I feel alone.
Rifts are already becoming obvious. Bigger. Deeper.
I nearly cried yesterday in school when I realized that Serra and Ecky and Btisbg didn't attend school. Nothing to distract me from the bloody obvious fact that Lily's avoiding us like the bloody plague. Lara's our link, and soon she'll become exhausted too. Patience has already worn thin!
But I'm not brave enough to confront her.
H. Eyes is sweet, but so far he's just that. I'm absolutely haunted by Btisbg. In the national anthem, on a book my dad bought, through Serra, his duty place, his stare even when I'm not looking... I know I shouldn't, so I'll just mask it. :)
HOW ARE YOU! :D fatfat! I read your hilarious story again and then I remembered that I killed a cockroach with a hard book once. XD Never with a ROD though! AHAHAHA XD
Lucky for me I have such great friends at school! Lara, Daniel, Niq, Dalilah, Fadzlin, Zuri....... :) Thank you all!
Love Take 5. XD
http://paradoxofobscurity.blogspot.com Can you, can you hug her sometime? :D
WHOAZERS. Ecky, you predator XD XD AHAHAHA!
Dunno what else I was gonna write :D I'll post when I remember.
NO FATFAT! Don't complain XD XD Ahahahaha!
Do you know that I post all the words in any colour other than red for your benefit?? HA! XD
Eidolon: a noun denoting a spectre, phantom or an idealized figure. :)
Elysium: place where the blessed go after death; place or state of ideal happiness, of a paradise :D WHEE!
emancipate: free from legal, social, political, intellectual or moral restraint. Emancipate yourself people! :D Yay Bob Marley. XD
Monday, September 15, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Lovely Days
HELL YEAH! I just had to get this date down XD 10.09.08! :)
It's my dad's birthday!
It's a Wednesday!
Hazel Eyes got my number! XD
Lovely days indeed.
WHAT THE HECK! Fatfat! XD XD ahahahahaha!! Just this morning Mr D and Niq fooled me into believing there was a cockroach at my feet. I looked because they pointed!! XD now you make a crack about me and my Roll Of Doom XD AHAHAHAHA!
Random lah you. But hilarious! XD
I now have responsibilities in two lovely clubs that I, well. Love XD
Eclair! There's no need to be down as lovely things and sh*t balance each other out, so just you wait. ^^ Optimism suffocating you, but I'm there for you. Okay? :)
CF's gonna be a blast this week! Pn Chua's buying pizza XD And Francis is coming to speak! Jeremy's still stoning. XD Ahaha!
Lara's given me a notebook from the World Halal Forum, with near blank pages save the grey www.worldhalalforum.org printed below the page. Don't click the blue thing if you don't intend to go! XD It's now dedicated to sketches and drawings ONLY. I hope. :D
OH! I almost forgot. Entry's word is peace, meaning a state of harmony and absence of hostility; calmness, serenity, silence, tranquility. Perfect for life on the tenth of September, 2008. :) SORRY if I let you down fatfat! XD Ahahaha!
So this is love, Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
So this is what makes life divine
I'm all aglow, Mmmmmmmm
And now I know
The key to all heaven is mine
My heart has wings, Mmmmmmmm
And I can fly
I'll touch every star in the sky
So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of
So this is love
Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
HA. Like I'll feel that anytime soon. XD but it's a lovely song ainnit? :) LOVE-ly! Get it?? XD hahahaha, lame.
Good day!
It's my dad's birthday!
It's a Wednesday!
Hazel Eyes got my number! XD
Lovely days indeed.
WHAT THE HECK! Fatfat! XD XD ahahahahaha!! Just this morning Mr D and Niq fooled me into believing there was a cockroach at my feet. I looked because they pointed!! XD now you make a crack about me and my Roll Of Doom XD AHAHAHAHA!
