Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Wishes ^^

Happy birthday Chandni :D I LUFF YOU!
Merry belated Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone. :D

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Otanjobi ni omedeto! XD

Happy Birthday Leanne-sama! Though it's late on the blog you know I wished you on the day! XD So heads up; one birthday song in a foreign language coming up! XD


Viel Glück und viel Segen
auf all deinen Wegen
Gesundheit und Frohsinn
sei auch mit dabei


Love meh, hate meh, I still think you're great! Sorry for any wrongdoings on my part and have a great year!! :D Translation in case.. you can't understand XD I CAN'T! Whee.

Good luck and lots of blessings
In all your ways
I wish you Health (Gesundheit!) and happiness! :D

hahahahaha!
So other than that the only other exciting things are Iman :D, my youngest sister----- and of course Benchmarx (no individuals are named since I'm clueless XD) commenting and making my heart go "like the clappers" at their discovery of this wacked out blog. HOW?!XD hahahaha thank you, you guys!! I wanna watch you people do your thang sometime soon! :D
:D
Yesh I do. :D
youngest sister, Chloe; today she has unwittingly forced me to down some Fraser and Neave (F&N!)'s Ginger Beer!
........................................it's actually quite nice XD take a long sip though, it's better. Ahahahaha though now I'm feeling rather hot.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA The hippo just tried it and her reaction to it iz HILARIOUS XD
"No wonder you didn't drink a lot! BLEH" Next time, I'm not taking Chloe's advice from the stuff she reads. Ginger ale/beer stays in Enid Blyton's for the moment, haha!
Chandni's got through her second round of chemo! :D I'm so proud of that problem child :'D
So.. I think that's about it. EII wait! Big Fish is good, watch it when you've got time! :D Ewan McGregor whoo!
The nursery's been full of drama! A 2 and a half year old French girl pushed Iman slightly and he didn't really like it; she felt sorry and tried to kiss him repeatedly. Iman, being Iman, pushed her away XD and began to cry. Ahahahaha! Some twisted Georgie Porgie this is. XD
Good day everyone =D

And of course, headlining the set is...

MEI CHERN!
*faints*
hahaha! She played so many songs that Sunday, it was so amazing. Her voice is as merdu as her recordings! :D
Sunny Days, My Time, Sleeping, Do You See Me Like You, Beautiful Minds (which previously was Sunny Minds I think? Haha) and her cover of Breathe by Faith Hill.
Everyone of her songs are inspired by something! Like Do You See Me Like You was written because they were gonna build this dam that was gonna cause.... complications XD to the people surrounding the river. The idea has been shelved! *thumbs up*
Haha. Sleeping was inspired by a conversation with her friend; about life and carpe diem, sorta. :D maybe one day you'll wake up feeling old and feeling like you've never done enough. So go ahead and seize the day by the scruff! XD
My Time pula was born based on the story of a father and the loss of his child, I think? :)
I don't remember :D hahahhahaha tak insaf!
Thank you for reading and have a nice day. :D Next post coming in an hour's time XD

Monday, November 24, 2008

Doppelganger

DOPPELGANGER ROCKED THE HOUSE! Hahahahahha! :D
Okay before going off to the whole story, first let my share that the day I wrote about the kingdom, I went off to tuition and sat in the spare seat beside the white prince XD Aiseh man.
So.
Performances completely blew me away. DAMN! 8D I was so darned happy I didn't realize I couldn't be in a place that served alcohol!!! XD what the hell, MarketplaceKL is a restaurant/lounge so I guess it's OKAY :D I hope it's okay. Nobody noticed *highpitched scream* I LOOK OLD :D
First and only person to say hi was Jasmine Low aka Jaz, who was the juruacara ^^ she thought I was playing ahahaha XD I want to. Oh yeah!
And so she warmed us up with three short stories that she wrote herself; one was about the changes that're happening so quickly and that "you" don't give a damn about it. Next I forgot but the last was entitled The Man In The Middle Lane or something along that line. She surprised me a bit when she went all "VROOOM! Honk honk!" then "move along you man in the middle lane! Can't you see that this is a highway where ALL I wanna do is to go vroom vroom out of your way? You're going nowhere yet going somewhere." Unfortunately that's all I can quote; not even verbatim. = = beh.
Then I went to the toilet to reassure myself because I was clearly the only 15 year old there while everyone else looked so mature D: I was pinching myself when... SOMEONE JUMPED ME! Yes. He buka the toilet door that I forgot to lock. XD "Ei?" "OOPS sorry! Sorry there," said he with a shirt that says "YES! It's really me". XD He exited (of course) and I pinched some more figuring he would just walk away or something.. I walked out and there he was with his friend in a black shirt! (on the left of the picture)
"Again I'm sorry!" "It's okay XD" "-------" I don't remember registering anything else he said. :D dayum!
Then the bartender and I made small talk that had many long "companionable" silences.. but he was friendly. :) I don't remember asking for his name though, sigh. He asked whether it was my first time round and that whether my mama knew I was out. HAHA
I toured the place and it had... A DISCO BALL! :D hahahhahaha! It was so cool, the light reflecting off the ball like the one I saw in Keroro. Afro Gunsou! XD
Performances time! First up after Jasmine was Nick Davis. He sang two songs that were melancholy with a great tune; first was solo, the last was with a guy named Ronnie. :D

Nick's the guy with the shirt that says PI! :D
He sang with a real soulful voice that night last week. And he didn't run off key! Can you say respect? Hahaha.
Next up is Darren Teh; aka An Honest Mistake. He went solo :) I don't have a picture of him! DARN IT D: but I remember one title! This Song Is So Random (I Don't Know Why) XD go look him up on Facebook!!! :D catchy tune, good personality I guess; he made a few mistakes and smiled sheepishly. :D *thumbs up*
The next performance I saw was Peter Hassan Brown, Markiza and Ronnie again! :) Ronnie is pretty good but I couldn't get a good enough picture. AIH. First song was Like The Polar Bear! They're singing about global warming and how it's affecting the polar bears as a metaphor. No more ice to stand on. The middle song I don't remember but I really want to; that song was the best of the bunch! The last song is Sad Tomorrow; myspace has it on the page of Peter G Brown. Or go to www.lemang.com! :D hahahahha coincidental nyer.
The last I heard (AND THE BEST) before I left for home was BENCHMARX! I didn't know that the guy who jumped me in the toilet was part of a 5 man band called Benchmarx! www.thebenchmarx.com the picture there's so cool XD
GO LISTEN TO THEM NOW! *points to links list* Malaysia Boleh! :D
They played Face Down, Malaysia Boleh and Mission. The other two I tak tahu XD they were pretty damn good and the guy (whose name is Steve I think?) had infectious stage presence. *starry-eyed* hahahaha! :) The black shirt guy played lead guitar and he was so good my eyes popped out XD drummer was so serious, and the bass guy was so cool. XD Then the last but not least, the other half of the vocals! :D His higher than average voice is pretty cool especially when he went up on stage. Whoo! :D
And I don't know about you but voice plays a good part of a guy's appeal, ne? :D Like Lifehouse's vocals, Tony Desare.. and definitely Steve! He sang Mission. Go listen.

I'm on a mission for permission to kick ass with my band. Oh yeah! :D He was even drinking his beer onstage, CRAP MAN I WANNA DO THAT XD
Don't mind me haha! :)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Iman and the "Kingdom"

Guess what people? I'm working with kids! XD
It's a good way to pass the time. And yesterday was the best because this little taciturn 3 year old Iman finally talked and smiled at me! :D And chased me around the table many times but that's another story haha XD Syahmi hugged me goodbye. Yay! XD
Example of a conversation with Iman:

"Buat apa?"
"Cikgu makan lah ni.."
"Makan apa?"
"Makan mi!"
"(holds up a piece of noodle) Mi apa ni?"
"Itu kuey tiau."
"Mi apa?"

"Kuey tiau,"
"(grin) mi apa ni?"

And it goes on and on and on and on XD hahahahhaha then he proceeds to eat all the kuey tiau and leaves the egg, tauge and the loh si fun; the noodle that looks like a fat worm? :D I love it!

