Monday, January 25, 2010

Hollow.

AUGHHHH
Hahahha. My birthday was great. :D I felt embarrassed a bit at all the wishes, but inside I felt all happy.
AND WARM AND FUZZY teheh.
At tuition, the princess and her equally beautiful "sisters" wished me as well. I felt honoured. So I hugged the princess. :D
XD In sum, it was great. :)
xxx
MAAAAHMEEEE. - Chun Ming
Hahahahha the English Oral's coming along okay. :) Lame jokes and awesome fight scenes, but that's what Oral's all about! :D
xxx
I can't help but feel a little lonely.
I know English Oral's gonna be great, but... I miss thick witty scripts made by Hema and Wye Zhi. I miss Chandni's lame yet enthusiastic portrayal of her characters. I miss Wei Xuan bullying Hema with Chandni. I miss bad puns on our names, like Rosie Complexion, Nora Grets and Captain Reilly Speedy who is always late.
I miss practices in Hema's room where we all recorded everything to "see how we do" and instead, we fool around, willing a Kiwi Kleen to the rest of us when someone gets hit by a chandelier.
There's a hole, you know? Deep inside.
Everyone seems to have moved on. I know I have, too, in some way. But it still leaves a scar, much like the gourd-like one on my tummy.
And now I feel distant, like everyone's broken apart. Disconnected, but still in a semblance of a whole. The glue has gone away, washed away by the rain.
xxx
Memories exist for all the precious days my heart still wants to keep somewhere deep inside of me. - Jyongri, "Lullaby For You"

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Music to my heart.

Jon McLaughlin's voice is amazing.
It's not grating when it reaches high notes, instead, it soars. It's so soothing, and his self-written (or co-written, sometimes?) lyrics are so full of beautiful words that come together simply, not hard to understand yet they have a special ring to it.
Curly hair. :D Plays piano. I am jealous.
And yes, those blue blue eyes of his are always melancholy-ish. XD
But those eyes, it's like they speak. ....They tell their own story.
:)
YEAHHHHHHH anyhoo. If he googles his name and I come up wouldn't that be just wunderbar. XD
I absolutely love your songs. :D


Okay, now that I've redeemed myself a little.

Hi everybody :D how are you?
Been finding it harder to do things lately. Harder to smile, harder to interact, harder to let it all out through making music. The only positive thing right now is that:
I've been drawing. LOADS :D When God closes a bore, he opens a bimbo.
OH YEAH. :) I guess I'm thankful. I SHALL UPLOAD 8D look for me here!
And um. I have a new comic in mind I want to put on Blogger or somewhere. Does "Discovering You" sound okay?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Hey.

Happy New Year everyone :)
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN WOO HOO
XD
Resolutions are made, and I really really want to get my lazy ass back on a chair with all the stationeries I love on the table and a whole stack of paper staring blankly at me. Yes that would be good. I would like to start a comic here on Blogger.
WHADDYA SAY TO THAT
8D
Yeah. Being extremely high and chipper because I'm finally blogging again :)
Yay.
Yay.
Just don't expect posts XD I say things, things that are HOLLOW
But incredibly nice to think about. SO THERE.
Questionable Content is good. Babai now. :)