Today was the last Christian Fellowship meeting in the usual places we go. :) to Domical, the Chinese kopitiam. From the right side of the school gate, to crossing the street and walking along the sheltered terowong before we face the hot sun. Then taking the long straight road down to Desa to makan. :D and passing the park, where the breeze always relieves some of the heat. Sometimes it rains, and we'd all get soaked. XD
I enjoyed this year very very much. We played Taboo and damn, Jeremy, Ryan and I make a good team. :D hahahahha proof?
Ryan Alex
OKAY, it's.. an animal.
OH OH OH Zebra! :D
No.... uh, it's an animal.
OH OH Zebra! Platypus!! :D
And I got it right. :D hahahahahahahha.
We won by two marks!
After that, I handled the songs and we sang all the hapy happy songs, with Cheng Jin on the guitar. It was so awesome. I felt like crying when we finished singing Hari Ini. :) the song is about how happy I am to be here with everyone in God's presence. Hahahahahah :) it's just the way Cheng Jin played the song, it touched me. Right tempo, dude. :D hahahahha.
Anyhoo. For Word, we just had a whole big prayer group, and talked about how we're gonna miss school life. We all opened up, and Joyce told us all about her attempt at a scholarship to a school in Australia. She didn't get it this year although she did audition for it, despite the protests from her family. Dang. That girl's got balls do go after what she wants, which is to pursue music. Dang. DANNNNG. I salute Joyce Goh. XD
And we had our own Titian Murni :D where I got everyone to line up and shake hands with Jeremy and Jeffrey hahahah! I hugged the both of them, and silently wished them good luck :D I hope they'd do well haha. I even got a strawberry swiss roll for everyone to share share! :D OMG, it was so good. I had to restrain myself from tasting the chocolate, because we gave it to Pastor as a token of thank you. :D Hahahahahha.
We've been through a lot this year, and that's the most awesome thing of all! :D
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Cat ate my bread
I was eating my bread with butter and marmalade when she crept up and started nibbling it. XD ahahahaha. Ling Ling is so cute :D
xxx
My smiley on my right silver Croc is lonely without the lost orange basketball.
:( alarrr. I'm telling you, it's a sign. XD
I'm trying the Internet Radio for Red FM and it's so cool how it's slower online, then I go back to my room with the radio on the same station and it's faster! :D hahahahah I'm so jobless.
xxx
The funniest thing happened today. I followed somebody, let's call her K, to the toilet because she wanted to do her business. We got to the public toilet where we found out that we had to pay 30cents to use it. So she had to hold it in while I went up to get money.
XD when we got in, she got into a cubicle and proceeded to do whatever she wanted to do.
K took a while. Then she got out.
She then complained about a pain at her butt area. XD she washed her hands, hesitated a bit then went in the cubicle again.
I was like WHUT; so I asked her, "K? What're you doing lah?"
And her answer: "Scratching my butt"
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH.
You see, my dad usually uses that expression to say "Am I just doing nothing?"
Like, "I'm WORKING here; what the heck do you think I'm doing in front of the computer lah? Twiddling my thumbs and scratching my butt?"
XD
It was the best response ever. XD short, sweet, to the point.
xxx
My smiley on my right silver Croc is lonely without the lost orange basketball.
:( alarrr. I'm telling you, it's a sign. XD
I'm trying the Internet Radio for Red FM and it's so cool how it's slower online, then I go back to my room with the radio on the same station and it's faster! :D hahahahah I'm so jobless.
xxx
The funniest thing happened today. I followed somebody, let's call her K, to the toilet because she wanted to do her business. We got to the public toilet where we found out that we had to pay 30cents to use it. So she had to hold it in while I went up to get money.
XD when we got in, she got into a cubicle and proceeded to do whatever she wanted to do.
K took a while. Then she got out.
She then complained about a pain at her butt area. XD she washed her hands, hesitated a bit then went in the cubicle again.
I was like WHUT; so I asked her, "K? What're you doing lah?"
And her answer: "Scratching my butt"
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH.
You see, my dad usually uses that expression to say "Am I just doing nothing?"
Like, "I'm WORKING here; what the heck do you think I'm doing in front of the computer lah? Twiddling my thumbs and scratching my butt?"
XD
It was the best response ever. XD short, sweet, to the point.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Coleslaw and wantan?
That's what my friend told me; she said that she'd eaten wantan with coleslaw as a side before and it was good. = = I'm gonna track that dish down. XD
Hi :D I'm coming to you from Joy Luck Club again, hahaha.
xxx
Beast Master is amazing. HOHOHOHO.
xxx
Tomorrow is a Sunday, already. Time flies so freaking fast!
