOLE night. Looking forward to my dreams tonight :)
And also looking forward to my English paper on Monday. Hahahah call me nerd, I tak kisah (don't care). :D

Mask

It plays such a part in our lives now. It's not just that white, sterile and clinically (yet unknowingly) cruel piece of synthetic material we cover our mouths and noses with to avoid the threats from the outside world. It's also the people front that you put on to be artificially sociable when at the back, only God knows what happens. It's the one we wear, at times, to conceal what's within. It's the one that cracks at the sight of a smile, or the sight of a friend. It's also the one natural defence mechanism human nature has to mask the pain and sadness deep in our hearts. Right?
Right. I've seen it in action so many times.
Like tonight.
I know it's unhealthy for me and my mental health. But I've always had this part of me that is always detached. Detached, aloof and looking into my life like a third party observer from outside my life in the glasshouse. I know everything about it, and yet I don't feel it. Confusing, I know. It just happens sometimes.
So I know that I can handle it, and look on this part of my life later in life and smile at how much she has taught me. To handle life, the bad and the good. To handle goodbyes, when sometimes you just have a nasty feeling that it could be the last. To live the sad slice-of-life books that crowd the racks at the bookstore, and show me that you know, these people are real and full of real and tangible emotion. The other side of the book. The human face of it.
I got the news last night, and the tears just came. It pricked my eyes, and one rolled down my cheek as my dad read the message. It tore me up inside, vicious and sudden.
I grabbed a roll of tissue paper, and then isolated myself from everyone else. The cat seemed to sense it and stayed beside me for a while, swiping at my fingers with the occasional bite. I didn't cry in front of her, but when she left I closed the door and finally they came full force. It was the best cry I have had in ages. My nose didn't clog up, and I could feel my sobs actually shake my whole body, wracking it. Going up my spine, and making me suck in that hard intake of breath, of precious oxygen and the scent of my bolster.
I demanded to visit Chandni today. Yes. Demanded.
My dad and sisters and I went to spend some time at the local mall for a while, and we met Aunty Audrey. By the time it was 7.30, my dad, Mandy and Aunty Audrey were still talking. And you know what? I just got so pissed at that very moment. I clenched my fists and kept slapping my legs nervously, because I heard 8 was the end of the visiting hours. I don't know what came over me at that instant; it just came and possessed me.
But I know it had to be something revealing and important, so I waited until they finished before my dad called us to go home since I wanted to visit her.
I was a nervous wreck. When we got home, I opened the door and slammed it then ran up to the lift. I ran to the house. I ran to wash my face and change my whole-day top into something clean and comfy. I ran to get RM10.50 to buy a RM10 reload from the minimarket downstairs, grabbed my white mask that had "CLEAN" branded at the bottom and the house keys. I ran to the minimarket. I got in the car, but I didn't pant. Amazing.
The trip to the hospital was in one word, eye-opening. Everything said and done during the trip will be forever kept in my heart.
When I got to the hospital, I immediately noticed the people's faces, some young and some old, most of them returning home for dinner and pushing the memory of being there as far away as they can and just enjoy good health and good food with their loved ones. The helplessness etched there on their faces pulled me down a bit. The thick grey of bleakness started swirling its way down my soul, staining my eyes and movement. It's a sure sign that you've been there; I think it's the eyes. The expression there is undeniable.
I walked through the familiar white arched tunnel with strangely comforting but stark white flourescent light lighting the way. My white mask on, I blended with the crowd. I walked close to Pa, and he accompanied me and commented sarcasticly on the Secret Recipe that just opened. Delifrance closed down and apparently, sold out.
I got to the Pediatric Oncology floor and slowly I turned to check the board with the patients' names on it to reassure myself that she was still in. I "directed" Pa to wash his hand with the sterilizing foam that required you to step on this pump for the substance to foam out. Then we used the disinfectant, that familiar scent on my fingers, as once again I stepped into her ward. What I saw was not what I expected. I expected a sleeping Chandni, with tiredness laced around her eyes and evident in her sluggish movements.
What greeted me was someone so small and determined to get air into her lungs with the help of an oxygen mask and a colourful neckrest to aid her posture. I hesitated a bit at the door when her mom ushered me in. It was completely unexpected. She had an expression that was so single-mindedly concentrated on breathing in and out, in and out. The heartbeat monitor beeped in tandem with her heartbeat that I couldn't hear but was able to see, as her laboured breathing and hard heartbeat was visible with every breath; her body moved up and down almost exaggeratedly. While all this raced in my head, I was aware that finally, I was alone with her.
Which is something I try to avoid; I listen well, but I leave talking to the company.
In and out.
In and out.
"Hi Chandni," I said casually. "How are you feeling today?"
In and out.
In and out.
"I'm just," she started, "feeling a little breathless."
What a brave mask she's put on. What a front. Like a warrior focused on the battle and nothing else.
I started racking my brain for jokes, to distract her. Stories of people in school that seemed unimportant became extremely crucial to lift the heavy silence. I don't really know about the stuff between people in school, so I just told her about stuff that I overheard or was about the close friends in the Laughing Gas Group of Form 2 and 3.
For everything I said, she breathed heavily in and out and summoned every ounce of it in her to comment, or make a sound. Comments came out in strings of three, with a small gasp in between if she wanted to say more. I watched her, alert of everything that changed; her expression, her eyebrows that furrowed whenever she felt uncomfortable, the slight movement of her mouth and chin when her mask slips down, and the unnoticeable quirk of the corner of her mouth whenever she found something funny. The slight break of sweat on her forehead, the complete immobility of the rest of her body, the way her eyelashes kept getting into her eyes, the way her eyes don't completely close and allow me to see the small sliver of white as she drifts in and out of painkiller-induced unconsciousness. Wake up, Chandni, I'm saying something. Wake up.
And she does.
I tried to babble, but it ran out of steam quick. I kept quiet and watched her uncle adjust her mask frequently as it kept slipping down. Whenever it was adjusted, Chandni would complain about how it didn't rest properly. So after the second time, I tried to adjust it when I noticed her moving her chin to lift the mask. The metal clip on the bridge, the plastic moulding to her high nose and the obvious need of comfort of something that fits properly onto your face. I adjusted it, and her eyebrows instantly unfurrowed at the proper mask angle. I felt so proud that I could comfort her, even just a little at this stage. She kept asking people to wipe her face and the mask to get rid of the vapour she exhales. I didn't trust myself to do that. So when the mask was replaced and again the thing wasn't put properly, Chandni turned to me and said, "Alex can you do.. what you do with the mask?"
I felt extremely touched. I nearly cried, but I didn't.
I adjusted it, and the unfurrowing of her eyebrows was incredible.
Sometimes, I just knew what she was gonna say in her actions and said it out loud for her. Sometimes, we'd say it at the same time. The unexpected unison caught me off-guard when the mask was adjusted a bit low, and both of us said "Higher".
I talked about school, the new headmistress, the emergence of Gedik Girls, my crush, our friends, the tentative, sore but newly healed rift between a friend and I, just to keep her mind off things for the moment. Eyes closed, she heard everything.
I noticed an eyelash in her right eye and as I was on her right, I proceeded to remove it and mention that she could make a wish. I kept the eyelash and held on strongly, pressing my fingers together too tightly to keep it there, till I lost feeling and had to change hands.
I kept her company till 9.15, when this mysterious Chinese lady who didn't speak, didn't shake hands and had an enigmatic smile came to see Chandni.
I held one of Chandni's famous long eyelashes in my two fingers all the way home and proceeded to stick it on my diary when I got home. Silly I know. But it's to remind me of her, other than the fragrance of the disinfectant that only stays on for a while.
Somebody, pray find me and pull me out.
I know I must make peace, but the urgency in her voice calling out for help when she couldn't cough phlegm out is just too obvious.
I know that I must come to terms with the horrible fact that treatment has ceased so she can fight back on her own.
I know that her time is not that long anymore.
I know that however hard it may be, I have to face it.
But my heart is still breaking.

