I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead.

I hear the clock, it's six a.m.

I feel so far from where I've been

I got my eggs and my pancakes too

I got my maple syrup, everything but you.

I break the yolks, make a smiley face

I kinda like it in my brand new place

I wipe the spots off the mirror

Don't leave the keys in the door

Never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause

Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone

I know

You love me, and soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you.

I called my momma, she was out for a walk

Consoled a cup of coffee, but it didn't wanna talk

So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news

More hearts being broken or people being used

Put on my coat in the pouring rain

I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same

'Cause it was happy and I was sad

It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause

Dreams last for so long even after you're gone

I know

You love me

And soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you.

I go about my business, I'm doin fine

Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line?

Same old story, not much to say

Hearts are broken, everyday.

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on

I know you hate it when I leave the light on

I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.

Take a deep breath and a good look around

Put on my pjs and hop into bed

I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead

I try and tell myself it'll be all right

I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause

Dreams last for so long

Even after you're gone

I know you love me

And soon I know you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you

Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.

Jewel - You Were Meant For Me

Dreams last for so, so long.

The green lines hold true. Except maybe the "You were meant for me and I was meant for you" part; that's what I feel right now. I'm rather selfish.

But maybe, you DO have more in common with her, right?

xxx

SAFE TO SAY, I know I'm in love with my playlist. XD

Anyway.

Hi :) I know I don't update so much, but do you enjoy reading Of Music And Sundays?

I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy telling you stuff. XD

xxx

I'm updating my blog from Joy Luck Club (previously known as Coffee and Friends) and I absolutely love the atmosphere here. Easy conversation with friends, amazing food, cheap prices until 2.30 p.m., my music, free use of laptops and Internet, and of course, and amazing third party view of all the activity.

But of course, the stalker-observing part is just me. XD

I like watching people.

So today, I saw this two characters; grandfather and grandson. The grandpa was almost bald with a bit of hair above the ears, with glasses slightly like the one on Mr Frederickson in Up, but his was narrower. His smile was warm, inviting; he wasn't big sized, but rather lean as grandpas go. He wore a white shirt with a checkered button down shirt over it. He even has a little slouch when he walks XD grandpa-ish.

Cucu pulak has a good boy haircut with a part of his shiny toddler hair flopping slightly over his left eye! XD so cute. A big smile plastered to his face, he was rather playful and made a lot of big gestures with his little hands.

They came with the grandpa holding the hand of his 4-5 year old grandson and decided to eat at the restaurant opposite where I was sitting. It warmed my heart to see these two eating happily, with the grandpa helping the little boy reach his straw or the little boy making funny faces to make his datuk laugh. Hahaha. :D

The boy was SO CUTE 8D

When they left right, both of them walked past as I looked up. Unexpected, I smiled at the grandpa who was looking at me and he smiled back warmly! :D Then I ducked a little to see the little boy and smiled at him XD he had a little smile on.

AIH~ I love making people smile!

xxx

At school yesterday, I made a new friend :3 It's been so long since I've made friends, I forgot to say nice to meet you. = =

BUT YEAY. :)

xxx

To witness someone's life through pictures is amazing.

:) but to see the photos of them or at least his deeds BREAK MEH.

I have to get over most of it, and fast. XD

I won't mind if a mild crush has found his other person.

DAMMIT. That means he's a serious one.