Let me introduce you to my darlings in slumbertime today! :D I have a pink pig that my uncle bought for us when I was 7, I think. Its name is Piggy. HAHAHAHAH no surprise there. :D My sister got a lion, my cousin got a tiger and the other cousin got a parrot. We were at the zoo :D Well I have many memories with that pig. It was with me when I cried, and when Iwas real happy. I washed it twice; it's really hard to dry fast, so I've microwaved it once XD Hahahahahahah don't crack any jokes, I've had enough from my sister. Speaking of Mandy, she had this phase where she wanted to trim hair. She's trimmed her lion's mane, cut a fringe on Barbie and finally, she cut the pink hair on my Piggy! D: Now it's really short. Hahaha. The tail uncurled and became straight over time; I've tried recurling it with my finger but it won't stick. Still. It's really cute. :D black beads for eyes, and a snout that's extremely cute. It doesn't smile, though.
Next, there's Mickey! :D Mickey Mouse... I still don't know how I got it. All I know is, whenever I had trouble sleeping, I'd stroke its velvet tail and fall asleep fast. :D Mandy and I have also had a phase where we wanted to play with make up. Barbie's came off, but not Mickey's red marker lipstick. So now it smiles prettily at me. XD It has faded to a light washed red over the years. I love the red pants on him.
I used to have this teddy bear I made myself at this place called Beverly's. I don't know where it went, but I'm extremely proud of my handiwork because compared to Mandy's, my stuffing didn't come out of its dark green with wood patterned cloth body. :D The brown button eyes were warm, the nose was a little long and it didn't smile because I didn't know how to sew a smile on.
Poring is next :D Cherish gave it to me and Mandy on my birthday. It's so cute :3 it has angel wings and it smiles no matter what! Hahahahah. I think it has 4 years with me; that's a quarter of my life. Wow.
Next is a recent arrival; Wei Xuan gave it to me for my belated birthday present! :D I named it Squirt, because it looked like Squirt from Finding Nemo. Although it's much cuter. :D hahahaha; it holds my phone in a slit in its shell, and it is extremely huggable. I don't worry about phone radiation when it holds my phone. XD Though I still should be.
Last, but not least, is my darling bolster. It's been there through thick and thin, since I was 5. XD It's super soft and I feel safe whenever I hug it. It has simple pictures of animals in pretty places like a sheep in a field of flowers, a horse in front of a barn and a few others.
Hahahahahahah. I must seem so childish.
Thank you for reading if you get down to this sentence :D my darlings say it's nice to meet you! Hahaha.
Hi :D I'm coming to you from Joy Luck Club again, hahaha.
xxx
Beast Master is amazing. HOHOHOHO.
xxx
Tomorrow is a Sunday, already. Time flies so freaking fast!
Let me introduce you to my darlings in slumbertime today! :D I have a pink pig that my uncle bought for us when I was 7, I think. Its name is Piggy. HAHAHAHAH no surprise there. :D My sister got a lion, my cousin got a tiger and the other cousin got a parrot. We were at the zoo :D Well I have many memories with that pig. It was with me when I cried, and when Iwas real happy. I washed it twice; it's really hard to dry fast, so I've microwaved it once XD Hahahahahahah don't crack any jokes, I've had enough from my sister. Speaking of Mandy, she had this phase where she wanted to trim hair. She's trimmed her lion's mane, cut a fringe on Barbie and finally, she cut the pink hair on my Piggy! D: Now it's really short. Hahaha. The tail uncurled and became straight over time; I've tried recurling it with my finger but it won't stick. Still. It's really cute. :D black beads for eyes, and a snout that's extremely cute. It doesn't smile, though.
Next, there's Mickey! :D Mickey Mouse... I still don't know how I got it. All I know is, whenever I had trouble sleeping, I'd stroke its velvet tail and fall asleep fast. :D Mandy and I have also had a phase where we wanted to play with make up. Barbie's came off, but not Mickey's red marker lipstick. So now it smiles prettily at me. XD It has faded to a light washed red over the years. I love the red pants on him.
I used to have this teddy bear I made myself at this place called Beverly's. I don't know where it went, but I'm extremely proud of my handiwork because compared to Mandy's, my stuffing didn't come out of its dark green with wood patterned cloth body. :D The brown button eyes were warm, the nose was a little long and it didn't smile because I didn't know how to sew a smile on.