Happy 40th Anniversary and Happy Birthday!

Yes it's Sesame Street's 40th anniversary today!! :D hahahahahah.
Apparently to commemorate it, there was a new episode of Sesame Street that had Big Bird saying he has to move away from his habitat on Sesame Street to some random rainforest. At the end, he realizes that Sesame Street IS home after all, and stays.
Yayyyyy. :)
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Happy birthday fatfat and Shiva Narrthine!
You guys are amazing. :) have a great and fantastic year.
xxx
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing (I like "hard to breathe in" better :D)
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls
I find this song incredibly romantic. It's the beat, it's the melding of voices of the boy and the girl. It's the last chorus, it's the verses. It's in the honesty of feelings from both parts and how it's so clear to the third party, but only just made clear to the other person. It's the clarity of the last line, sung together.
It's amazing. :D
And then I found out that it is part of the New Moon OST, and I can't wait to see how it'll be used. :) maybe like Iron and Wine's song, Flightless Bird, American Mouth? Ahh I can't wait :D

The last, for the year. ♥

Today was the last Christian Fellowship meeting in the usual places we go. :) to Domical, the Chinese kopitiam. From the right side of the school gate, to crossing the street and walking along the sheltered terowong before we face the hot sun. Then taking the long straight road down to Desa to makan. :D and passing the park, where the breeze always relieves some of the heat. Sometimes it rains, and we'd all get soaked. XD


I enjoyed this year very very much. We played Taboo and damn, Jeremy, Ryan and I make a good team. :D hahahahha proof?

Ryan Alex

OKAY, it's.. an animal.

OH OH OH Zebra! :D

No.... uh, it's an animal.

OH OH Zebra! Platypus!! :D

And I got it right. :D hahahahahahahha.
We won by two marks!

After that, I handled the songs and we sang all the hapy happy songs, with Cheng Jin on the guitar. It was so awesome. I felt like crying when we finished singing Hari Ini. :) the song is about how happy I am to be here with everyone in God's presence. Hahahahahah :) it's just the way Cheng Jin played the song, it touched me. Right tempo, dude. :D hahahahha.

Anyhoo. For Word, we just had a whole big prayer group, and talked about how we're gonna miss school life. We all opened up, and Joyce told us all about her attempt at a scholarship to a school in Australia. She didn't get it this year although she did audition for it, despite the protests from her family. Dang. That girl's got balls do go after what she wants, which is to pursue music. Dang. DANNNNG. I salute Joyce Goh. XD

And we had our own Titian Murni :D where I got everyone to line up and shake hands with Jeremy and Jeffrey hahahah! I hugged the both of them, and silently wished them good luck :D I hope they'd do well haha. I even got a strawberry swiss roll for everyone to share share! :D OMG, it was so good. I had to restrain myself from tasting the chocolate, because we gave it to Pastor as a token of thank you. :D Hahahahahha.

We've been through a lot this year, and that's the most awesome thing of all! :D

Cat ate my bread

I was eating my bread with butter and marmalade when she crept up and started nibbling it. XD ahahahaha. Ling Ling is so cute :D
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My smiley on my right silver Croc is lonely without the lost orange basketball.
:( alarrr. I'm telling you, it's a sign. XD
I'm trying the Internet Radio for Red FM and it's so cool how it's slower online, then I go back to my room with the radio on the same station and it's faster! :D hahahahah I'm so jobless.
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The funniest thing happened today. I followed somebody, let's call her K, to the toilet because she wanted to do her business. We got to the public toilet where we found out that we had to pay 30cents to use it. So she had to hold it in while I went up to get money.
XD when we got in, she got into a cubicle and proceeded to do whatever she wanted to do.
K took a while. Then she got out.
She then complained about a pain at her butt area. XD she washed her hands, hesitated a bit then went in the cubicle again.
I was like WHUT; so I asked her, "K? What're you doing lah?"
And her answer: "Scratching my butt"
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH.
You see, my dad usually uses that expression to say "Am I just doing nothing?"
Like, "I'm WORKING here; what the heck do you think I'm doing in front of the computer lah? Twiddling my thumbs and scratching my butt?"
XD
It was the best response ever. XD short, sweet, to the point.

HELLO MA BABIES :D

MANDY JUST ROCKED THIS BLOG. WORD

SHE'S THE MOST AWESOME-AST SYSTER IN DA HOLE WORLD.