"(spears a piece of egg) ni ha, makan lah; ini kuey tiau."
"(almost eats it) (then..) tu bukan mi!"
"Mi lah!"
"Bukan..."
"Kenapa tak nak makan?"
"Telur tak best" XD XD HAHAHAHAHHA

OMG that cute thing's too much XD but in the end he ate all the loh si fun because he saw me slurping it up, haha! :D

Other than that is tuition.. and Add Math is okay so far XD okay for the two classes I missed then I went and I was all like, Whuuuut. XD But I got it! Thanks to Yi Jin :D
The fairytale I've woven in my mind about the shiny coupleness goes like this; the white prince and princess that are so very very happy together, the princesses sisters? XD and the oh so super fine dark horse (who is really dark-skinned like Heiji! XD) who has his own trusted friends. Hahahhaha! I dunno lah, the it's boredom's brainchild. :D

I want to attend this Sunday's Doppelganger KL open mic :<>

Thursday, November 6, 2008

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to youu!!!!!!!!!!!! Aww fatfat's finally got a three year gap on me. XD It's all gonna change in three months! Mwahahahhahhahhaha! :D
Ready?
Ichi, nii, san!
Otanjobi omedeto
Otanjobi omedeto!
Otanjobi dear Alex,
Otanjobi ni omedeto! :D
Hahahhahahahahha it's in Japanese XD next up! Shiva Narrthine!!! :D you'll never guess. Korean! XD

Saeng-il chukhahamnida
Saeng-il chukhahamnida!
Saranghaneun Shiva ui XD
Saeng-il chukhahamnida!

The time for celebration. XD Happy birthday both of you! :) sorry it's a day late XD we love you!
MEH. :D Shiva uiii!

Wash your hands, it's not your life.

All I want is some room to be heard
Speak, live and breathe
Have you seen some kind of truth?
What?
This, they called it?
Do you see me, do you see me like you?
Big things, bright lights
What do you choose to fight?
Poor things, not right
Do you give a damn?
If you don't see me like you?
(chorus)
Oh it's a shame
To say it's okay
Wash your hands
It's not your life
It's easier, if you don't see me like you
(bridge)
What does it take
To push and break this down
What fools we make
The circle goes around
Around and on
(chorus)
Mei Chern - Do You See Me Like You
Back again.
Sorry for not talking to you when you obviously have something to say. Next time round I'll make way through all the chatter for you :)
Sorry for not doing things right and always passing the wrong word. GOD. I won't pass any word anymore. Stupid, stupid stupid thing to do. I wonder if he hates me now, for passing two?
I'm to speak today! :D CF's gonna be small again but it just feels like home already.
Give Chutney the strength she needs to get through everything. Close your eyes everybody! Amen. :)

Pour Toi

If time froze right in its very boots...

Hello there. I don't know how to say this.. but there's just so much to say to you, but we've not had the chance now have we? I want to know more about you, your weird little quirks, what makes you smile. How you first decided to smile back for no apparent reason, why were you always so quiet until this year? How I was drawn to you while you did nothing at all, your face was the one I sought whenever I descended the stairs. How only sly looks and eavesdropping finally earned me your name, and how happy I was when I first saw you smile, laugh and heard your voice after so bloody long. So different from the taciturn guardian of the stairs. Can you imagine the thoughts of the guy when you do something embarassing? I mean, you'd probably know, but we girls certainly don't! Or... maybe I'll just speak for myself. So, you know. Whenever I get the chance I'll talk to you. About your work in the school magazine and about how much confidence you possess that I don't seem to. Goodbye, now.

Then I'll run away........ far far away. Hide somewhere and press the play button; resume your life without knowing, okay? :)
Okay.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Halloween and Deepavali!

Happy Halloween!

Today's CF was great! Small, but great nevertheless. :D There's a word for it. XD Hahaha.
Sweets for everyone too! :D cost RM9 but it was worth it. If not I wouldn't have known that Sue Sann, Sue Huey and Sue Cern like sour ribbon but not Nano Nano :'( Hahahhahhahaha!
Tagged by the lil' miss Jiet Er!

  • Do you think you're hot? Meh?! Well. I don't. XD that's why I compensate with randomness. Now eat your macaroni. XD
  • Upload your favourite picture of you!

    'Nuff said. XD

  • Why do you like that picture? Because it's funny! I got another too XD

We bananas in pyjamas! XD guess who's who.

See my teeth? See my sister? YEAH :D


  • When was the last time you ate pizza? Oh! My dad's birthday :D or was it CF? XD

  • "HUH I'M NOT AFFECTED BY YELLOW LIGHHTT! 8D"
  • The last song you listened to? The last two I remember are You Make It Real by James Morrison and Please (intro) by Fixed. Super Crazy Guitar Maniac Deluxe 2! :D
  • What are you doing now instead of this? Uploading new found gems of pictures on Facebook. I really hope they go through XD
  • What name would you prefer besides yours? I LIKE MY NAME! hahahahha I dunno. Leah perhaps, but it wouldn't suit now would it? I have grown into an Alex! Mwahahaha.
  • People to tag! I touch you. Serra! FATFAT! Eclair! Sebab I seksi! XD and.. I dunno. I don't have many readers. SHIVA! :D Both Narrthine and Ruppeni! :D You're it! Hahahha *runs away*
  • Who is number one? Number one is a really great girl who loves to love and is hilarious, with an equally strong emo side. XD She writes song lyrics too. 8D With her cousins and her washing machine, she's unstoppable!!
  • Number 3 is having a relationship with.. you do realize that I put your name third because of this right? XD XD HAHA don't kill me! Well. She's having a relationship WITH--*gagged by Ecky* hahahha I think she knows. I'll have all of you know though that their interactions are so cute XD
  • Say something about no 5? OH THE BOTH OF THEM are so funny together! XD they dig at each other but in the end, they're close. :D should see Shiva R when da Narrthine had a fever XD
  • How about no 4? ........ EHEM! XD as you can see from the desbo sexy hippo plus a pizza slice with extra cheese picture, I think I better shut my trap.
    NOT! XD hahahahhaha she's aggresive and sexy and that makes it all the worse for me when she decides to perv on me 8D hhahahahaha and she's scared of horror movies so I'll BOO her! And DENZEL WASHINGTON! XD hahahahhahahaha ada lagi, don't play play. XD
  • Who is no 2? Jiet Er! He's my ex senior too! *high5. I think.* hahahaha! He's my fatfat cousin who I like to CS on every once in a while. College has made his fingers so fast, everytime I talk to him on MSN it's like a ratio of 100:1 XD and he has a blog! Finally. ERR he also likes random stuff and words and FOOD! :D

I guess that's the end of it..
Next tag I'm doing is the hippo Amanda's. ;D dunno how long that'd be!
OMG Black Magic Woman! At 2.50 am XD
Deepavali last Monday was great! I saw Pavithran, Paveena, Pavesha and other family members and of course, their parents. :D they're all so big now. And Pavithran's hot. XD hahahaha it's the voice thing. Pavesha was so cute! And funny too XD Paveena though was SO FUNNAY! XD Yee Mun came and we got to know each other through.. Happy Tree Friends XD you'll never guess right? XD hahahah OH and Max Payne!
Hope Pavithran's fever is gone.
Guitar soothes my restless fingers.
My dear.
Sigh.
Good day!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Teh Hippo Intro! :D

BLOODY HELL! I've got the bloody beautiful songs on Of Music and Sundays!! :'D
Tony Desare - How I Will Say I Love You
Mei Chern - Do You See Me Like You
- Feels Like Falling
:'D I feel so utterly at peace now. How can I not when Tony Desare's singing such hope, when the other broke his heart? Beautiful.
Anyway.
If you haven't seen my sister's blog, I suggest you go visit the hippo's blog, where at least you can glimpse all her HIPPONESS!! http://serenadeserendipity.blogspot.com/ hilarious gila! XD
She asked, then perved on me to get me to blog about her.........................
= = DON'T ASK
hahahahhaha XD yes. I don't really know enough of what happened today, I was having the most uncomfortable sleep sweating my fever out XD so I can't blog about her extensively. Though I CAN indeed vouch for the fact that she RRIAOW-ed her way through the minutes I was awake. XD rriaow, hippo. Rriaow.
Hahahahhahahaha!
We visited Lara at her grandma's house! And the view there was absolutely stunning. KL Tower on the eve of Deepavali was lit with all kinds of colours XD purple!!!!!!
KLCC too! But for some reason I could only see one tower O _ o dunno what happened to the twin.
Some stroke of luck for Lara to get the doctor's suspicion of bone tumour after the big exam. 2 months of a pain in her leg that she thought was normal; now we're all holding our breath for the result. Hugging her was so fun in her grandma's house :) the house was freaking HUGE! Spacious! And the sofa was so comfy and slippery! XD or, to quote Dessert de la Mango, she just had a slippery ass XD Rosalie played a violent balloon tennis game with my youngest sister Chloe, and it was hilarious! XD
Last Friday, CF was a blast! :D because we played Signs where one person stood in the middle of the ring of people and guessed where the sign was. People in the ring with their own sign have to pass it on to other people without the person guessing of course XD HOW you pass the sign, you say? Well first you gotta do your own sign then do the intended person's sign and make sure the person sees it XD


