都為了愛,愛,愛.

Khalil Fong - Ai Ai Ai

All for love, love, love.

xxx

I'm in love with Khalil Fong :'D
I want you in my life. I want to know the stories of your childhood and who made you write those songs where you couldn't be with the one you love. I want to know why you like jazz and R and B, I want to learn guitar from you. I want to learn Mandarin from you in your voice so smooth and honest. I want to steal your glasses and make you see me as a blur picture and not in detail, where we can love each other's lovely side and leave the slightly bad apple quirks for later. Oh Khalil Fong :D
Hahahahahhaha.
Your songs have everything I love AND your mellow voice that has a few hidden personalities. They serenade me to sweet dreams, they challenge my view on things, they make my belief in love that much stronger.They make me want to write as well as you do, with all sincerity and frank feelings.
Oh,
You make me melt.
I'm in love! :D Ahahaahahaha.
xxx
Sometimes I come out and see myself as I am through other people's eyes. I usually don't really care and continue doing my own thing, but sometimes I get curious and ask people what they think of me. Normally all would come back positive but now all I see are negative things about myself..
I've gotta work hard and combat all this!
I've got to.
:) wish me luck. If I succeed, I'll thank you for reading and just being here to listen to what I have to say inside. :D

そう, おもいが あれば.

Begin - DBSK
Even if we are apart, we still can share something if we have our memories.
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I woke up at 8 today. The sun was streaming down in seemingly touchable golden rays, the birds were chirping and the air was so cool.
What a wonderful day :)
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HI DODOL
This is for when you check around
hahahahahahha
xxx
Yesterday I had a heart-to-heart talk with Wye Zhi.

We talked about DBSK and how fast they changed from one hell of a band with amazing bonds to now, where they broke into halves and they don't talk to each other. They were such a big part of our lives, in Form 2 and 3; we talked about their antics, their looks, their quirks and everything. Wye Zhi wrote, Hema read, Chandni laughed along with me, Wei Xuan dominated the games, Leanne tried to beat her at it. (Sorry, I truly am but for me, these are the core LGGs.) It was so fun! And then we could actually have two or three whole periods going on and on about DBSK, a bit of Super Junior, playing games they played on variety shows like catch the mouse or dibi dibi dib and then after that, we moved on.
Yeah. Super Junior then hahahahaha. They were really cute, but the members' names kept flying past my head. Except Eunhyuk, Kangin, Siwon and Heechul. Oh yes HEECHUL. :D
We played "rollercoaster" which wasn't much of a game but it was super fun. We laughed about everything like mad people.
We talked all the time about Chandni's many love interests (who are all into her, the lucky girl), my uncanny ability to attract slightly weird people, Hema's silly boys who couldn't see her for the wonderful person she is, Wye Zhi's amazingly whimsical and hilarious fic which always came one chapter by one chapter and then she'd go and edit the death out of it. It was crap amazing. Wei Xuan bullied Hema with Chandni and Leanne... wasn't much of a talker then. I didn't really know her, now that I think back.
Now she's proud to shout whatever she thinks and sing Baby like a man who ate chalk. Hahahahaha, she's so funny.
She's an amazing person. Always scolding me like a mom, and taking care of me as well. But then.. now I feel like she's pulling away from me. I mean, I know lah they really like K pop and I try to like it as much as they do by getting into a little more Super Junior. I still feel left out when they're talking about them, like, WTH I'm here and yet you're there.
I feel.. hurt by the little things.
I know. So stupid. There's so many other things but
ANYWAY
YOU SHOULDN'T READ THIS PART 8D
xxx
I still miss her. I wonder what it'd be like if she didn't get sick.
I wouldn't have made up with Wye Zhi, I think. I'm thankful for that, at least. :)
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I really like playing the Nintendo DS. 8D
Games like Rhythm Heaven, Elite Beat Agents, Ninja Gaiden Dragon (where I'm the hotness, Ryu Hayabusa) and definitely The World Ends With You DRAG me without mercy to the screen for hours on end. XD I can't keep my hands off it!
Why Nintendo.
Why.
XD

Old, I am

I went down to the minimarket today wearing my slippers
I said hi to a friend of ours who lives in the condo
I got lip gloss! :'D
I thanked her, touched
I reached the minimarket
I bought tape
I twirled
I walked home with a spring in my step
I took off my shoes
And I realized that I have them on the wrong way round.
The end.

The world had less colour without you.