YESH, I WANS TO NOM NOM HER UP :')

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Coleslaw and wantan?

That's what my friend told me; she said that she'd eaten wantan with coleslaw as a side before and it was good. = = I'm gonna track that dish down. XD
Hi :D I'm coming to you from Joy Luck Club again, hahaha.
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Beast Master is amazing. HOHOHOHO.
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Tomorrow is a Sunday, already. Time flies so freaking fast!
Let me introduce you to my darlings in slumbertime today! :D I have a pink pig that my uncle bought for us when I was 7, I think. Its name is Piggy. HAHAHAHAH no surprise there. :D My sister got a lion, my cousin got a tiger and the other cousin got a parrot. We were at the zoo :D Well I have many memories with that pig. It was with me when I cried, and when Iwas real happy. I washed it twice; it's really hard to dry fast, so I've microwaved it once XD Hahahahahahah don't crack any jokes, I've had enough from my sister. Speaking of Mandy, she had this phase where she wanted to trim hair. She's trimmed her lion's mane, cut a fringe on Barbie and finally, she cut the pink hair on my Piggy! D: Now it's really short. Hahaha. The tail uncurled and became straight over time; I've tried recurling it with my finger but it won't stick. Still. It's really cute. :D black beads for eyes, and a snout that's extremely cute. It doesn't smile, though.
Next, there's Mickey! :D Mickey Mouse... I still don't know how I got it. All I know is, whenever I had trouble sleeping, I'd stroke its velvet tail and fall asleep fast. :D Mandy and I have also had a phase where we wanted to play with make up. Barbie's came off, but not Mickey's red marker lipstick. So now it smiles prettily at me. XD It has faded to a light washed red over the years. I love the red pants on him.
I used to have this teddy bear I made myself at this place called Beverly's. I don't know where it went, but I'm extremely proud of my handiwork because compared to Mandy's, my stuffing didn't come out of its dark green with wood patterned cloth body. :D The brown button eyes were warm, the nose was a little long and it didn't smile because I didn't know how to sew a smile on.
Poring is next :D Cherish gave it to me and Mandy on my birthday. It's so cute :3 it has angel wings and it smiles no matter what! Hahahahah. I think it has 4 years with me; that's a quarter of my life. Wow.
Next is a recent arrival; Wei Xuan gave it to me for my belated birthday present! :D I named it Squirt, because it looked like Squirt from Finding Nemo. Although it's much cuter. :D hahahaha; it holds my phone in a slit in its shell, and it is extremely huggable. I don't worry about phone radiation when it holds my phone. XD Though I still should be.
Last, but not least, is my darling bolster. It's been there through thick and thin, since I was 5. XD It's super soft and I feel safe whenever I hug it. It has simple pictures of animals in pretty places like a sheep in a field of flowers, a horse in front of a barn and a few others.
Hahahahahahah. I must seem so childish.
Thank you for reading if you get down to this sentence :D my darlings say it's nice to meet you! Hahaha.

Oh mother of all pink.

You can't just give me something that resembles me so much that hasn't FINISHED! Now I'm dying to know more. Ack. XD
Tooyama Ema is gold. :D ahahahahah. Now I'm reading Koko ni Iru Yo (I sure hope that one is finished) and although she's a crybaby and sometimes gets too corny, it's actually good. It's so moe :D and the guys are hot stuff. AHAHAHAH.
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What's up! :D I've been okay lately. Though yesterday I was reminded of a traumatising incident, but I've gotten over it by pushing it away.
It'll come back, but not for long.
:D yesterday was amazing wasn't it? The rain poured heavily and left behind a cool night.
I slept with a sweater on without the fan on and I woke up this morning completely happy. :D
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Oh P.S.: Mother of Pink came from Bratz HAHAHAHAH
Next I'll use Mother of mayonnaise; that came from Phineas and Ferb! :D

"You; you are awesome."

It's time I showed you this amazing short film. :D
It's called Validation. I know it's 16 minutes and all, but it's worth watching!
Definitely worth your time.
OH. MY GOSH. What a sweet afro and smile. XD
More motivation to make people smile; to make them remember cherished moments and to make new memories. Tell me what you think about it.
It's really sweet. Enjoy :D