Amos and Daniel were so funny that day! And I was just randomly doing stuff; clapping my hands and doing the calamari XD (Daniel's sign was clapping hands but the hands don't meet; Amos's was the hand gesture when people said 'OKAY je lah') so it was my turn to pass a sign when the person in the middle (I forgot who) looked at me and I went all 'calamari' XD Daniel was laughing and then he said, 'so OPEN!' XD and I passed on the sign to Amos with his sign. :D
Then as the hippo was passing the sign I was clapping my hands and Amos looked at me; the person in the middle (I FORGOT! Mother XD) followed his line of vision and then Amos quipped "THAT looks familiar." and looked pointedly to Daniel. XD

DEEENG. Hahahhahahahhaha

The last round, it was Daniel's turn to pass the sign and he was directing it to me but I was laughing and coughing so I didn't see it until I glimpsed it and continued coughing XD then he KENA! yay. Amos's wish came true. XD
And the hippo refused to help me sing D: I had a sore throat and you... YU IZ MEAN HIPPO D:
hahahhahhhaha no lah. Yu iz MY sexy hippo with yellow underwear that prompts people to go slower XD XD OMG we on crack.
Super Crazy Guitar Maniac Deluxe 2 rocks! :D http://www.kongregate.com/games/Shinki/super-crazy-guitar-maniac-deluxe-2 takes a while to load, though it's worth the wait! :D
This Friday there's a cooking competition, and I wanna join! So far the people that said yes to join me are the cookie cutter, Serra, and Rosalie :D I haven't told Pn Azlina yet though. I wanna go see KL Tower and go up on the observation deck! SLEEPLESS IN SELANGOR~ hahahaha!
I wanna watch Kami too. :(
Ei.
By the way, afflatus means a divine imparting of knowledge and power. In other words, inspiration :D HO YEAH fatfat! Good luck! :D
Good day everyone. :D

Monday, October 13, 2008

How I Will Say I Love You

Sing the blues - I'll listen intently,

Call my name - I'll be at your door.

Cry out loud - I'll hold you till it's over,

And that's how I will say I love you.


Fall asleep - I'll wake up beside you,

Feel my heart beating next to yours,

Lose your way - I promise I will find you,

And that's how I will say I love you.


What would I do to show my love to you?

Leave my whole world for one minute with you.


Break the rules - I'll bend them around you,

Play the fool - I would never know,

Break my heart - I'll still be glad I found you,

And that's how I will say I love you.

~Tony DeSare.

I love this song! :D
GUESS I'm just a romantic at heart, haha.
PMR started today; Bahasa Malaysia paper 1 was quite confusing, but Paper 2 was THE BEST I'VE WRITTEN :D Thank you Mr Mark!! *sobs*
****************************
That was yesterday XD
Today's English was good! :D
Science though was... very... abnormal, haha! It was quite different from the normal questions asked.. and I said good luck today, yay! *applause*
I switched it back to anybody can read because.. the truth is emancipating!! XD haha. I feel like the whole world already knows anyway so what the hell, you know.
Yes.
What the hell.
Good luck tomorrow. XD

Thursday, October 2, 2008

The Coast is Clear?

Haha.. I told HEyes. :D and he took it quite well. True, I never saw his face but he's gonna be all right. I hope. XD
Up at 6.30 people! hahaha.
Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin! It was yesterday but, apologies are still apologies so XD
I.... have tried... THE LEMANG!! XD It was so yummy with the lontong, and I was driving ma daddy up the wall with "Pa, I wanna eat lemang." hahahha! Finally. XD

So, so you think you can tell?
Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field,
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Pink Floyd, ya'll. Hahahaha XD
I dunno what to say really, so..
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hahahahahahha so random! :D
Good day to all of you.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Haunted

I feel alone.
Rifts are already becoming obvious. Bigger. Deeper.
I nearly cried yesterday in school when I realized that Serra and Ecky and Btisbg didn't attend school. Nothing to distract me from the bloody obvious fact that Lily's avoiding us like the bloody plague. Lara's our link, and soon she'll become exhausted too. Patience has already worn thin!
But I'm not brave enough to confront her.
H. Eyes is sweet, but so far he's just that. I'm absolutely haunted by Btisbg. In the national anthem, on a book my dad bought, through Serra, his duty place, his stare even when I'm not looking... I know I shouldn't, so I'll just mask it. :)
HOW ARE YOU! :D fatfat! I read your hilarious story again and then I remembered that I killed a cockroach with a hard book once. XD Never with a ROD though! AHAHAHA XD
Lucky for me I have such great friends at school! Lara, Daniel, Niq, Dalilah, Fadzlin, Zuri....... :) Thank you all!
Love Take 5. XD
http://paradoxofobscurity.blogspot.com Can you, can you hug her sometime? :D
WHOAZERS. Ecky, you predator XD XD AHAHAHA!
Dunno what else I was gonna write :D I'll post when I remember.
NO FATFAT! Don't complain XD XD Ahahahaha!
Do you know that I post all the words in any colour other than red for your benefit?? HA! XD
Eidolon: a noun denoting a spectre, phantom or an idealized figure. :)
Elysium: place where the blessed go after death; place or state of ideal happiness, of a paradise :D WHEE!
emancipate: free from legal, social, political, intellectual or moral restraint. Emancipate yourself people! :D Yay Bob Marley. XD

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Lovely Days

HELL YEAH! I just had to get this date down XD 10.09.08! :)
It's my dad's birthday!
It's a Wednesday!
Hazel Eyes got my number! XD
Lovely days indeed.
WHAT THE HECK! Fatfat! XD XD ahahahahaha!! Just this morning Mr D and Niq fooled me into believing there was a cockroach at my feet. I looked because they pointed!! XD now you make a crack about me and my Roll Of Doom XD AHAHAHAHA!
Random lah you. But hilarious! XD
I now have responsibilities in two lovely clubs that I, well. Love XD
Eclair! There's no need to be down as lovely things and sh*t balance each other out, so just you wait. ^^ Optimism suffocating you, but I'm there for you. Okay? :)
CF's gonna be a blast this week! Pn Chua's buying pizza XD And Francis is coming to speak! Jeremy's still stoning. XD Ahaha!
Lara's given me a notebook from the World Halal Forum, with near blank pages save the grey www.worldhalalforum.org printed below the page. Don't click the blue thing if you don't intend to go! XD It's now dedicated to sketches and drawings ONLY. I hope. :D
OH! I almost forgot. Entry's word is peace, meaning a state of harmony and absence of hostility; calmness, serenity, silence, tranquility. Perfect for life on the tenth of September, 2008. :) SORRY if I let you down fatfat! XD Ahahaha!
So this is love, Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
So this is what makes life divine
I'm all aglow, Mmmmmmmm
And now I know
The key to all heaven is mine
My heart has wings, Mmmmmmmm
And I can fly
I'll touch every star in the sky
So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of
So this is love
Mmmmmmmm
So this is love
HA. Like I'll feel that anytime soon. XD but it's a lovely song ainnit? :) LOVE-ly! Get it?? XD hahahaha, lame.
Good day!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Stumped and Alone