Random lah you. But hilarious! XD
I now have responsibilities in two lovely clubs that I, well. Love XD
Eclair! There's no need to be down as lovely things and sh*t balance each other out, so just you wait. ^^ Optimism suffocating you, but I'm there for you. Okay? :)
CF's gonna be a blast this week! Pn Chua's buying pizza XD And Francis is coming to speak! Jeremy's still stoning. XD Ahaha!
Lara's given me a notebook from the World Halal Forum, with near blank pages save the grey www.worldhalalforum.org printed below the page. Don't click the blue thing if you don't intend to go! XD It's now dedicated to sketches and drawings ONLY. I hope. :D
OH! I almost forgot. Entry's word is peace, meaning a state of harmony and absence of hostility; calmness, serenity, silence, tranquility. Perfect for life on the tenth of September, 2008. :) SORRY if I let you down fatfat! XD Ahahaha!
So this is love, Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
So this is what makes life divine
I'm all aglow, Mmmmmmmm
And now I know
The key to all heaven is mine
My heart has wings, Mmmmmmmm
And I can fly
I'll touch every star in the sky
So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of
So this is love
Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
HA. Like I'll feel that anytime soon. XD but it's a lovely song ainnit? :) LOVE-ly! Get it?? XD hahahaha, lame.
Good day!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Stumped and Alone
I have just finished massaging my youngest sister to sleep. XD Ahahahaha!
So as the title suggests, I am totally and utterly stumped. Stupefied. Silly. XD
Ecky has not been PRESENT in school lately XD hahaha! Hope you're doing well! (as you always get sick XD)
Serra's told me that apparently, hazel eyes likes me. Her words went sum'min like this:
If you were to choose between cookie cutter and hazel eyes, which one would you pick?
I stammered and stuttered and mumbled, then said cookie cutter. Y'know, maybe I like him more because of constant contact.
He (hazel eyes), told me this morning, that he like like(s/d??) you. So... what're you gonna do? Don't break his heart! He's a good friend, my best friend. .... (I don't quite remember, but it went along the lines of that)
I'm just gonna bloody rant right here and now, as I can't do it anywhere else as I KNOW, that sometimes people do not want to listen to my pathetic and full of myself ramblings.
Don't deny it ;D
I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do! I mean, I have had a thing of sorts for hazel eyes since last year as he always got prefect duty at our Form 2 stairs. I smile at him just to see his serious mask, break. Unspoken.
.....WAIT breaking news! Lara's grandmother in IPOH (XD) has gotten really really sick, and Lara's on her way to the hospital there. I dunno what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll stay up the whole night to accompany her. I shall! XD At times, beauty sleep needs to be sacrificed XD Ahahahahaha! I just want to be there for everyone. Yes? :D Well. God, I do hope that things will fall as they should and let the chips fall as they may. DOUSE Lara, her grandma and her family with courage and strength!
Back to the stairs. XD
Lara dared me once to ask him for his name. XD I didn't do it. Still haven't. XD
Since then we've smiled at each other.
I got to know his name from sneaking sly looks at his name tag last year and accidentally overhearing some people conversing about him XD I never even saw him smile till the end of last year, and I've heard his voice then too. For the first time. How very lame. XD Ahahaha!
We've never even had an introduction! This is so gonna be in Deai. (Deai is my manga thingy based on hazel eyes and Ashley XD)
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This is what I wrote yesterday. Today Ecky and I talked in a "mature and adult" way XD XD So I am not alone! :D
I'm still confused.
I guess if we'd had some kind of introduction, and talked, maybe I'd like hazel eyes as much as I do the cookie cutter?
Oh that reminds me! Today, my friend's sister Ashley had pains in her stomach near the school office, and that happened to be where cookie cutter had his duty, so I ran down the stairs he was guarding straight to Ashley. I know she was frustrated and on the verge of tears and all, but she was on the phone and looking at a teacher beside her who was letting Ashley use her phone, so I couldn't help but be distracted XD he kept looking over at our direction..... but how do I know this? Because I look over at him XD I sigh at myself. XD ahahahaha!