Ing nu ren

My tuition today went pretty okay. We were doing literature revision :) and I felt like si tenggang. Sort of. Si tenggang's homecoming is about a man who went abroad and came back weathered by his experiences and with a wealth of knowledge. However, his people at home feels like he is an alien with all his "imported" mannerisms and wisdom and thus alienates him.
I felt like finally, someone could voice out what I was in front of me.
WELL THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
I was doing my literature revision really fast, because I had a lot of things that crossed my mind that had to be put into words. (somehow, I like impressing my English teachers. It has to do with primary school. XD) My English tuition teacher asked for my paper, and started marking with blue pen. He reviews my work once in a while which actually means he comes up front, takes the paper and starts going through wordlessly. Sometimes he'd make a comment. I like bettering my English, so I listen.
So my English tuition teacher jokingly chastised the girls in front, which were clearly the ones that are mostly the cheeky good humoured ones that are the life of the class.
"Don't dilly-dally! Kan, ta ke yi zhuo ze me quai. And you?" he said. Something like that.
To which this girl (cheeky and funny) replied spiritedly: "Wo shi hua ren!"
I am Chinese.
I went like. DEEEEEEENG. XD What was I then?
My teacher replied good humouredly, "Na ta shi se mo ne??" XD
Then what is she?
"Ta shi ing nu ren!"
She's an English girl.
"What. XD" that would be me.
I took it to heart. But only slightly. I love this challenge. I'm gonna break through this barrier and show them that I AM HUA REN ALSO DAMMIT. 8D Wohoo!
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I was just retelling my first experience in the English tuition this year, to my dad.
This made me get "picked on" in class. XD this is the beginning.
My English tuition teacher's name is Mr Moey. He has this real high forehead, taller than average, wise eyes though his face is a little moody, a bit of a paunch (the kind that belongs to a former sportsperson but currently not so fit you know?) but strong legs.
He's decisive, witty, cutting, dares to say what he thinks and has a great command of English.
ANYWAY. He has this practice of getting the students to read out the stuff he gives, or gets the students to come out and write on the board. My first class I was rather pensive and shy, and made myself as small as possible. I was shy that once everyone knew my English was good, they'd ostracize me. D: not like I wasn't being alienated already but you know. More reason not to mix with that weird girl. You should know that I stare a lot and make a lot of eye contact with people I'm listening to. So teacher caught my eye a few times.
Thank GOD it didn't get to me in time. :D
The second time I went, I knew I had to read; I sat at the second last row, to get out of reading, but in the end there were just so many lines. So I knew my turn was coming.
Three more people before me. OMG my breath stinks, my throat has phlegm I can't read properly!
Two more. My heart galloped uncontrollably. I crouched down, made myself smaller. Unnoticeable.
The person next to me. OMG her voice is so near; it's gonna be my turn next! AHHHHH
"Next!" said teacher, loud and clear.
So I read my line, clearly. But I was still looking down at my paper.
What happened next was so amazing. :D The whole front part of the class turned back to look at who the hell read that last line. Like where did this oddball come from? XD I don't know about the back. XD
ALAHHHHH should've said "Hi :D" so teacher took notice as well; hard NOT to notice where the class was looking at right? XD Then he said something:
"Wow, look: when you read, you made the whole class turn heads" XD
Ahahahahahh. It was the MOST AMAZING experience ever. :D
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OMG KANTOI OF THE CENTURY
MANDY MOA THE SEXY HIPPO
Today, somehow, every one of us in the family had a stomach ache. My sister Mandy went to the toilet and back to class, which had Seni at that time.
AHAHAHAHAH. Rachel and Sophia I love youuuuu XD
She returned to see Sophia poking at a piece of paper with a pair of compasses, making holes. "What're you doing Sophia?" "Oh." "Making mosquito net!" said Rachel.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. "Teacher ask to do? What must we do?"
"Er. XD Take a piece of paper this long *demonstrates* and then you poke holes."
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH what kind of Seni teacher would make the students buat mosquito net by poking holes onto a piece of paper?! XD
She thought that teacher would take everybody's piece of paper, join them together and make a mosquito net.
Everyone left her alone to laugh HARD at another table. Apparently, she was so concentrated on the work. XD When she was done, she went to that table surrounded by her friends and asked about what to do next. Sophia was like, "Take a piece of paper, write your name and stick it on the thing. Then pass up"
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that!
She was gonna pass it up already to the unsuspecting teacher, when Sophia couldn't hold it in any longer and laughed like crazy when she revealed the prank.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Rachel wanted to hold longer till Mandy actually passes it up!
So funny lah that girl. XD

Downpour

I'm like the rain in a downpour
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight

I'm like the wind in the canyon
I'm there then I'm gone in a second
You're growing older in peace where you're at
I wish I could be there for that
But I've moved on
Like a rolling stone
In a crowded room
I'm alone

I'm like the rain in a downpour
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight
Oh, oh, yeah

You're like the tide in the deep blue
Cause you're always there when I need you
And when you need someone to carry you through
I'm gonna be there for you

I'm gonna be there for you.

xxx
Let's try the Verdana, shall we? :D
Do you want to know what made me happy today?
That funny old school Tom and Jerry cartoon where Jerry and his nephew are musketeers and Tom is the big bad musketeer. Une, doux, trois!
And the little grey mouse goes,
"Touche, pussycat!" XD
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I told my dad I had a nightmare last night.
I told Leanne I had a nightmare last night.
I told Hema I had a nightmare last night.
I told myself I had a nightmare last night.
I was lying. I wanted it to be a nightmare.
I'm sorry.
In truth, I talked to God. But I don't know if He heard.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
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I wanna be there for you <3

I'm warning you, we're growing up

I love Brandi Carlile. :)
She sings songs that sound like she's seen it all. Her raw vocals add edge to the message she sends, yet is softened by her 3 count songs. Cannonball and Downpour, to name two. She can go REAL high and go all husky low-toned, delivering her heartfelt lyrics with so much ease and emotion. Her guitaring seems deceptively simple, but it carries tunes that stick and lyrics that are haunting enough for me to want to listen to them over and over again.
HOWZAT. :D now I know you wanna go listen to her awesomeness.
xxx
Everything seems to move so fast.
Everyone's getting partnered up, and it looks like I'm the last in line.
INJUSTICE MUCH!
Well. He who laughs last laughs longest right? OR IN THIS CASE, I'm definitely a she. XD
My title came from Brandi Carlile's song, Turpentine.
We all are growing up huh? I wanna be forever young.
LOL like that Joan Baez song. :D
xxx
Well this is for Leanne.
WOOT WOOT 8D ahhahahahahahahah!

WOOT WOOT

Hahahahhahahahahahhah!

"Prepared to be hypnotised by a video, scientifically created to get stuck in your brains-- FOREVER!!!"

1... 2... wait for it....

"My name is Doof, and you'll do what I say WOOT WOOT"

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
made me laugh so hard.
In case I don't make sense, this came from the Phineas and Ferb Musical Cliptastic Countdown! :D Dr. Doofenshmirtz planned to mind-control the audience to take over the Tri-State Area as usual. XD And that worked HAHAHAHAH.
Tell me you didn't laugh. XD
You know what broke the mind control spell?
Something that's more catchy than his amazingly catchy chant?!
The number 1 requested song: Gitchee Gitchee Goo!! :D
"'Cause when I say I love you, she says I gitchee gitchee goo you too 8D"
Phineas and Ferb is one of my favourite shows :D :D
xxx

I make babies smile.