I have just finished massaging my youngest sister to sleep. XD Ahahahaha!
So as the title suggests, I am totally and utterly stumped. Stupefied. Silly. XD
Ecky has not been PRESENT in school lately XD hahaha! Hope you're doing well! (as you always get sick XD)
Serra's told me that apparently, hazel eyes likes me. Her words went sum'min like this:
If you were to choose between cookie cutter and hazel eyes, which one would you pick?
I stammered and stuttered and mumbled, then said cookie cutter. Y'know, maybe I like him more because of constant contact.
He (hazel eyes), told me this morning, that he like like(s/d??) you. So... what're you gonna do? Don't break his heart! He's a good friend, my best friend. .... (I don't quite remember, but it went along the lines of that)
I'm just gonna bloody rant right here and now, as I can't do it anywhere else as I KNOW, that sometimes people do not want to listen to my pathetic and full of myself ramblings.
Don't deny it ;D
I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do! I mean, I have had a thing of sorts for hazel eyes since last year as he always got prefect duty at our Form 2 stairs. I smile at him just to see his serious mask, break. Unspoken.
.....WAIT breaking news! Lara's grandmother in IPOH (XD) has gotten really really sick, and Lara's on her way to the hospital there. I dunno what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll stay up the whole night to accompany her. I shall! XD At times, beauty sleep needs to be sacrificed XD Ahahahahaha! I just want to be there for everyone. Yes? :D Well. God, I do hope that things will fall as they should and let the chips fall as they may. DOUSE Lara, her grandma and her family with courage and strength!
Back to the stairs. XD
Lara dared me once to ask him for his name. XD I didn't do it. Still haven't. XD
Since then we've smiled at each other.
I got to know his name from sneaking sly looks at his name tag last year and accidentally overhearing some people conversing about him XD I never even saw him smile till the end of last year, and I've heard his voice then too. For the first time. How very lame. XD Ahahaha!
We've never even had an introduction! This is so gonna be in Deai. (Deai is my manga thingy based on hazel eyes and Ashley XD)
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This is what I wrote yesterday. Today Ecky and I talked in a "mature and adult" way XD XD So I am not alone! :D
I'm still confused.
I guess if we'd had some kind of introduction, and talked, maybe I'd like hazel eyes as much as I do the cookie cutter?
Oh that reminds me! Today, my friend's sister Ashley had pains in her stomach near the school office, and that happened to be where cookie cutter had his duty, so I ran down the stairs he was guarding straight to Ashley. I know she was frustrated and on the verge of tears and all, but she was on the phone and looking at a teacher beside her who was letting Ashley use her phone, so I couldn't help but be distracted XD he kept looking over at our direction..... but how do I know this? Because I look over at him XD I sigh at myself. XD ahahahaha!
Lara's grandmother is deciding not to eat and drink and be on any feeding tubes or IV drips of any sort. I dunno what I shall do.
A good day to all of you who read this ^^ :D

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Poll, Food, Book, Songs and Words

WHOA! So many requests XD ahahahahahahha! I'll do the best I can. Harp about sio bee (siew mai but BIGGER 8D), read Shin Chan, listen to my playlist and WORDS---- the bomb! :D just you wait! Hahahahahahaha!
Okay, I shall have a postly word. XD hahahaha! UM, this post's word shall be, eclaircissement! :D it means an explanation of something puzzling. Just ask a certain Eclair and she will say, she cannot believe the French can describe describing her so well XD YOU ARE PUZZLING indeed. XD ahahahaha!
Have a good day. ;D

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Guitar and Soju

WELL... I played! And I seriously sucked, cause I was so nervous :D so... a big thank yu to Amos, Daniel and God! Whee. I prayed to God, and the stage fright went away! :D Amos was comforting, he told me to chill XD and Daniel... well, thank you, two of you. ^^
Wondering why the soju is there in the title? XD
I've gotten drunk on soju before!! :D and I did not get a hangover. The experience was something like, you feel warm inside and you start getting red! I felt myself getting red, in fact. It is most exhilarating!! XD playing the guitar on Friday felt like that. Getting high on soju. XD Ahahaha!
I waved byebye to Mr Sin today 8D AhahahahahA!
I didn't post on the IU Day thing! Oh noes XD so I shall do so.
I wore a dress! :D so many people came! The bands weren't that good ^^; aha~ some were though! Just to get the record straight. And I felt someone's eyes on me, that night. Dunno whose. XD Rosalie, Nene and ma sister went together! Rosalie's dad sent and fetched us. THANK YU! OMAJONAS! They were looking absolutely delicious that night! XD 'specially Rosalie. She refused a picture though :( XD Ahaha!
Then there was breakdancing, and Rosalie got attracted to this Form 5 dude dancing onstage 8D HAHAHA!
Nene was so funny! :D at the end of the night there was dancing, and Hazel Eyes was there 8D YEAY! We smile at each other sometimes, so.... I SMILED XD
Then the highlight of the night!! When we were about to exit the room, Rosalie was like, let's dance outta here! Then Nene followed and PUT HER HANDS ON ROSALIE'S SHOULDER! :D I followed, and then ma sister followed, then suddenly this dude shouted "Hey everybody, there's a line!! Follow it!!" HAHAHA! Everybody started following us, and Rosalie was wondering, "What the hell? Suddenly so heavy." HAhahaha! I looked back, and so many people tagged along!! XD
I guess that's it. ;D Good day everyone!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

For Serra? XD

His message wasn't there yet at that time!! So I'm typing it here for you.
Haha, you're different from other girls la.. in a good way.. you're special =)
Well. Whatever you think, I'm right beside you. XD Hahaha!

Think.

DUNNO!!!!!!!!!!
XD ahaha. So how are you people on this fine Friday? WELL... almost Friday. Ha!
So I think and think. I MEAN, I dunno. People I know can get so, so very depressed; I only try to console. I don't actually know what they feel; what I know, I feel their pain. It's so very annoying for me to listen and have a million, gazillion THINGS TO BLOODY SAY but they don't come out right. Or they just won't come. It comes out all cheery, bubbly, not-right-for-the-mood-y, and then.... it's over. Then they give me extremely wide berth to think over and over and over again. What I said. What I didn't. Haih.
Take fatfat for example. The day he sorta shouted at Little Sister (translate to Chinese ;D) I felt so bad for her, because it was my idea to go and surprise him... who knew he was angry on the phone?
And Ecky. Dear, dear Ecky. She can write wave after wave of bloody emotion and I go and just be like, "Oh everything's gonna be all right! I support you!" then do a weird dance.
And Serra. Dear Serra. She's recently flooded my head with her life; what an experience. It was sad, happy, fun, bittersweet, so bloody close to what I feel I could've cried right then......... until a girl came into the loo and destroyed the moment. It's surprising, really; I don't cry for no reason. Fatfat knows that, dontcha? Ahahaha! So does Ecky. Mwahaha. Don't wanna type it out though.
Weird dances galore, people.
Sedialah untuk saya, weird one! XD Ahahaha.
I'm gonna play the guitar tomorrow at Christian Fellowship!! :3 I cannot wait. I'll probably screw up, but HEY, I've got a weird dance to cover me! HAhahaha!
I've watched Barbie and the Diamond Castle!! It's really good, for me. And the tunes are so catchy. Dang. XD It's better than the rest, so I love it!!
Le Vie En Rose, wei. Le Vie en Rose.
My life's pretty rosy right now. :) I love it. A LOT! And cousin! When lah you gonna introduce me to your friend? XD Ahahaha!
PS for fatfat. We're slowly making up. Good progress ;D Thanks for everything. I mean it! :)

Monday, August 18, 2008

You rely on the shoulders of the wind are the flavor has a lot of rain
I went to a distant
Fortunately, I love the most stubborn areas
Fortunately, another long night will always be daybreak
I finally wait until you come back next
Love is that you can afford the shoulders of all my happiness
grief
I believe you promised the desire
Then all his life a long time
Why care about loneliness was more desolate
Our happiness will be in the second half
BGM: He Yao Shan / you on the shoulder
I have no idea. XD Someone read this!!
依靠著你的肩膀
有風的味道也有雨的滄桑為我去過了遠方
還好愛是我最固執的地方還好再長的夜總是會天亮我終於等到你回來身旁愛就是你的肩膀
能負擔我的所有快樂悲傷
相信你許下的願望一輩子的時間那麼的漫長何必在乎當初寂寞多荒涼我們的幸福會在下半場
BGM:何耀珊/你的肩膀

A Creative Scream by Cyantre

http://cyantre.deviantart.com/art/A-Creative-Scream-87828909
Go ahead. I don't wanna say goodbye.
It's a great poem :( Nuuuuuuh! XD
So. Hello again! I texted him today; and he replied, and I dunno what to feel. Should I feel bad? My friend's boyfriend after all. T ^ T I think. XD
Hope your day's filled with happiness.
Carpe diem! Seize the day, no? :)
I searched for it, and one interpretation went like, "Eat, drink, be merry for tomorrow we die". Wikipedia. XD

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Blog Activity!! Oh NOES!