Poring is next :D Cherish gave it to me and Mandy on my birthday. It's so cute :3 it has angel wings and it smiles no matter what! Hahahahah. I think it has 4 years with me; that's a quarter of my life. Wow.
Next is a recent arrival; Wei Xuan gave it to me for my belated birthday present! :D I named it Squirt, because it looked like Squirt from Finding Nemo. Although it's much cuter. :D hahahaha; it holds my phone in a slit in its shell, and it is extremely huggable. I don't worry about phone radiation when it holds my phone. XD Though I still should be.
Last, but not least, is my darling bolster. It's been there through thick and thin, since I was 5. XD It's super soft and I feel safe whenever I hug it. It has simple pictures of animals in pretty places like a sheep in a field of flowers, a horse in front of a barn and a few others.
Hahahahahahah. I must seem so childish.
Thank you for reading if you get down to this sentence :D my darlings say it's nice to meet you! Hahaha.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Oh mother of all pink.
You can't just give me something that resembles me so much that hasn't FINISHED! Now I'm dying to know more. Ack. XD
Tooyama Ema is gold. :D ahahahahah. Now I'm reading Koko ni Iru Yo (I sure hope that one is finished) and although she's a crybaby and sometimes gets too corny, it's actually good. It's so moe :D and the guys are hot stuff. AHAHAHAH.
xxx
What's up! :D I've been okay lately. Though yesterday I was reminded of a traumatising incident, but I've gotten over it by pushing it away.
It'll come back, but not for long.
:D yesterday was amazing wasn't it? The rain poured heavily and left behind a cool night.
I slept with a sweater on without the fan on and I woke up this morning completely happy. :D
xxx
Oh P.S.: Mother of Pink came from Bratz HAHAHAHAH
Next I'll use Mother of mayonnaise; that came from Phineas and Ferb! :D
Tooyama Ema is gold. :D ahahahahah. Now I'm reading Koko ni Iru Yo (I sure hope that one is finished) and although she's a crybaby and sometimes gets too corny, it's actually good. It's so moe :D and the guys are hot stuff. AHAHAHAH.
xxx
What's up! :D I've been okay lately. Though yesterday I was reminded of a traumatising incident, but I've gotten over it by pushing it away.
It'll come back, but not for long.
:D yesterday was amazing wasn't it? The rain poured heavily and left behind a cool night.
I slept with a sweater on without the fan on and I woke up this morning completely happy. :D
xxx
Oh P.S.: Mother of Pink came from Bratz HAHAHAHAH
Next I'll use Mother of mayonnaise; that came from Phineas and Ferb! :D
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
"You; you are awesome."
It's time I showed you this amazing short film. :D
It's called Validation. I know it's 16 minutes and all, but it's worth watching!
Definitely worth your time.
OH. MY GOSH. What a sweet afro and smile. XD
More motivation to make people smile; to make them remember cherished moments and to make new memories. Tell me what you think about it.
It's really sweet. Enjoy :D
It's called Validation. I know it's 16 minutes and all, but it's worth watching!
Definitely worth your time.
OH. MY GOSH. What a sweet afro and smile. XD
More motivation to make people smile; to make them remember cherished moments and to make new memories. Tell me what you think about it.
It's really sweet. Enjoy :D
Ing nu ren
My tuition today went pretty okay. We were doing literature revision :) and I felt like si tenggang. Sort of. Si tenggang's homecoming is about a man who went abroad and came back weathered by his experiences and with a wealth of knowledge. However, his people at home feels like he is an alien with all his "imported" mannerisms and wisdom and thus alienates him.
I felt like finally, someone could voice out what I was in front of me.
WELL THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
I was doing my literature revision really fast, because I had a lot of things that crossed my mind that had to be put into words. (somehow, I like impressing my English teachers. It has to do with primary school. XD) My English tuition teacher asked for my paper, and started marking with blue pen. He reviews my work once in a while which actually means he comes up front, takes the paper and starts going through wordlessly. Sometimes he'd make a comment. I like bettering my English, so I listen.
So my English tuition teacher jokingly chastised the girls in front, which were clearly the ones that are mostly the cheeky good humoured ones that are the life of the class.
"Don't dilly-dally! Kan, ta ke yi zhuo ze me quai. And you?" he said. Something like that.
To which this girl (cheeky and funny) replied spiritedly: "Wo shi hua ren!"
I am Chinese.
I went like. DEEEEEEENG. XD What was I then?
My teacher replied good humouredly, "Na ta shi se mo ne??" XD
Then what is she?
"Ta shi ing nu ren!"
She's an English girl.
"What. XD" that would be me.