You have no idea HOW many times I've seen babies here. XD
That's how many times I've been here.
I love babies. They are free of pretence, innocent, curious.
When they stare, they don't look away like us older people! XD When they do something, it's wholeheartedly, repeatedly and they don't give up until some other shiny thing catches their attention. Rather silly, but when they succeed their triumph is so clearly etched on their faces.
Right? Like how they learn to walk? XD Jatuh, bangun balik, jatuh, menangis, bangun balik lagi. And then they give all surrounding people their biggest toothless smile. XD Damn cool lah. I wish we all could adopt the babies' point of view.
Anyway; I'm getting sidetracked. There was once this maid who was carrying a little baby girl, perhaps waiting for the little girl's mom. The little baby girl had SUCH a face on lah I tell you. Her eyes were sad, her eyebrows slightly together as if she were figuring out where her mom was; her mouth was pulled down at the corners and she looked at me. I was sitting alone.
I gazed back at her, and my gaze followed each hill both cheeks made, the gradual sloping down to her small chin, her button nose, her liquid, soft yet melancholy eyes. I smiled a bit at her, hoping to make her smile.
She just gazed curiously back. I proceeded to do a silly rendition of PEEKABOO XD hahahahah and she just gazed, like, "what the hell is that girl doing lah?" Though in baby language or whatever it is in her head it would sound different. XD
The maid did a 180 to the right. The baby's eyes kept at me.
I attempted a little smile again; and this time her mouth curved upwards! 8D
Hahahhahah.
Many times, I would walk behind someone holding a baby on their shoulder. The baby will gaze at me when I smile and smile back. :D No matter how different they might be, they will still smile back.
Thought that little girl took a little longer. XD How universal is a smile? :D
WHOO. I mentioned making people smile so many times, I bet you're getting sick. XD HAHAHAH. One more story for today :)
There's this girl in my tuition class; she's INCREDIBLY CUTE! She's like someone right out of a manga. Her hands are delicate and curves beautifully, her body frame is small and delicate, but her shoulders are good. Her hair is up to her waist and waves a little, and her fringe covers most of her forehead. Her lips are pinkish, her cheeks tinged naturally with a little rose and has glasses. She dresses in T-shirts and shorts/skirts that flatters her slender body, and I'm telling you, she doesn't smile a lot; instead, she wears this aloof air like a cape around her, except when with friends. I SWEAR. She's very the cute. XD
Anyway. I doodle a bit of her whenever I see her in BM tuition (which is today! Wow :D), but last Friday, I couldn't help but notice that her outfit looked really good. A simple deep blue hugging T-shirt with printed design, and a frilly very light rose skirt, with this camisole neck thing tied behind her neck that had strawberries on them.
SO RIGHT, at the end of class, I summoned the courage to show her something I wrote on paper. It said: "Hi :D you look very nice today :)"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I got a bit embarassed but it was worth the look on her face.
The mask cracked, and she smiled a little at me and said thank you :D :D :D :D
WOHOHO. Enough stories, for now. :D hahahaha. Bye!
Have a good day, and Happy Deepavali :D

I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead.

I hear the clock, it's six a.m.

I feel so far from where I've been

I got my eggs and my pancakes too

I got my maple syrup, everything but you.

I break the yolks, make a smiley face

I kinda like it in my brand new place

I wipe the spots off the mirror

Don't leave the keys in the door

Never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause

Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone

I know

You love me, and soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you.

I called my momma, she was out for a walk

Consoled a cup of coffee, but it didn't wanna talk

So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news

More hearts being broken or people being used

Put on my coat in the pouring rain

I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same

'Cause it was happy and I was sad

It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause

Dreams last for so long even after you're gone

I know

You love me

And soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you.

I go about my business, I'm doin fine

Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line?

Same old story, not much to say

Hearts are broken, everyday.

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on

I know you hate it when I leave the light on

I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.

Take a deep breath and a good look around

Put on my pjs and hop into bed

I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead

I try and tell myself it'll be all right

I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause

Dreams last for so long

Even after you're gone

I know you love me

And soon I know you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you

Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.

Jewel - You Were Meant For Me

Dreams last for so, so long.

The green lines hold true. Except maybe the "You were meant for me and I was meant for you" part; that's what I feel right now. I'm rather selfish.

But maybe, you DO have more in common with her, right?

xxx

SAFE TO SAY, I know I'm in love with my playlist. XD

Anyway.

Hi :) I know I don't update so much, but do you enjoy reading Of Music And Sundays?

I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy telling you stuff. XD

xxx

I'm updating my blog from Joy Luck Club (previously known as Coffee and Friends) and I absolutely love the atmosphere here. Easy conversation with friends, amazing food, cheap prices until 2.30 p.m., my music, free use of laptops and Internet, and of course, and amazing third party view of all the activity.

But of course, the stalker-observing part is just me. XD

I like watching people.

So today, I saw this two characters; grandfather and grandson. The grandpa was almost bald with a bit of hair above the ears, with glasses slightly like the one on Mr Frederickson in Up, but his was narrower. His smile was warm, inviting; he wasn't big sized, but rather lean as grandpas go. He wore a white shirt with a checkered button down shirt over it. He even has a little slouch when he walks XD grandpa-ish.

Cucu pulak has a good boy haircut with a part of his shiny toddler hair flopping slightly over his left eye! XD so cute. A big smile plastered to his face, he was rather playful and made a lot of big gestures with his little hands.

They came with the grandpa holding the hand of his 4-5 year old grandson and decided to eat at the restaurant opposite where I was sitting. It warmed my heart to see these two eating happily, with the grandpa helping the little boy reach his straw or the little boy making funny faces to make his datuk laugh. Hahaha. :D

The boy was SO CUTE 8D

When they left right, both of them walked past as I looked up. Unexpected, I smiled at the grandpa who was looking at me and he smiled back warmly! :D Then I ducked a little to see the little boy and smiled at him XD he had a little smile on.

AIH~ I love making people smile!

xxx

At school yesterday, I made a new friend :3 It's been so long since I've made friends, I forgot to say nice to meet you. = =

BUT YEAY. :)

xxx

To witness someone's life through pictures is amazing.

:) but to see the photos of them or at least his deeds BREAK MEH.

I have to get over most of it, and fast. XD

I won't mind if a mild crush has found his other person.

DAMMIT. That means he's a serious one.

When God closes a bore, he opens a bimbo.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I got it from a book I read. XD

xxx

So. :D I've been reading mangas and I love this one called Otokomae Beads Club by Kyousuke Motomi. It made me laugh SO HARD, it made me yearn.
And WHOA that guy can be my sexy crow messenger anytime. He has killer eyes. It's just something about them. XD
Hahaha yes, going gaga over a fictional crow messenger that does the sexiest things ever.
Like coming just a bit too close, like dropping compliments loud enough only for you to hear.

UIH.