HEEEEY there fatfat, yes it's blog activity!! XD


Ecky's birthday on the 15th of August and we had a BLAST! XD I laughed a lot, naturally.


I got a packet o sweets for Ecky.. it ain't great, but you've gotta wait ;D MWAHAHA!


OKAY, it went this way. Ecky, Lara, Sugar, Rosalie, Alicia, Haley and I went to watch two movies on Friday!! We cut the last day of school and got everything student price. *shing* XD Ahahahaha! First we watched Meet Dave and it was HILARIOUS. Srsly. Gotta watch it! Better than Norbit, I think, 'cause I slept about 5 minutes into the story = = ahahaha!


After that, we went to play at the arcade and I was laughing at the shirts on sale at the shop near the arcade. Something like 'I CAN'T SHUT UP! ...just like my mom' XD Ahahaha!


Alicia then had to go. Lucky girl XD


Because then we watched Rogue..... I slept until the second person got eaten and I was all "say whuuut? Sugar, what's happening?" Ahahaha! :D


I was truly happy at the few scary moments, and Michael Vartan is so hot! :D :D the part where he killed the monster was so great, my favourite! :D :D


Yeah wei. XD
Then we had s'more laughs and s'more laughs and... you guessed right!! S'more laughs! :D Lara was so frustrated at me because I was laughing all the way. And the ride back to Lara's house was the BEST! Lara's mom, Lara, Rosalie and Ecky, Ms Birthday Girl, headed back to Lara's house after we went round and ROUND the mall with Rosalie and I eating blue cotton candy. I think.. we were HIGH. :D
So then, I found out that Rosalie actually has a nice voice but she doesn't use it around us?! OMNOMNOM!!! :O Hahaha.
The Friends theme song played and we all sang like madwomen! Ahahahahaha!
I'm laughing too much, taking up so much space wei.
We dropped Eclair off and wished her happy birthday again and again. Mwahaha. Sorry we didn't sing for ou or get you a cake! Here you go.
Bon anniversaire à vous
Bon anniversaire à vous
Bon anniversaire à Ecky
Bon anniversaire à vous!
Nous aimons vous!
We RUV YOU!!
Ahahahaha! It's in French, RUV!
I went to tuition after a whole adrenaline-and-sugar-charged day, and caught a few winks. Damn.
Yesterday, Ecky and I went to Visa's birthday party, and I had a blast too. XD That was straight after tuition! Ahaha! And Trishna was there, so Ecky, her and I went crazy! :D you can't imagine.
Our lovely retired Geography teacher Pn Koo Chin Nam came with her husband, and we all ate Chinese. I found out that Visa loved Chinese food, so. XD
She recited poems for her mom and dear Ecky! :D Spot on I say. Hahaha!
That's about it I think? Not much on him.
And it's Ashley! Found out. :D
Happy belated birthday to Visa and Dessert de la Mango! :)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Moon River

Moon River,
wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.
Yes. :) I love this song. ^^

Le Vie en Rose

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.
Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.
Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.
C'est toi pour moi.
Moi pour toi
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.
Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat
I'm obssessed XD AW! Ecky! You do? :D

Monday, August 4, 2008

C'est la vie en rose. Life in Rosy Hues :D

Saturday, August 2, 2008

La Vie en Rose. Life like a Rose?

Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Everyday words seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
Translation! :D

November's Chopin

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 (wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu / I play for you Chopin’s Nocturne)
紀念我死去的愛情 (ji nian wo si qu de ai qing / Commemorating my dead love)
而我為妳隱姓埋名 (er wo wei ni yin xing mai ming / And I conceal my identity for you)
在月光下彈琴 (zai yue guang xia tan qin / Playing the piano under the moon)
Damn, I love this song. And I recently found the lyrics and translation for the chorus, so here you go XD
I tried talking to him and.... I'm now listening to Le Rose En Vie, which is now gonna be the first song you hear on my playlist! XD It's really soothing. And it's FRENCH XD
Next is Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional, so. XD NUUUUH! I'm indulging top secrets!! XD

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

All my CS-ness! :D

YES! New post! :D
OK... A list of all the people I'm interested in..
The fruit lady!
An old Indian man working as a sweeper in my condominium. One day I just decided to give him a jellybean, and he looked happy. I'm happy too.
Noodle seller! His hair is intriguing XD and he's cute too. Ahahahha!
A guy in tuition. Only appears on Fridays and Saturdays~ And his last name is Sin. FUNNAY! XD
Ashle.
Him.
*sigh*
Anyway! Have you met people that seem really really perfect to you? I've encountered that four times this year. A girl and a guy in tuition, who at first sight,.... and second.. and third... seemed like they were shiny! Seriously, I ain't kidding. XD A guy and a girl in school, who look like perfect people in a perfect relationship. And another two pairs in my school, who've been together for so long. One of those people is my childhood friend. :) I'm so happy for all of them. AND SHINE ON! XD ahahahahhaa

Too many maybes.

Of all Wednesdays of staying back... I pick to go home when he stays back.

Still! :D Today's the day I learned the beautiful-hands-nameless-Portuguese somehow-guy's name! :D It's Ashle~ XD I'm not really sure of his spelling of his name though... but it suits him. :D
Maybe words don't mean as much as actions to me.
Hmm.
*rambles* XD
I still think about last Wednesday; the last time I talked to him.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

My Personality Type and THE WEDNESDAY!

OMG! It's so me it's uncanny!! :D Look at ma personality button, it's purple! Ahahahhaa~

So...

SO...

SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED!! XD happy things! Really happy things XD

Last Wednesday, we had Water War!! The Interact Club, Usahawan (Enterprisers? XD) Club and the English Club wet one another and it was so --------- FUN! :D Guess who was there? Why, you guessed right: it WAS him! XD ahahahaha! He's got the blue uniform on now, it looks good on him. Ya. XD So he's in the Usahawan Club, and Lara, Raj, Abel, Ian and I were filling our balloons for ammo against all of them. The Triangle War II! Ahahahhahaa!
It's really funny as just before the Water War, I almost ran into them and when I saw them I looked up to the heavens and said, "Yes, fate is not on my side" as I thought what happened last LAST Wednesday was gonna happen again that day. Ahahahaha! How wrong I was XD

Anyway... he was wet all over already, so he was just bringing empty pails in to fill. As we were filling, suddenly I realized that everyone was keeping away from me for some reason. I looked up from my balloon knot and didn't even have time to see the pail of water come pouring down!!! XD ahahahhahaha! But damn, I was wet all over! So I grabbed my balloon, flung it at him (it seemed to be in slow motion for some reason) and he dodged it easily and it just burst on the ground. I laughed along with everyone and then continued filling my balloons. WHO knew he'd do it AGAIN?! Ahahahahhaa!
I took 2 balloons and ran out to the battlefield! I aimed one at a friend and got her feet XD And then he came again and poured water over me XD I aimed one at him and it didn't burst!! The traitor! Ahahahhaa~
When I was filling some more balloons and he was filling yet another pail, he wanted to douse me AGAIN, but not this time! I dodged and started (sorta) running and I knew from firsthand experience that the floor out of the tiles were slippery with moss.. I forgot.. and he fell down on his back XD IYAAA! He is so cute~! (imagine me standing and looking down at him... That gives me an idea of something to draw! :D)
I wrestled him for a pail. Some water splashed onto him and I AM PROUD OF MYSELF! Ahahahaha! It was really like magic. We weren't talking, then suddenly we were wrestling over a pail!
Yes, that fateful Wednesday was a great Wednesday. XD
After the Water War, I went to change into a blue shirt to support Haley, who's basketball captain! She had a match against some of the girls in my school.. and the team colour of the match was blue, so. Ya.. :D and I'm also very proud to say that THEY WON! By a mile! Haley scored 28 points, she's so proud XD
And after the game, he said bye. And I did too, so...! Yeay! Ahahaha~
ECKY! Reading this? :D Hi! Yes. This is the full account somewhat of what had happened on Wednesday~!
I have not the foggiest idea of what's gonna happen next. YEAH. XD
That's the way uh-huh uh-huh I like it!
And a PS for you fatfat! I'd love to play badminton against you sometime! :D
This post seems to have a lot of Wednesdays. S'good.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I Am The Ultimate Peach!

.....

NAAAAH. XD I suffer heartbreaks too.

I found out that *ahem* is ... taken.. so... I felt sad.