I took it to heart. But only slightly. I love this challenge. I'm gonna break through this barrier and show them that I AM HUA REN ALSO DAMMIT. 8D Wohoo!
xxx
I was just retelling my first experience in the English tuition this year, to my dad.
This made me get "picked on" in class. XD this is the beginning.
My English tuition teacher's name is Mr Moey. He has this real high forehead, taller than average, wise eyes though his face is a little moody, a bit of a paunch (the kind that belongs to a former sportsperson but currently not so fit you know?) but strong legs.
He's decisive, witty, cutting, dares to say what he thinks and has a great command of English.
ANYWAY. He has this practice of getting the students to read out the stuff he gives, or gets the students to come out and write on the board. My first class I was rather pensive and shy, and made myself as small as possible. I was shy that once everyone knew my English was good, they'd ostracize me. D: not like I wasn't being alienated already but you know. More reason not to mix with that weird girl. You should know that I stare a lot and make a lot of eye contact with people I'm listening to. So teacher caught my eye a few times.
Thank GOD it didn't get to me in time. :D
The second time I went, I knew I had to read; I sat at the second last row, to get out of reading, but in the end there were just so many lines. So I knew my turn was coming.
Three more people before me. OMG my breath stinks, my throat has phlegm I can't read properly!
Two more. My heart galloped uncontrollably. I crouched down, made myself smaller. Unnoticeable.
The person next to me. OMG her voice is so near; it's gonna be my turn next! AHHHHH
"Next!" said teacher, loud and clear.
So I read my line, clearly. But I was still looking down at my paper.
What happened next was so amazing. :D The whole front part of the class turned back to look at who the hell read that last line. Like where did this oddball come from? XD I don't know about the back. XD
ALAHHHHH should've said "Hi :D" so teacher took notice as well; hard NOT to notice where the class was looking at right? XD Then he said something:
"Wow, look: when you read, you made the whole class turn heads" XD
Ahahahahahh. It was the MOST AMAZING experience ever. :D
xxx
OMG KANTOI OF THE CENTURY
MANDY MOA THE SEXY HIPPO
Today, somehow, every one of us in the family had a stomach ache. My sister Mandy went to the toilet and back to class, which had Seni at that time.
AHAHAHAHAH. Rachel and Sophia I love youuuuu XD
She returned to see Sophia poking at a piece of paper with a pair of compasses, making holes. "What're you doing Sophia?" "Oh." "Making mosquito net!" said Rachel.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. "Teacher ask to do? What must we do?"
"Er. XD Take a piece of paper this long *demonstrates* and then you poke holes."
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH what kind of Seni teacher would make the students buat mosquito net by poking holes onto a piece of paper?! XD
She thought that teacher would take everybody's piece of paper, join them together and make a mosquito net.
Everyone left her alone to laugh HARD at another table. Apparently, she was so concentrated on the work. XD When she was done, she went to that table surrounded by her friends and asked about what to do next. Sophia was like, "Take a piece of paper, write your name and stick it on the thing. Then pass up"
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that!
She was gonna pass it up already to the unsuspecting teacher, when Sophia couldn't hold it in any longer and laughed like crazy when she revealed the prank.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Rachel wanted to hold longer till Mandy actually passes it up!
So funny lah that girl. XD
I felt like finally, someone could voice out what I was in front of me.
WELL THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
I was doing my literature revision really fast, because I had a lot of things that crossed my mind that had to be put into words. (somehow, I like impressing my English teachers. It has to do with primary school. XD) My English tuition teacher asked for my paper, and started marking with blue pen. He reviews my work once in a while which actually means he comes up front, takes the paper and starts going through wordlessly. Sometimes he'd make a comment. I like bettering my English, so I listen.
So my English tuition teacher jokingly chastised the girls in front, which were clearly the ones that are mostly the cheeky good humoured ones that are the life of the class.
"Don't dilly-dally! Kan, ta ke yi zhuo ze me quai. And you?" he said. Something like that.
To which this girl (cheeky and funny) replied spiritedly: "Wo shi hua ren!"
I am Chinese.
I went like. DEEEEEEENG. XD What was I then?
My teacher replied good humouredly, "Na ta shi se mo ne??" XD
Then what is she?
"Ta shi ing nu ren!"
She's an English girl.
"What. XD" that would be me.
I took it to heart. But only slightly. I love this challenge. I'm gonna break through this barrier and show them that I AM HUA REN ALSO DAMMIT. 8D Wohoo!
xxx
I was just retelling my first experience in the English tuition this year, to my dad.