Go ahead and read it if you have the time :D
http://www.anymanga.com/otokomae-beads-club

xxx

I visited Chandni today. I had a great time with Gloria, Sue Huey, Sook Yan, Alex, Ashley, Alicia and of course Chandni. :D and Chandni's mom! :D
Sook Yan showcased her art~ it was like a real art gallery! XD Private screening hahahah. All that shading, all that detail. And all that manager :D EHEM Gloria. XD

One dissatisfactory thing is that "Quite" response to one of our questions from one of the nurses/doctors there. OMG. I wanted to shlapp her. XD It's either YES or NO.

Other than that it all went pretty well :) I was superdrained after that.
But it was worth it. :D

I used to..

1. RUBBER FIGHT. 8D
I remember square erasers; mostly I remember them FLYING all over the place XD
You remember too right? Those 20 sen erasers with cartoon characters printed on them? :D
Pokemon, Digimon, Dragonball, HUGE ones that cost RM1, flags (I remember buying Turkey and Morocco SO MANY TIMES. So now I'm pro at the Geo Challenge on Facebook ;D early training yo.) and fragrant RM1 Pikachuuuuuuus XD I really loved them.
Basic rules of eraser war: GET ON TOP. 8D
That sounds wrong HAHAHAHA. You've got one move per turn, that is, you make the eraser jump with your finger towards or on top of your enemy. If you get on top, you win :D normally we play rampas; meaning if I get on top of your eraser I get it, and vice versa.
And then the war evolved to flicking; that one was damn ganas with the guys so I stayed away. XD
Funny how when you're young you don't really care what gender the other person is; if you're friends, you're friends. No drama unless some a-hole comes picking on you. I hated bully so much. (I was a "victim". My mum took care of him. *smug face*)
What's wrong with being friends?
Right?
xxx
2. make and sell origami cranes.
AHAHAHAHAHAHH. Now I know it's against the school rules. ;D
xxx
3. Make frogs. <3
:) I still do. :D it has a special memory HAHAHAH.
xxx
I also remember vividly this little garden we have in SKBB. It has a big figure 8 stone path dominating the entire thing. :D it was green, mossy, always drenched with water because of the rain and had a big palm tree in one of the holes in 8. The other was a little pond :D
I remember putting our feet in the cold water during recess! Although mossy at the bottom, the water was clear and COLD. :D Hema, Jiet Er, Shakila, Komal, Leyla, Shen Ni, Cherish, Sharanya I RINDU KAMU SEMUA SANGAT SANGAT. <3
And not forgetting the guys as well right? :D Pavithran, Zhi Yang, Kala, Emmanuel and his cool zapper ballpen, Marcus, Christopher, Aiemen :D
And everyone else too. :(
You know, it's really weird but I asked for Komal's contact address a REAL long time ago; her number is STILL THE SAME. :3 now I have to get the guts to call again HAHAHA.
The last time I called, she wasn't home.
xxx
I salute Hema Gunasagaran for what she did was SUPER BRAVE. :D *salute*
And there's definitely gonna be another round down Memory Lane. This round was too short :D
xxx
I love Zee Avi's Honey Bee.

99 stars.

Hi. :D
Leanne, Sabina, Melissa, Rebecca and I have made 99 stars as of date. XD
One short of the big 100, but I like it just that way. 99 is so unique.
And we have absolutely no idea how it happened!
HAHAHAHAHA
How long has it been since we buat lucky stars? 1993's childhood has struck me :D
Sejarah calls for kinetic energy to keep the brain awake :D therefore, time well spent.
xxx
I don't know what to blog about :D
So I'll talk about........ a new word! How long since my last new word yes?
Yes? XD
Okay, getting into dictionary mode HAHAHAHAHHAH.
SOPORIFIC.
Awesome big word to describe subjects that make you wanna SLEEP! :D
Soporific is an adjective or noun, meaning causing sleep. XD HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Say you wanna use it in a sentence.... "Sejarah is soporific; hence the 99 lucky stars :D"
OR, "Add Math can be a soporific, unless Pn Liew gets us awesome cake! :D" Hahahahah.
EVERYBODY SHH KAY. :D
xxx
I feel like writing into my diary but I'VE USED IT UP. AIH.
xxx
So now I feel like... reminiscing about my childhood :D let us all walk hand in hand down Memory Lane! :D or at least, my Memory Lane. XD

The prince and the princess.

I skipped school. My stomach hurts. So I took Gaviscon. Now it's better. HAHA
I've kept myself so busy these few days, but in the end IT'S STILL MONDAY; CIS! D:
xxx
Have I ever told you in detail about the prince and the princess?
Well. Even if I have. XD I shall do it again!
The princess. She's really, really pretty. XD Her hair is straightened, but unlike the rest hers is more natural, more free-moving. Her eyes are full of fun, warmth and has a special quality; her mouth curves in the cutest way and her smile lights up her whole face. She's got a slender build, poise and her dress sense is unlike the rest as well; long pants or knee length, long sleeved deep coloured shirts, but mostly white shirts with three quarter sleeves and hoodies; kind of like mine but she wears it better. :D Her hands are like the ones in mangas. She comes off as someone friendly, warm, generous, She stands out. Can you picture her?

The prince. Though I won't call him SUPER DUPER HOT AND DREAMY SQUEEEEEE he's actually quite hot, in his own way and without being weird. He's taller than most. He's a bit bigger sized than the others, but he's not fat; it's more of his broad shoulders that tapers down slightly to his waist. (you can actually see the narrowing 8D) His eyes are gentle, his smile sweet. He gives off this protective yet friendly vibe. His hair is a bit lighter than hers, and he smiles a lot :D I think his English is much better than anyone else's in the tuition centre. He stands out.
And the last time I checked,
They are together. ♥

:D

I tell you, they are so effing sweet together! In my early days in the tuition centre, I remember feeling like they were shiny. XD XD hahahahahha that's how I felt.

I doodled a lot of them. PMR called for many intensive classes.