But I sure ain't giving up! I can't XD I can't as in, I'm not able.

The funniest thing happened today! See, we were supposed to stay back for English Club.. then.. he was there!! (this means usually he ISN'T!) So I got frustrated because he happened to land his butt right near my bag. And I needed to change, because we were playing water balloons.

Luckily, Lara was there! *My saviour* XD she made me admit that I like him, then helped me take my clothes. She said he had a Huh-*my name*'s-not-here kind of look on his face, but I think she's up to something. Like raising my blood pressure or raising my heartbeat rate. It sure as hell worked XD

And then at the end of the co-curricular activity.. he was STILL there! So in a fit of frustration I paced back and forth many times, then Lara dared me to go and replace my bag and I did it! Sad to say, the moment I put my bag down he went home. XD So Lara's really really REALLY frustrated with me~! :D :D
:) So any comments are welcome! D'you think I should give up in a sense? :D

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Days! And Snocks XD

A snock is Eclair's name for a cross between a snail and a clock. XD
SNOCK!
Hello there! :D
OIIIIIII! Thanks for joblessly commenting fatfat! XD Don't worry, more new words to come! :D
YES! Days.
Friday
tomorrow... is the last day of exams! :D whoo hoo! And there's CF... so... XD WHOO HOO! XD
Saturday
There's International Understanding Day (IU Day) organized by Interactors going on, and I'm going! XD I'm gonna be wearing a dress. I think. XD
These Wednesdays however, have been not so good.
You see.. Lily isn't speaking to Ecky and Haley (God only knows why. True, no? hahahaha) and somehow she isn't speaking to me...
I dunno what I did..
And him... I've been getting these vibes that he's mad at me. For some reason. XD I raised my hand like, 3 times in 3 different days and it's like I'm invisible! PRESSURE XD
What if he comes for IU Day?! *hyperventilates* XD
New word time!!!!! XD
Ambivalence means, having two contrasting attitudes towards something. HMMM> sounds like me. XD
Ambiguity or ambiguous however means something that can have 2 different meanings. Sounds like me sometimes too! XD hahahahaha! :D Ambiguity also means uncertainty.
I'm gonna go sleep now! Exams tomorrow after all... *SCREAMS!!!!!! in pillow XD*

Monday, June 30, 2008

Forget? Not so easy :D

Damn him for being so un-hate-able!!!!! I can't say a word, yet I want to.
What paradoxes love conjures. XD
Fu-yoh, Ecky! Dark and terrifying demeanour huh? :D He sounds fascinating. :D
What does pursing your lips mean, exactly? .....*goes off in a confused daze-y walk* XD
I love my playlist.............!!!!!!!!!!! It has a lil' part of the songs I love. XD
Wednesday is approaching, slowly but surely. And I won't be able to say a word, as sure as I'm breathing....
I want to write a poem. *sighs happily and sadly*
I'm starting to cuss like a bloody sailor. Not here, here not so much XD I don't say the f word though! :D is that.. good..? XD
Ecky says we're monotonous. Somebody suggest an outrageously un-monotonous thing to do! :D
G'day! I'll post soon... I hope. XD

Forgive

I'm sorry Eclair, I've been uselessly optimistic. Just know that I'm always here, even if you don't want to see me...
:) I copied something fascinating!
"...You escape, I'll stay,I'm so tired of running away.
I wanna stay at home for the end of the world,
Falling asleep when they're dropping the bomb.
This is all a dream,That’s what I'll be singing...."
I like the first line. XD
I get to know the other side of Ecky through her blog.
The other facets, other than her usual happy sarcastic self. :D
I'm glad.
:)

Friday, June 27, 2008

http://cyantre.deviantart.com/art/Obstacles-89892599#
Eclair.. Dessert de la Mango...
Read this. :D I love it :D
There's another one too! And it's a picture ^^ I think it describes me and the Btisbg's situation :D
http://lasaro.deviantart.com/art/Talk-to-me-89889805
there you go...
Talk to me.. .... ....
Good day readers! :D
Yesterday in the tuition center.. a guy gave me a sweet! XD I feel this happy because they're so smileless to me.. and then someone gave me a sweet XD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! Thank you very much.. person. XD
I smiled at him yesterday..
Funny how I want to live life to the fullest, yet get intimidated and embarassed with him.
Before I know it, half a year has gone past..
I"M STILL AT SQUARE 1??? XD
yes... sad... but nonetheless, I'm trying my best.
(HELP MEEEEEE) XD
He wore a baju Melayu today~
.... GOOD BYE! I'm gonna stop myself before I turn into.. a stalker! :O XD

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

About Him

Aloha~!
To think that I'm dedicating one whole post to a guy! :O XD hahahaha
hello again! :D
So. From the beginning! Ab ovo (from the egg, literally. Wait for the chicken! XD)!
WAIIIT~ before that. I found a very nice word! Propinquity... it means nearness. :D
OK! So. We were in the same class last year.. and I got to know him because of him teasing me. :D But you know. Being me in all my tongue-tied glory, I didn't know what clever thing to shoot back at him. XD All that came out were pretty much mumbled crap! :D
And then one fine weekend morning, I woke up to my phone ringing right next to my ear and I picked up, naturally. Guess who? XD He called with his friend's phone during a game of tennis. XD The friend mentioned in the last post! :) And that's how he got my number. *drumroll... kechiang! XD* Thank you, thank you. XD
2nd part of the story will be, the text messages... he always called me by some endearment. And being the stubborn and blur person that I am, I didn't want to read much into the messages.. I had a silly vague notion that he somehow liked me, so I started avoiding him because I felt kinda guilty. Guilty over what, don't ask me! XD But I think it's because I didn't kow whether I liked him or not. My friends, INCLUDING the famous Eclair, (XD) kept saying, "It's so obvious he likes you!","I think he likes you," and the like. You'd know. :D

I'd type out some of his messages here and what I probably said. :D Unabridged! I'll translate some stuff after the messages. ^^

  • Haha, ask *------* (his friend).. So cute when you speak malay.. =p This is when I wanted to ask him why he doesn't come to school often. He always starts with a haha XD
  • Haha, you laugh but no sound my dear..=p , can only see you smile.. Shopping.. Because tonight I am an only child.. why you shh at home? He says that I'm quiet in class. Sez who? XD I laugh a lot! Only child because both his brother and sister were prefects and had gone to a prefect's dinner, which he'll be going to this year. Go go go! XD When asked how I am at home, I said shhh XD
  • Haha, ya.. You always drop stuff.. =p My clumsiness. NO! Don't ask XD
  • Haha, you're really fun to talk to.. =p 1st you want to see me shirtless.. now you want to see me in baju melayu.. Haiyo.. *----* *----* (my name twice XD).. Naughty girl ah.. =p I did NOT say I wanted to see him shirtless! XD It somehow came to that when we talked about Physical Education that day. XD I just told him frankly that I liked seeing him in baju melayu. (Baju Melayu is a traditional set of clothes for Malay dudes! It consists of this long sleeved long shirt thing, pants and a cloth wrapped around the waist. Go look for pictures!)
  • Haha, but your hair's always nice.. I fell asleep because you didn't reply.. What are you doing now? I told him something like my hair's always messy. XD
  • Haha, it's nice that you make me laugh.. Since I'm stuck at this stupid place.. =) , you make me happy.. when I found out. :) Stupid place meaning the hospital. I think by then he already had it removed. :D
  • Haha, tadi tak cakap.. Bye, goodnight Beautiful Christine =p I played Christine Daae for English Oral~ :D We had The Phantom of The Opera in our syllabus. I read the original before reading the syllabus' one.. XD Nerd alert, much. XD I asked him why he didn't want to play the lead guy, Raoul, who loves Christine. And HE said, the Persian is sexier. XD

There are more, of course. XD

3rd part=avoiding him..