This made me get "picked on" in class. XD this is the beginning.
My English tuition teacher's name is Mr Moey. He has this real high forehead, taller than average, wise eyes though his face is a little moody, a bit of a paunch (the kind that belongs to a former sportsperson but currently not so fit you know?) but strong legs.
He's decisive, witty, cutting, dares to say what he thinks and has a great command of English.
ANYWAY. He has this practice of getting the students to read out the stuff he gives, or gets the students to come out and write on the board. My first class I was rather pensive and shy, and made myself as small as possible. I was shy that once everyone knew my English was good, they'd ostracize me. D: not like I wasn't being alienated already but you know. More reason not to mix with that weird girl. You should know that I stare a lot and make a lot of eye contact with people I'm listening to. So teacher caught my eye a few times.
Thank GOD it didn't get to me in time. :D
The second time I went, I knew I had to read; I sat at the second last row, to get out of reading, but in the end there were just so many lines. So I knew my turn was coming.
Three more people before me. OMG my breath stinks, my throat has phlegm I can't read properly!
Two more. My heart galloped uncontrollably. I crouched down, made myself smaller. Unnoticeable.
The person next to me. OMG her voice is so near; it's gonna be my turn next! AHHHHH
"Next!" said teacher, loud and clear.
So I read my line, clearly. But I was still looking down at my paper.
What happened next was so amazing. :D The whole front part of the class turned back to look at who the hell read that last line. Like where did this oddball come from? XD I don't know about the back. XD
ALAHHHHH should've said "Hi :D" so teacher took notice as well; hard NOT to notice where the class was looking at right? XD Then he said something:
"Wow, look: when you read, you made the whole class turn heads" XD
Ahahahahahh. It was the MOST AMAZING experience ever. :D
xxx
OMG KANTOI OF THE CENTURY
MANDY MOA THE SEXY HIPPO
Today, somehow, every one of us in the family had a stomach ache. My sister Mandy went to the toilet and back to class, which had Seni at that time.
AHAHAHAHAH. Rachel and Sophia I love youuuuu XD
She returned to see Sophia poking at a piece of paper with a pair of compasses, making holes. "What're you doing Sophia?" "Oh." "Making mosquito net!" said Rachel.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. "Teacher ask to do? What must we do?"
"Er. XD Take a piece of paper this long *demonstrates* and then you poke holes."
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH what kind of Seni teacher would make the students buat mosquito net by poking holes onto a piece of paper?! XD
She thought that teacher would take everybody's piece of paper, join them together and make a mosquito net.
Everyone left her alone to laugh HARD at another table. Apparently, she was so concentrated on the work. XD When she was done, she went to that table surrounded by her friends and asked about what to do next. Sophia was like, "Take a piece of paper, write your name and stick it on the thing. Then pass up"
"Okay :D" to which she did exactly that!
She was gonna pass it up already to the unsuspecting teacher, when Sophia couldn't hold it in any longer and laughed like crazy when she revealed the prank.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Rachel wanted to hold longer till Mandy actually passes it up!
So funny lah that girl. XD
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Downpour
I'm like the rain in a downpour
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight
I'm like the wind in the canyon
I'm there then I'm gone in a second
You're growing older in peace where you're at
I wish I could be there for that
But I've moved on
Like a rolling stone
In a crowded room
I'm alone
I'm like the rain in a downpour
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight
Oh, oh, yeah
You're like the tide in the deep blue
Cause you're always there when I need you
And when you need someone to carry you through
I'm gonna be there for you
I'm gonna be there for you.
xxx
Let's try the Verdana, shall we? :D
Do you want to know what made me happy today?
That funny old school Tom and Jerry cartoon where Jerry and his nephew are musketeers and Tom is the big bad musketeer. Une, doux, trois!
And the little grey mouse goes,
"Touche, pussycat!" XD
xxx
I told my dad I had a nightmare last night.
I told Leanne I had a nightmare last night.
I told Hema I had a nightmare last night.
I told myself I had a nightmare last night.
I was lying. I wanted it to be a nightmare.
I'm sorry.
In truth, I talked to God. But I don't know if He heard.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
xxx
I wanna be there for you <3
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight
I'm like the wind in the canyon
I'm there then I'm gone in a second
You're growing older in peace where you're at
I wish I could be there for that
But I've moved on
Like a rolling stone
In a crowded room
I'm alone
I'm like the rain in a downpour
I wash away what you long for
And I wave goodbye with the sun in my eyes
I wish I could be there tonight
Oh, oh, yeah
You're like the tide in the deep blue
Cause you're always there when I need you
And when you need someone to carry you through
I'm gonna be there for you
I'm gonna be there for you.
xxx
Let's try the Verdana, shall we? :D
Do you want to know what made me happy today?