Lara's grandmother is deciding not to eat and drink and be on any feeding tubes or IV drips of any sort. I dunno what I shall do.
A good day to all of you who read this ^^ :D
So as the title suggests, I am totally and utterly stumped. Stupefied. Silly. XD
Ecky has not been PRESENT in school lately XD hahaha! Hope you're doing well! (as you always get sick XD)
Serra's told me that apparently, hazel eyes likes me. Her words went sum'min like this:
If you were to choose between cookie cutter and hazel eyes, which one would you pick?
I stammered and stuttered and mumbled, then said cookie cutter. Y'know, maybe I like him more because of constant contact.
He (hazel eyes), told me this morning, that he like like(s/d??) you. So... what're you gonna do? Don't break his heart! He's a good friend, my best friend. .... (I don't quite remember, but it went along the lines of that)
I'm just gonna bloody rant right here and now, as I can't do it anywhere else as I KNOW, that sometimes people do not want to listen to my pathetic and full of myself ramblings.
Don't deny it ;D
I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do! I mean, I have had a thing of sorts for hazel eyes since last year as he always got prefect duty at our Form 2 stairs. I smile at him just to see his serious mask, break. Unspoken.
.....WAIT breaking news! Lara's grandmother in IPOH (XD) has gotten really really sick, and Lara's on her way to the hospital there. I dunno what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll stay up the whole night to accompany her. I shall! XD At times, beauty sleep needs to be sacrificed XD Ahahahahaha! I just want to be there for everyone. Yes? :D Well. God, I do hope that things will fall as they should and let the chips fall as they may. DOUSE Lara, her grandma and her family with courage and strength!
Back to the stairs. XD
Lara dared me once to ask him for his name. XD I didn't do it. Still haven't. XD
Since then we've smiled at each other.
I got to know his name from sneaking sly looks at his name tag last year and accidentally overhearing some people conversing about him XD I never even saw him smile till the end of last year, and I've heard his voice then too. For the first time. How very lame. XD Ahahaha!
We've never even had an introduction! This is so gonna be in Deai. (Deai is my manga thingy based on hazel eyes and Ashley XD)
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This is what I wrote yesterday. Today Ecky and I talked in a "mature and adult" way XD XD So I am not alone! :D
I'm still confused.
I guess if we'd had some kind of introduction, and talked, maybe I'd like hazel eyes as much as I do the cookie cutter?
Oh that reminds me! Today, my friend's sister Ashley had pains in her stomach near the school office, and that happened to be where cookie cutter had his duty, so I ran down the stairs he was guarding straight to Ashley. I know she was frustrated and on the verge of tears and all, but she was on the phone and looking at a teacher beside her who was letting Ashley use her phone, so I couldn't help but be distracted XD he kept looking over at our direction..... but how do I know this? Because I look over at him XD I sigh at myself. XD ahahahaha!
Lara's grandmother is deciding not to eat and drink and be on any feeding tubes or IV drips of any sort. I dunno what I shall do.
A good day to all of you who read this ^^ :D
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Poll, Food, Book, Songs and Words
WHOA! So many requests XD ahahahahahahha! I'll do the best I can. Harp about sio bee (siew mai but BIGGER 8D), read Shin Chan, listen to my playlist and WORDS---- the bomb! :D just you wait! Hahahahahahaha!
Okay, I shall have a postly word. XD hahahaha! UM, this post's word shall be, eclaircissement! :D it means an explanation of something puzzling. Just ask a certain Eclair and she will say, she cannot believe the French can describe describing her so well XD YOU ARE PUZZLING indeed. XD ahahahaha!
Have a good day. ;D
Okay, I shall have a postly word. XD hahahaha! UM, this post's word shall be, eclaircissement! :D it means an explanation of something puzzling. Just ask a certain Eclair and she will say, she cannot believe the French can describe describing her so well XD YOU ARE PUZZLING indeed. XD ahahahaha!
Have a good day. ;D
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