I just did. You know. Baseless guilt and all. :)

And so.... Eclair came up with this bet thing this year! About the time I created Of Music and Sundays~ :) I'm still trying to talk to him.. but it ain't working. He caught on to my avoiding somehow and is now.. doing something like it.. :( So does the news of him liking me before have any effect? On me maybe. :D who am I kidding! It does have a huge effect! Like, a cold shower in the morning then drinking hot chocolate milk in the night. Cold, then warm all over. XD

Feel free to comment! :D EsPECIALLY someone by the sobriquet (nickname :D :D) of Dessert de la Mango! :D

Aloha~ ^^

4 in the morning! And.. I'm not talking about the song :D

Hello there! :D How are you today? I keep asking, but noboday answers. XD oh well.
Inexplicably, I woke up at 3 and started posting an hour later, 4 am! XD I don't know what madness came over me. Maybe it's the mosquitoes. :D
He didn't come yesterday (Wednesday)... I hope he does today. I hate it when he doesn't come. Nothing to avoid. XD Partly because of another reason... whenever he doesn't come, mostly it's to go for checkups. You see, he had this tumor/growth, I'm not really sure, near his stomach area and got it removed last year. :) I was wondering, "why didn't he come?" for probably half the whole year XD I asked him, and he asked me to ask his friend, and his friend asked me to ask him. How very confusing I must be! XD
Well.....
Last year....
uh.
I dunno. This is the time to come clean with myself~ XD
I'll tell you in the next post. Whee! Don't worry, it's just hard to type it out. I'll start from the beginning though! :D

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

School! And.. a Wednesday. Tartar sauce XD

It's a B-e-a-Utiful day outside. :D hahahaha!
As you can see from the title!! It's school as usual, with exams, pressure, boys, the like. :D
I saw him today, even smiled a bit accidentally. XD key word being accidentally! :D There was Physical Education today, so I was expecting SOME sort of contact but whaddya know? They decided that from now on (until further notice, I hope? XD) we shall play according to class, and not 4 classes at once anymore. huge sigh. XD
Recently... a good (:D) friend of mine told me that..

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that he used to like me. She doesn't know whether he still does.
And I still think it's Impossible with the capital I! :) What a way to make someone's heartbeat race with false hope. :)
Well.
Feel free to comment? :D
My heart, being the unwilling traitor, jumped for the first time at the sight of him yesterday. Does this mean something? Maybe. Maybe not. XD
My Crush Slut days are still not over! I still look at that guy in the bus, like today! And, I can't wait to see the guy in Christian Fellowship this Friday. :D :D
Nope, they certainly are NOT over. XD
Good day to you all!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008



Can the rice be replaced with hot potatoes? Maybe :D But I haven't tried! XD
I dreamt of Spongebob last night. :)
hahahaha!
The Cranberries! Their songs are good! I love the lyrics. XD
If only I could be as happy as Chii with Hideki! :) Hideki's the guy, of course. XD

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Some randomness. :D

Ah~ it's past 12, so technically, it counts as a Wednesday! I talked to him online! XD I love fate when it's nice. XD
Hello! How are you today? :D
OKAY! From the title, here are some random stuff.
  • Have you cooked rice in a rice cooker? :D I don't care how you do it, get hot rice in front of you and breathe the steam! Lovely. XD About the rice shortage thing though, I'm starting to feel a little guilty.. :) I wanna help! I want to~
  • Nothing like a good, thick, white, clean towel snug around you after a good hot shower! XD
  • Jazz and swing, perhaps? Hahahaha! :)

Lily's dabbling in photography, and Eclair and I are gonna help her! :D

I guess that's it? Good night to you. XD Good day? G'day! XD

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Distance

Does absence really make the heart grow fonder? Or is it out of sight, out of mind?
...hmm. :) Hello! :D how are you?
GAHHHHH. I feel like such a stalker! Here I go looking at other people's pictures~ :) :P won't mention who!
Ecky's in Sarawak now. Where I'd like to be! :D in Kuching with my stern but gentle grandma who cooks like. WOW. XD hahahahaha! Stars appear too! In tons! :D A lot more than the stars in the hustle and bustle of the city life. Makes me wonder if the stars migrated to Kuching XD
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Amazing how two people can be so close, yet so far. For example, a table. Both people look into different directions and be.... apart.
... :)
YES! I'm creating mangas of my own and characters are based on people and experiences I come into contact with! :) Dessert de la Mango, I swear. After posting this, I'll straight away look for Romeo and Juliet! :D provided my dad doesn't wake up. XD
Pictures. They can make you laugh, smile, reminisce, cry, get all choked up... and all that. :) AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! If only my tongue would UNtie.
OK.
OK.
OK!
Don't crack up. XD hahahahahaha!
I'm gonna be straight forward and talk about shaving. XD is it all right to shave your legs? SHOULD we shave? :o Ecky. *BIG BREATH IN* if you're reading this. I know your face is hopelessly creased XD but I'm saying this because it needs to be said! XD not really. Still. I don't feel comfortable wearing skirts anymore, this topic's getting to me XD

I mean, it's OK to talk about pants. It's not mentioned in any rulebook is it? XD If I had asked a guy whether he's gay straight to his face (WHICH he definitely is not. I think XD) because I couldn't stand hearing, "Is he like, gay?""OMG that's so gay! Ask him whether he's gay?""No way, you do it!" Gaaaaaaahhh "Are you gay?" XD make sure you ask it in a light manner. XD hahahahahaha! I'm sorry~
You two! Talked! OMG! I'm so proud of you!!!~~ XD I think that was my, what? Er. I've lost count XD
I'm gonna go look now. Good night, all of you! :)

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Holidays! :D I take what comes.

SO. It's the holidays! :D Some encounters that left an impression on me during the last few days...
  • a lil' boy hugged me! For no apparent reason. He says I made him do it XD
  • Saw the dude in CF that I mentioned before.
  • A guy named Kelvin came up to me in his Quest to create Public Awareness for Spastic Children! :D Did you know that they weren't born that way? Premature babies especially get affected by some stuff and it damages some parts of the brain. They can heal! But it's costly. :D
  • I finished 2 projects!!!!!!!!!!! XD My dad said that I bring a whole new meaning to the phrase 'last minute' XD I don't care! It's DONE!!!! DONE!!
  • In my tuition centre, 2 girls invited me to sit with them next week :) I'm so happy! I know we're the same race and all, but the language barrier (I understand and can converse in Mandarin. But. Y'know! You know you can do it but you just don't. Or maybe it's just me. XD Confidence, perhaps?) was so there, it was impossible to miss it. But we did it! I crossed the gulf! On a satay stick! XD It takes time, these things.

I guess that's pretty much it. :D hahaha! Chutney, Lily and Ms WX was there this morning to hand up the History Project! Caps intended! :D

Word of the day? Absquatulate! Haha XD it means to leave immediately and quietly. I rather like abscond, too! It means to leave quietly and immediately to avoid custody or arrest XD Does sneaking out of home count? Not that I'd like to try! The computer thingamabobs are too heavy to carry along XD XD

Eclair~ it's your day! I hope it went well! What happened? :D if you're reading this, read my mind and tell my somehow! AAAAAAAAAAAHHH

I just watched Constantine again! It's such a cool movie! Keanu Reeves~!! Rachel Weisz~!! Balthazar seemed so very.. greasy. XD

I hope you like the new cbox and playlist I'm about to add. :D My choice of songs are quite weird, so enjoy. Something for everyone! :D

Something to make you smile. Hmm. Oh! oh! My youngest sister says my eyebrows can move! XD She also mentions that I should take a picture of myself when I get "pissed" at her, because my eyebrows show their.. true colours then XD hahahaha!

Till the next time I post... mirabile dictu (wonderful to relate :D)! Good day. Good night? :D

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Phrases and Words. OOPS! :D

Oops! I forgot to write some stuff that I said 'I would' to Ecky. :D for those of you who are curious, Eclair, or Dessert de la Mango is my best friend that I relate all CSness to! Even the bus dude who steals glances at me (being very self-conscious and... 'perasan'. there's no other word for it! XD) and I steal glances at him, even the seemingly dazzling seniors I ogled at 13 years old and even a guy that smiles at me a lot in school that she knows of! :D link to her life at.. http://paradoxofobscurity.blogspot.com. :D Ecky, I hope you approve. Don't hit me~! XD

Yes. The first word I'm gonna introduce is kittle! :D Kittle means difficult to deal with. I don't know how to use the word though. "You are so KITTLE, man" XD hahahaha!

This is a phrase I saw on the trailer video things that play when you don't touch a game for a while. The game is P3F, Persona3 Fes.

Memento mori

The translation in the game went something like this.