That funny old school Tom and Jerry cartoon where Jerry and his nephew are musketeers and Tom is the big bad musketeer. Une, doux, trois!
And the little grey mouse goes,
"Touche, pussycat!" XD
xxx
I told my dad I had a nightmare last night.
I told Leanne I had a nightmare last night.
I told Hema I had a nightmare last night.
I told myself I had a nightmare last night.
I was lying. I wanted it to be a nightmare.
I'm sorry.
In truth, I talked to God. But I don't know if He heard.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
xxx
I wanna be there for you <3
I'm warning you, we're growing up
I love Brandi Carlile. :)
She sings songs that sound like she's seen it all. Her raw vocals add edge to the message she sends, yet is softened by her 3 count songs. Cannonball and Downpour, to name two. She can go REAL high and go all husky low-toned, delivering her heartfelt lyrics with so much ease and emotion. Her guitaring seems deceptively simple, but it carries tunes that stick and lyrics that are haunting enough for me to want to listen to them over and over again.
HOWZAT. :D now I know you wanna go listen to her awesomeness.
xxx
Everything seems to move so fast.
Everyone's getting partnered up, and it looks like I'm the last in line.
INJUSTICE MUCH!
Well. He who laughs last laughs longest right? OR IN THIS CASE, I'm definitely a she. XD
My title came from Brandi Carlile's song, Turpentine.
We all are growing up huh? I wanna be forever young.
LOL like that Joan Baez song. :D
xxx
Well this is for Leanne.
WOOT WOOT 8D ahhahahahahahahah!
She sings songs that sound like she's seen it all. Her raw vocals add edge to the message she sends, yet is softened by her 3 count songs. Cannonball and Downpour, to name two. She can go REAL high and go all husky low-toned, delivering her heartfelt lyrics with so much ease and emotion. Her guitaring seems deceptively simple, but it carries tunes that stick and lyrics that are haunting enough for me to want to listen to them over and over again.
HOWZAT. :D now I know you wanna go listen to her awesomeness.
xxx
Everything seems to move so fast.
Everyone's getting partnered up, and it looks like I'm the last in line.
INJUSTICE MUCH!
Well. He who laughs last laughs longest right? OR IN THIS CASE, I'm definitely a she. XD
My title came from Brandi Carlile's song, Turpentine.
We all are growing up huh? I wanna be forever young.
LOL like that Joan Baez song. :D
xxx
Well this is for Leanne.
WOOT WOOT 8D ahhahahahahahahah!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
WOOT WOOT
Hahahahhahahahahahhah!
"Prepared to be hypnotised by a video, scientifically created to get stuck in your brains-- FOREVER!!!"
1... 2... wait for it....
"My name is Doof, and you'll do what I say WOOT WOOT"
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
made me laugh so hard.
In case I don't make sense, this came from the Phineas and Ferb Musical Cliptastic Countdown! :D Dr. Doofenshmirtz planned to mind-control the audience to take over the Tri-State Area as usual. XD And that worked HAHAHAHAH.
Tell me you didn't laugh. XD
You know what broke the mind control spell?
Something that's more catchy than his amazingly catchy chant?!
The number 1 requested song: Gitchee Gitchee Goo!! :D
"'Cause when I say I love you, she says I gitchee gitchee goo you too 8D"
Phineas and Ferb is one of my favourite shows :D :D
xxx
"Prepared to be hypnotised by a video, scientifically created to get stuck in your brains-- FOREVER!!!"
1... 2... wait for it....
"My name is Doof, and you'll do what I say WOOT WOOT"
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
made me laugh so hard.
In case I don't make sense, this came from the Phineas and Ferb Musical Cliptastic Countdown! :D Dr. Doofenshmirtz planned to mind-control the audience to take over the Tri-State Area as usual. XD And that worked HAHAHAHAH.
Tell me you didn't laugh. XD
You know what broke the mind control spell?
Something that's more catchy than his amazingly catchy chant?!
The number 1 requested song: Gitchee Gitchee Goo!! :D
"'Cause when I say I love you, she says I gitchee gitchee goo you too 8D"
Phineas and Ferb is one of my favourite shows :D :D
xxx
Friday, October 16, 2009
I make babies smile.
You have no idea HOW many times I've seen babies here. XD
That's how many times I've been here.
I love babies. They are free of pretence, innocent, curious.