She would say something with a cheeky smile and he'd say some witty comeback and make her laugh. Then she'd slap him on the arm. XD She doesn't slap as much this year; but he's been gone for a long time. HOME TUITION TOOK HIM. D: Parents. XD

Once, my class was waiting outside a classroom for the other class to finish up. Still feeling like an alien, I stood behind the farthest wall where there was a boarded up window without glass panes. I looked through a crack, and I saw them; no one around except for THIS crazy stalker XD so she was saying something up at him, and I couldn't see her face but I could clearly see his. He was smiling, not really listening.. and then suddenly, he raised a hand and cupped the right side of her face gently. Her face tilted slightly upward to face him; his smile was full of tenderness and his eyes spoke tons so gently that I had to look away.

I didn't want to ruin the moment.

:)

I've looked her up on Friendster (though now she's on Facebook) and found out her birthday. HAHAHA. Stalker kan? XD

I wished her happy birthday on impulse early in the year :D and the prince's face was PRICELESS. HAHAHHA. I've never talked to her before then; so her face lit up and she smiled surprisedly at me and said thank you. The prince was all like "But how did you KNOW?" HAHAHAHHAHA. I cannot tell him how I know. ;D I told him I heard word. XD

Then one day he just... stopped coming.

So one English class, I had nowhere to sit and she motioned that I sit down in the chair beside her, where the prince used to sit. I smiled at the unexpected invitation. Remember I said I doodle a lot of them? Well I opened one particular doodle that I was proud of. XD I did it in a strike of inspiration, just like lightning.


I know it's on my art blog. XD but whatever. SEE IT TILL YOU GET SICK, if that's even possible.

So impulsively I showed it to her and pointed at the prince. "Where did he go..?" and she looked at it and looked at me with a weird smile. Immediately I got embarassed XD and I said, "Sorry..? XD" but she replied unexpectedly! "Oh, he goes for home tuition now."
:(

:(

I guess they still see each other in school, so I won't have to worry so much. But I really miss that easy candid camaraderie between them.

And that's how the term Coupledom came to life. :D I wished on a wishing star in March that I'd have that. Thank you wishing star :D you've done so much. But I guess it can wait.

It killed me.

You know when you've looked up too many lyrics to melancholy songs when you look at the lyrics and know what font they are in :(

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz
xxx

Will someone look that way at me?

Hi. :)
That way, meaning like... I'll be looking somewhere, distracted and...
He'll look at me so intensely.
Like I have to be figured out.
Like I'm missed badly.
Like he wants to hug me but others are watching.
Like he has feelings for me, and it'll fluster me so because I feel the same way.
And then he looks away mysteriously.
OOH. Drawing inspiration has struck. XD
xxx
I have a picture of the look. :D ask me, and I shall show it to you (but it's on the computer lah. XD) ..... he's an incredible singer. And she's incredibly pretty. It comes mainly from her genuine smile.

I love the picture.

Can't he tell that I can't breathe?

Listening and playing the guitar to a lot of Taylor Swift lately.

How can all these people write incredible melodies and lyrics?

I'm jealous.

xxx

Feeling a little heartbroken XD

I shall give up on the outside. I'd hate to become the tai kah po (other woman, namely the bitch) XD blame my vocabulary on my BM teacher HAHAHAHA

ALL THE BEST 8D

xxx

So I went for tuition.

I sat down to this girl, who smelled really nice.

Then another girl sat down next to me.

She carried this weird, familiar scent; something I've lived with for almost 15 years. My dad quit recently ;D

Smoke.

Yes, I knew it was smoke.

This stench I knew so well made me have a little panic attack!

I was like, what should I do, what should I say? I've only talked to this girl a few times, I wasn't all that close to her. I didn't want to appear like a KPC (safe to say I like being neutral and well. Safe) and butt in into what she chose to do. I figured I'd slyly drop a comment or something, but well. I decided against it.

TARTAR SAUCE.

Before it goes into the vault

What the hell?! How can you put Pinocchio in the frickin' vault Disney?! D:
At least don't tell us :(
Don't tell me.
AIH.
xxx
Bye bye now. It was fun.
My hopes are crushed once again.
But what the hell, yes?
:)
xxx
I'm on an angry rampage. God help me.

Log in, try to hack me.

Sexy and catchy riffs are the best.
xxx
So what up people? :D
Or should I say, person....
Or should I say, nobody................ that I know of.
Hah. I update for myself anyway :D
I figured I wanna make a stranger (an unshady looking stranger) smile tomorrow.
BRACE YOURSELF. :D
xxx
You know, playlist.com had this licensing restriction thing going on once. It went away after a few weeks, so I waited a long time for my playlist to jumpstart and make all of you start smiling at home again.
OH WELL :) I put another playlist in to keep you company while I wait some more. :D

Wavy

I've... cut my hair.
It's like a liberation, of sorts. I know it's not exactly the best time to cut my hair XD it didn't turn out like how I wanted it to.
But I trust the hairdresser.
:D wo xiang xing ni! Hahahhaha. The experience was so exciting and full of adrenaline! I don't know why, so I can't explain it. My hair was so easily cut off, and laid in piles of wavy stuff on the floor. I guess this is as close as I get to the experiences of cancer patients.
Unless one day I really decide to shave my head bald. :D
Speaking of cancer..
Goodbye, Patrick Swayze. Rest in peace :)
I really loved Ghost, where he was the... well, ghost. XD I only watched it once when I was small but it left an impression on me. Someone can really feel for someone, however invisible the person is. Yes?
I hope so.
xxx
The loss of a loved one is really painful.
I almost cried when I heard.
I tend to get very absorbed. And Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye isn't helping. Hahaha.

So darling, put your goggles on and up, up and away we'll fly.

I'm in love! :D
With Phineas and Ferb. Hahahhahahahaha

The Paper Pelican's in-flight show from De Plane, De Plane is the best! :D Hahaha. Especially because of the song, The Paper Pelican Floor Show.



:D hubba hubba Ferb. Haha!
xxx
I went for tuition yesterday. I don't know what's with them, but so far all reactions are very... measured. And hesitant. Smiles are genuine though, that's a good sign. :)
I WON'T BITE, I SWEAR :B
I come in peace.
Wait, why am I talking like an alien?! TT _ TT Hahaha. I shall smile more at them.
Maybe they'll thaw out.