[Memento mori is a Latin phrase that can be roughly translated as
"Remember that you are mortal.
Remember that you have to die.
Remember your death."]
I looked it up in the dictionary. Apparently it's an object you keep to remember that you have to die.
XD I know it's kinda depressing and not suited for this blog's light-heartedness and all, but it captures my attention! :) Hope it did yours too!
With that, I'll go do a project I have to do. XD procrastination!
EHEM I mean, procrastination is a bad thing children! Thief of time, very very VERRRy bad! XD

Wednesday again! Days fly past. :D

Hello! It's a Wednesday, and today is the day of the INJECTION! The horror!! XD It wasn't painful; it wasn't exactly an ant bite either. Why do people keep saying that? Hahaha! :) It's like, the needle goes in, and you feel like something.. metal and foreign is in your arm. Then it's over, and my arm feels dead. XD After napping though, the deadness subsided. Slightly. XD One of my friends went close to blacking out. She'll pull through though, being the problem child that she is! XD And of course, Eclair, Lily Grace and Chutney (the person who was close to blacking out). And I. XD
Yes! Wednesday. So I was walking down the stairs, wanting to copy something down at the bookshop when suddenly a dude in a green-collared shirt came up the stairs! I hoped really awfully that it was him and SUDDENLY~ it wasn't. So disappointed! XD Being disappointed, traipsing down the stairs and outta nowhere he appears! *TaDA!!* :D he went like 'Hi, ****(my name :D)' and I squeaked a Hi. Yes, I squeaked. Like the way Minnie Mouse is supposed to, only higher XD I went off saying 'whaat?' It's pretty confusing in ze mind when he passes. I never know what to do :) but then again, so doesn't anyone who passes by anyone they think they like! :D

Er.

That wasn't an admission was it? XD hahaha!
So it counts, doesn't it?? Yeahoo! XD I still haven't asked him the question. :D
Just telling all of you reader(s) that it's.. a Hi!
XD errrr.... something to make you smile. Let me see... ...
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MooooooOOO~! Oh give me a home where the buffaloes roam~ XD
hahahaha! Made you smile! :D
Good night. :)

Monday, May 19, 2008

Hello! Again. :D Today's post is about things that sounds really nice for me. :D

A toast
To lying
Cheating
Stealing
And drinking.
If you lie
lie for a friend
If you cheat
cheat Death
If you steal
steal someone's heart
And if you drink
Drink with me.
Cheers.
I got this from an episode of the Bachelorette XD someone named Ben, I think, made this toast. I love it! :D I added the cheers part XD
I forgot the rest!!! No! .... sigh. I'll post when I remember :D
I was just staring out, as I was eating my lunch today. My eyes, they were just idly scanning the place and landed on this lady. She's, I dunno 50-ish? :) Ya. I saw her interact with customers, and she seemed very resigned and content with selling fruits. I respect her, in some sort of way.
Then I looked at another lady, who sells Yong Tau Fu in the cafe ('kopitiam'). She was mildly scolding an old man, who was eating. I just smile, you know? Things like this make my day. XD
I guess that's it? Oh! Bringing attention to 2 blogs I've read/read a bit (XD)!
I really like this guy, but his life is just so messed up. Give him a hug when you're free? :) Come people! XD
Y'know? I dunno if they'd approve of this, but what the heck. XD
I really like this guy too. XD
Spreading the word, spreading the love! Bye for now :)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Hello Again, Naturally. :D

Hello! :D
Today's post will be about a certain fellowship I got to. It's Christian Fellowship, and it is TONS of fun! Recently, I quarelled with my sister over something that seemed very big at the moment, but now seems very.. trivial. *hides in a dark corner and grows mushrooms* XD
I just didn't want to take orders, and she seemed altogether very bossy at that moment. So. Ya. :D I know. I shouldn't be smiling, yet I am, because I know at LEAST I'm over it. :D
Then I was in charge of songs that day! So I decided on Morning Has Broken, by Cat Stevens 'cause I loved it a lot. Here, the lyrics:
Morning has broken like the first morning
Blackbird has spoken like the first bird
Praise for the singing, praise for the morning
Praise for the springing fresh from the word
Sweet the rain's new fall, sunlit from heaven
Like the first dewfall on the first grass
Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden
Sprung in completeness where his feet pass
Mine is the sunlight, mine is the morning
Born of the one light Eden saw play
Praise with elation, praise every morning
God's recreation of new day
Uh-huh. As I said, I really love it. :D Ecky are you reading this? XD
This 50-ish year old guy, named Max was there to join us that day. He helped start the song off, and so... THANK YOU! :D
Yes. Max was there to deliver Word, and it was really touching. The Heart of Worship. Surrender in love to God. He created us after all. XD Then I thought. *trails off* hahaha!
After that, two of our friends gave us a lift home. So nice of them! :D One of them cracked this joke. (note: no adjective to prevent me from cracking up XD it's not working!)
What's faster than a fat ninja ?
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Him? (the friend who was driving) XD
NO, not him. Give up?
Fatninja (say it really fast)
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! XD whaaat?
Oh! I think the person driving was really cute to look at XD CS ness, nothing more.
Good night. :D

Friday, May 16, 2008

Sacre bleu! XD
Hello again! My stomach's hurting a bit, so I'm being a little crazy and accessing the Internet at 2.20 a.m.! With my light sleeping dad just a few feet away. Imagine the danger of being discovered! \DRAMATIC GASP\
My dad finally got the Internet running at home! It's so nice to be able to get online without going to my dad's office or going to cybercafes. SHADY cybercafes. Why can't they set up an UNshady cybercafe??
I'm rambling on and on and--- OHH! Ya! I forgot to write about my question/forfeit thing! My question, courtesy of Eclair/Dessert de la Mango, XD is "Do you like squirrels?" WHAT? XD I'm odd enough, so I've no worries. It's how to talk to him. ... ... one day I'm gonna look back at all this and go, XD XD hahahaha!
I think I'll just go read blogs. It wouldn't make as much noise as typing XD *lightly steps away*

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

TODAY is.. a Wednesday. :|

I didn't do it~
NO! I don't understand why!! I just can't figure out this crazy block between the both of us!
(Being my optimistic self, I'd say that he was making an effort too. I'll explain ^^)
Ummmm. The situation was, and IS, something like this. Every Wednesday and Thursday for the 15 year olds, we get to finish school earlier than all the other forms. So, the schedule being that way, the bus driver also has to come around later to accomodate everyone's needs and satisfy his MONEY thing too. XD Therefore! His spot is currently across the road, hanging out with his friends and being the way he is. BUT.. Last week and this week, he's come over to this side, which is in the school compound! No, no, no no no! Go back! Back! I, messy hair and tongue-tied-ness galore have gone outta my way to avoid eye contact. This is not happening! It isn't! *wails* XD
*announces dramatically* I, am SUCH a CS. There you go, Ecky. [CS = Crush Slut]
My heart's still flitting here and there. Sigh.
Funny stuff for all of you! Just in case, you know, I have reader(s).

It's like switching a 100Watt lightbulb on in a dark room full of moths. XD
Good night! :D

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Yes. So! :D Hello there!
An introduction to this blog. It's named Of Music and Sundays, because I get online on.. mostly Sundays :D and I absolutely LOVE MUSIC! Who doesn't, right? :D
Ah~ I finally have a blog! :D http://thethingsthatwedontdo.blogspot.com/ Link to this, and you'll have a story in your hands. :D
So~ my best friend Eclair and I (aka: Peaches) have made a bet. Which she started. I feel obliged to give.. credit (jab) to her (though I hate to admit) truthfully ingenious idea! :D This is a bet to get us talking to the ones we think are out of our reach, all because we haven't tried. Or we just choose to shrink away. (that's the case for me, though. XD)
We've already postponed it for a week, as she was sick! I wormed out of it just for, uh, my sake. XD full and hilarious stories at http://paradoxofobscurity.blogspot.com/~ :D
OK, now onto the bet. It goes like this:
  • we have to talk to our.. our.. uh? What's the term?? oh bother, fiddlesticks, and other stuff that we don't usually use in spoken language. XD *ahem*s! xD we have to make an effort to talk to them, or get at least a HI out on the hardest days where we have the most opportunities to speak to our, um, *ahem*s. XD
  • if we do not do anything significant, we have to write an entry on the blogs we have about it! :D how fun right? What a fun forfeit. I'd rather shrink away and type than, well, not shrinking away. :D
  • My day is Wednesday, where the *ahem* and his friends hang out in a group. (this is unfair. Really.)
  • Ecky's day is Tuesday, which is the only day she gets to see him. If he comes :D

Have fun reading our.. attempts! :D dang I've gotta go.

Till next Sunday! :D