When they stare, they don't look away like us older people! XD When they do something, it's wholeheartedly, repeatedly and they don't give up until some other shiny thing catches their attention. Rather silly, but when they succeed their triumph is so clearly etched on their faces.
Right? Like how they learn to walk? XD Jatuh, bangun balik, jatuh, menangis, bangun balik lagi. And then they give all surrounding people their biggest toothless smile. XD Damn cool lah. I wish we all could adopt the babies' point of view.
Anyway; I'm getting sidetracked. There was once this maid who was carrying a little baby girl, perhaps waiting for the little girl's mom. The little baby girl had SUCH a face on lah I tell you. Her eyes were sad, her eyebrows slightly together as if she were figuring out where her mom was; her mouth was pulled down at the corners and she looked at me. I was sitting alone.
I gazed back at her, and my gaze followed each hill both cheeks made, the gradual sloping down to her small chin, her button nose, her liquid, soft yet melancholy eyes. I smiled a bit at her, hoping to make her smile.
She just gazed curiously back. I proceeded to do a silly rendition of PEEKABOO XD hahahahah and she just gazed, like, "what the hell is that girl doing lah?" Though in baby language or whatever it is in her head it would sound different. XD
The maid did a 180 to the right. The baby's eyes kept at me.
I attempted a little smile again; and this time her mouth curved upwards! 8D
Hahahhahah.
Many times, I would walk behind someone holding a baby on their shoulder. The baby will gaze at me when I smile and smile back. :D No matter how different they might be, they will still smile back.
Thought that little girl took a little longer. XD How universal is a smile? :D
WHOO. I mentioned making people smile so many times, I bet you're getting sick. XD HAHAHAH. One more story for today :)
There's this girl in my tuition class; she's INCREDIBLY CUTE! She's like someone right out of a manga. Her hands are delicate and curves beautifully, her body frame is small and delicate, but her shoulders are good. Her hair is up to her waist and waves a little, and her fringe covers most of her forehead. Her lips are pinkish, her cheeks tinged naturally with a little rose and has glasses. She dresses in T-shirts and shorts/skirts that flatters her slender body, and I'm telling you, she doesn't smile a lot; instead, she wears this aloof air like a cape around her, except when with friends. I SWEAR. She's very the cute. XD
Anyway. I doodle a bit of her whenever I see her in BM tuition (which is today! Wow :D), but last Friday, I couldn't help but notice that her outfit looked really good. A simple deep blue hugging T-shirt with printed design, and a frilly very light rose skirt, with this camisole neck thing tied behind her neck that had strawberries on them.
SO RIGHT, at the end of class, I summoned the courage to show her something I wrote on paper. It said: "Hi :D you look very nice today :)"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I got a bit embarassed but it was worth the look on her face.
The mask cracked, and she smiled a little at me and said thank you :D :D :D :D
WOHOHO. Enough stories, for now. :D hahahaha. Bye!
Have a good day, and Happy Deepavali :D
That's how many times I've been here.
I love babies. They are free of pretence, innocent, curious.
When they stare, they don't look away like us older people! XD When they do something, it's wholeheartedly, repeatedly and they don't give up until some other shiny thing catches their attention. Rather silly, but when they succeed their triumph is so clearly etched on their faces.
Right? Like how they learn to walk? XD Jatuh, bangun balik, jatuh, menangis, bangun balik lagi. And then they give all surrounding people their biggest toothless smile. XD Damn cool lah. I wish we all could adopt the babies' point of view.
Anyway; I'm getting sidetracked. There was once this maid who was carrying a little baby girl, perhaps waiting for the little girl's mom. The little baby girl had SUCH a face on lah I tell you. Her eyes were sad, her eyebrows slightly together as if she were figuring out where her mom was; her mouth was pulled down at the corners and she looked at me. I was sitting alone.
I gazed back at her, and my gaze followed each hill both cheeks made, the gradual sloping down to her small chin, her button nose, her liquid, soft yet melancholy eyes. I smiled a bit at her, hoping to make her smile.
She just gazed curiously back. I proceeded to do a silly rendition of PEEKABOO XD hahahahah and she just gazed, like, "what the hell is that girl doing lah?" Though in baby language or whatever it is in her head it would sound different. XD
The maid did a 180 to the right. The baby's eyes kept at me.
I attempted a little smile again; and this time her mouth curved upwards! 8D
Hahahhahah.
Many times, I would walk behind someone holding a baby on their shoulder. The baby will gaze at me when I smile and smile back. :D No matter how different they might be, they will still smile back.