Peek much

Let's try the Trebuchet. XD Hahahaha.
So.
Here I am to tell you about Monday. I guess.
LET DOWN MUCH
I was so excited I could garner some more information on him and then my Pa casually dropped a comment, "Oh Mr Mark said there will be no class today; replacement is on Sunday."
O_O camtu lah muka saya.
Hahahahahha :) but Sunday would also be perfect. If he were or weren't there it'd be perfect; I really really love the sky at 6 p.m. over there. The sun is positioned just right and the sky is an absolutely delicious mix of pink and blue and white fluffy clouds. :D
I guess I'll have Sunday and then Monday, no? That way I can get to know him more. I guess. XD
One day when he finds out I doodle and scribble so much about his quirks, I'll ask him what he thought of me. HEHEHE. :)
Now I have to get back to my drawing. If not, Patricia's gonna have my ass for breakfast along with whatever sandwich she packs along for rehat. XD BAIIII have a happy 9.09.09!

Long

09.09.09
How to say this?
The pronounciation of 9 in Cantonese is like the word "long" so, whatever done today will be longlasting. SO.
I love all my friends.
I love all my best friends. You know who you are.
Especially yang takde di sini. :)
I love my family.
I love my crushes. XD
I love my diary.
I love my stuffed toys. XD
I love mai Father 8D
And I love my Pa and Ma.
WHEE. Thank you for reading. XD

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and she's always gone too long
Anytime she goes away.
Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
And this house just ain't no home, anytime she goes away.
And
I know (x26 YES I COUNTED haha)
Hey, I ought to leave the young thing alone
But ain't no sunshine when she's gone.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home, anytime she goes away.

I love this song. It's easy to sing. It's the blues. And it expresses what I feel when someone's not here with me.
:) You see, the "she" is also interhangeable with "he" 8D hahahahaha
Go listen to this song! :D

Weak

I love you so very much, Chandnini Sharma :)
I really wanna say be strong, but it's hard to do.
So.
You've got us. :) And that is as true as it can get. As true as rain falling in Malaysia yo :)
xxx
The antibacterial liquid we used just now smells good. Hahahaha.
I touched her hair! :D SO SOFT~ hahahaha.

Up ♥

The most fulfilling, touching story I've seen in a long time.
Besides Sepet, of course.
♥
This is the song that almost made me cry. Watch the movie. :)

Newton, be mine

No, not Physics. XD

Newton Livingston / Jason Dolley from Cory In The House.
Newton, or Newt is just so lovably silly. XD And not entirely stupid as well! YES, he has his moments.
He has shirts I love.
I love his hair! Very... versatile.
He has necklaces I long for hahahaha
But the thing that really made me like Newt (and in turn Jason Dolley) was that episode where, where...

Newt was young. Boy meets girl; both of them liked each other but I think he had to move away. So one night before he did, they made a pact to save their first kisses for each other.

They've grown up now; one beautiful and the other still childish, naive but also more than decent. XD One dismissed it as a childish pact and had a special person. Newt kept his promise. 8D

CALL THE AMBULANCE my heart runneth over again!! XD I've wanted to see that episode again but they never rerun it 8( I have to watch Cory In The House more. HEE.

Then came Minutemen, where Virgil / Jason Dolley (they always give him weird names XD) has feelings for this good friend of his but she gets to gether with another good friend of his as well. I say aww. XD I watched it for Jason Dolley but loved the story and the rest of the characters in the end. :) especially that really really tall Nicholas Braun. :D

Hatching Pete was good too! Pete Ivey, who was always invisible gets the girl after he reveals who he is to the school. Who he really is, to the girl, his family and best friend. But, I think the turning point for my celeb crush is the first kiss thing. Hahahahaha.

Just being a girl with fanciful dreams. And with Disney Channel. XD

Flavour

I've just eaten the most AMAZING lunch.

Remember Coffee and Friends? I think I've mentioned it once in my blog post :D Well, it had a makeover and now it's called Joy Luck Club. Still pretty much awesome, with the location and the openness of everything and the free Internet access :D

But now, they've got a killer menu.

Come over :D I guarantee slightly lower prices, great atmosphere, great service and GREAT FOOD :D

And a great view too. XD

So my set lunch of the day had...



1. Sarawak laksa

OMG. :D :D :D you have to try it out; it's simply amazing. I love the taste of the soup, with its really hiong smell. The placement of food is also quite easy on the eye. It has fried egg slices, fresh prawns and chunky chicken pieces in it. Yes you heard meh: CHUNKY 8D and they're not scared of serving you a little more at a little less money! :D
Oh the soup. XD tambah limau sikit and together with the herb, spice, santan and prawn paste (?) mix I was so happy. XD

2. Iced lemon tea
Oh sweet cold iced lemon tea trickled down my throat in times of spiciness XD It wasn't really spicy but the temperature and the chilli together was hot.
Iced lemon tea saved me :D
It's served in this plastic cup which is a sort of cylinder with a stem. XD And they really make use of the lemon. Hahahaha.

The last item. Or well, items. XD My dad ordered a set for himself so I tried both desserts.

Ready?

3. Pulut hitam + ice cream OR Sago + gula melaka
8D 8D I literally flew a little off my chair at the first taste of each dessert.
I had the sago + gula melaka first. OMG! OMG!
The santan and the gula melaka was so good! They could've served it cold but it was really really good. A perfect way to end my meal; spicy and hot---cold and sweet and sour---sweet and creamy dessert. HOLY MACKEREL, yo. :)
The pulut hitam and ice cream was EVEN BETTER. XD It just arrived, and my dad and sister had a go at it before dragging me away from looking contented after a bite of sago to grabbing a spoon and trying the pulut. The presentation was AWESOME 8D
Can you imagine, reddish black steaming hot pulut under fresh cold vanilla ice cream?
I took the spoon they offered me and scooped an even portion of both extremes. I put it in my mouth.
BOY WAS IT GOOD. XD The two complimented each other perfectly; hot and cold, black and white, and sweet together.
Just like a couple living in my condo hahaha :D

Can you guess how much it is?
Take a wild guess.
RM15? RM 13?


Even better. RM 8 yo. XD
They aren't even paying me for advertising shamelessly. But. Whaddahell are you waiting for?! XD Go go go! Hahahahaha :)