Darling I Do - Landon Pigg and Lucy Schwartz
NGEE.
-Shrek Forever After
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Do you know that I don't like it when a duet title has the word "featuring" in it?
I memang tak suka.
Hahahaha. It's like this is my song, and you're just a little part of it.
Whereas it's a combined effort that makes the song fly. Ainnit. :D
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I LOVE I LOVE the song Darling I Do. It's so sweet and simple with such hearfelt lyrics and wonderful vocals~ Landon Pigg surprises me! Based on his name I thought he'd be a little weird, but he's so cute and has such a soothing wonderful voice.
Lucy Schwartz has a unique voice! I listened to When We Were Young before, and I liked her rich voice. But in Darling I Do, both their voices sound so perfect together.
NGEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I can't seem to load it though, the connection's so slow.
And not many videos have been posted on Youtube. Download the video juga tak boleh. :(
I shall survive. Hahahaha.
xxx
I'm in Penang! Chloe and I followed Pa up for a business trip, and now we are a bit restless in the room. So we watch Spongebob in Malay :D
It's so windy here, it's amazing. The air conditioning in Hotel Royal is so cold, but adjustable so it's the wonderful kind of little chill. Hahahahah.
I went down with my sister to eat the complimentary hotel breakfast this morning. They had the usual breakfast spread, which is every wonderful delicious thing we love. Mee goreng, nasi lemak, Western breakfast consisting of ham, sausages, French toast, baked beans and all that. And then the dessert corner, which has fruits and tarts, etc. and then the hot and cold drinks and THE BEST PART OF ALL
CEREAL!
Hahahahahaha.
I've had a craving for Koko Krunch for the LONGEST time.
As I approached the see-through plastic pitcher for Koko Krunch with wonder, there was this dude who passed by. This guy was buff, with nice defined arms and he wore a rusty orange polo which offset his frame quite nicely. He was a bit taller than me and popped his collar, so I didn't think much of him lingering round the cereal corner.
Initially.
As I poured the lovely brown curls into my shallow bowl, I was a bit surprised when he lined up behind me, looking at the pitcher in my hand.
My eyebrows shot up, my eyes went wide and I said "SORRY" and then realized something incredible: "OHH you want the Koko Krunch too?" I exclaimed. A little too excitedly. XD
Hahahahhahaha
"UHHH.. yeah.." he said, a little taken aback.
Hahahahahhahaha
See? Not all guys who pop their collars are arrogant pricks.
YAY.

You don't know my heart that loves you.

Please Love Her - Ha Dong Kyun
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Jamkkan gidaryeojullae jigeum derireo galge
wae jakku ulgiman hani
malhe malhe eodi-e inni
niga saranghaneun sarami neoreul dugo gan geoni
jibeuro deryeoda julge
kaja kaja barami cheoga-unikka
Neoreul ullineun geu sarami
mweoga geureoke joheuni
neoneun moreuji neoman moreuji neoreul saranghaneun nae mameul
georeumi neurin naega meonjeo gaji mothaeseo
nae jaril ppaetkkin apeun sarangeul
Neo-ui eunneun moseubi nuguboda yeppeunji
geu saram algina hani
jeongmal jeongmal algodo neoreul ulliniireum
moreuneun dangshinege butak hanaman haneunde
Saranghaejweoyo saranghaejweoyo
naega saranghaneun geunyeoreul
sangshini na daeshine gajin na-ui geunyeoreul
hamburo darul saenggakhamyeon
Andweyo saranghaejweoyo nae ma-eumdo mollajuneun geunyeoreul
geunyeoga saranghaneun saram dangshininikka
naboda manhi saranghaejweoyo
dashineun ullijineun marayo
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Will you wait for a bit? I will come now to pick you up
Why do you only keep crying?
Tell me, tell me where you are.
Did the person you love just leave you and go?
I will take you home.
Let’s go, let’s go because the wind is cold.
What is so great about the person that makes you cry?
You don’t know, you don’t know my heart that loves you
I couldn’t get there first because I was slow
The pain of the love that took my spot
Your laughing face is more beautiful than anyone
Do you even know that person?
Does he really really know and still makes you cry
I ask you, whose name I don't know, for a single favour:
Please love her, please love the girl that I love,
You who have her instead of me.
You can't just think about something else recklessly
Please love her, you who do not even know my heart
Because the one she loves is you.
Please love her more than me,
Please don't make her cry.
xxx
The lyrics are so beautiful.
It's so... it's so sad.

Breath of life

I DO APOLOGIZE FOR THE LONG ASS POST :D
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I woke up today stirring in and out of consciousness, hearing outside sounds that somehow merged into my vague dream. Then suddenly, my body decides to take this huge intake of air and then I felt all refreshed 8D And I sat up, unable to sleep anymore.
That's almost like a breath of life.
And it's essential to get it right when you are pretending to sleep hahahaha
xxx
I love Spring Waltz, a Korean drama. I really love it. Although it may be considered a bit old and a little out of the mainstream, the soundtrack is AWESOME (piano and ballads won me over) and the actors are fresh and I just found out that Eun Young's brother is actually Si Won. Which is kind of weird. When I first watched it I loved the silly brother. Now I can't look at this the same HAHAHA.
The actors are a damn fine-looking bunch. Hee hee.
Han Hyo Joo, the girl is just so bloody cute! :D There's so much between the girl and the guy, but because of surreal circumstances they can't be together :( but they did in the end. So. Happy ending for everybody!
Seo Do Young is the him of the story. He's a model, actor, singer and can play the piano, OMG. And he speaks German and Japanese 8D Love him.
The other girl of the story is Lee So Yeon. She's a very pretty lady. She has amazingly huge and expressive eyes that I love.
And of course, I can't leave out the best part,
Daniel Henney :DD EEEEEEE. His character is called Phillip, half-Korean. He speaks German and he works out in the drama, and he made this speech to Eun Young that I loved to pieces!
Something like, "if you can fit this shoe this time, maybe, just maybe, you can be my girl." Then she doesn't understand, of course so he kind of gives up a little, pulls back and says:
"Eunyoung. (frustrated) You don't understand my language... you don't understand my heart." with a little sad smile.
:(
:(
I UNDERSTAND
:(
Philliiiip :'( Phillip is the sweetest thing.