Thought that little girl took a little longer. XD How universal is a smile? :D
WHOO. I mentioned making people smile so many times, I bet you're getting sick. XD HAHAHAH. One more story for today :)
There's this girl in my tuition class; she's INCREDIBLY CUTE! She's like someone right out of a manga. Her hands are delicate and curves beautifully, her body frame is small and delicate, but her shoulders are good. Her hair is up to her waist and waves a little, and her fringe covers most of her forehead. Her lips are pinkish, her cheeks tinged naturally with a little rose and has glasses. She dresses in T-shirts and shorts/skirts that flatters her slender body, and I'm telling you, she doesn't smile a lot; instead, she wears this aloof air like a cape around her, except when with friends. I SWEAR. She's very the cute. XD
Anyway. I doodle a bit of her whenever I see her in BM tuition (which is today! Wow :D), but last Friday, I couldn't help but notice that her outfit looked really good. A simple deep blue hugging T-shirt with printed design, and a frilly very light rose skirt, with this camisole neck thing tied behind her neck that had strawberries on them.
SO RIGHT, at the end of class, I summoned the courage to show her something I wrote on paper. It said: "Hi :D you look very nice today :)"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I got a bit embarassed but it was worth the look on her face.
The mask cracked, and she smiled a little at me and said thank you :D :D :D :D
WOHOHO. Enough stories, for now. :D hahahaha. Bye!
Have a good day, and Happy Deepavali :D
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead.
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause
Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone
I know
You love me, and soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee, but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause
Dreams last for so long even after you're gone
I know
You love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I'm doin fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line?
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.
Jewel - You Were Meant For Me
Dreams last for so, so long.
The green lines hold true. Except maybe the "You were meant for me and I was meant for you" part; that's what I feel right now. I'm rather selfish.
But maybe, you DO have more in common with her, right?
xxx
SAFE TO SAY, I know I'm in love with my playlist. XD
Anyway.
Hi :) I know I don't update so much, but do you enjoy reading Of Music And Sundays?
I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy telling you stuff. XD
xxx
I'm updating my blog from Joy Luck Club (previously known as Coffee and Friends) and I absolutely love the atmosphere here. Easy conversation with friends, amazing food, cheap prices until 2.30 p.m., my music, free use of laptops and Internet, and of course, and amazing third party view of all the activity.
But of course, the stalker-observing part is just me. XD
I like watching people.
So today, I saw this two characters; grandfather and grandson. The grandpa was almost bald with a bit of hair above the ears, with glasses slightly like the one on Mr Frederickson in Up, but his was narrower. His smile was warm, inviting; he wasn't big sized, but rather lean as grandpas go. He wore a white shirt with a checkered button down shirt over it. He even has a little slouch when he walks XD grandpa-ish.
Cucu pulak has a good boy haircut with a part of his shiny toddler hair flopping slightly over his left eye! XD so cute. A big smile plastered to his face, he was rather playful and made a lot of big gestures with his little hands.
They came with the grandpa holding the hand of his 4-5 year old grandson and decided to eat at the restaurant opposite where I was sitting. It warmed my heart to see these two eating happily, with the grandpa helping the little boy reach his straw or the little boy making funny faces to make his datuk laugh. Hahaha. :D
The boy was SO CUTE 8D
When they left right, both of them walked past as I looked up. Unexpected, I smiled at the grandpa who was looking at me and he smiled back warmly! :D Then I ducked a little to see the little boy and smiled at him XD he had a little smile on.
AIH~ I love making people smile!
xxx
At school yesterday, I made a new friend :3 It's been so long since I've made friends, I forgot to say nice to meet you. = =
BUT YEAY. :)
xxx
To witness someone's life through pictures is amazing.
:) but to see the photos of them or at least his deeds BREAK MEH.
I have to get over most of it, and fast. XD
I won't mind if a mild crush has found his other person.
DAMMIT. That means he's a serious one.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
When God closes a bore, he opens a bimbo.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I got it from a book I read. XD
xxx
So. :D I've been reading mangas and I love this one called Otokomae Beads Club by Kyousuke Motomi. It made me laugh SO HARD, it made me yearn.
And WHOA that guy can be my sexy crow messenger anytime. He has killer eyes. It's just something about them. XD
Hahaha yes, going gaga over a fictional crow messenger that does the sexiest things ever.
Like coming just a bit too close, like dropping compliments loud enough only for you to hear.
UIH.
Go ahead and read it if you have the time :D
http://www.anymanga.com/otokomae-beads-club
xxx
I visited Chandni today. I had a great time with Gloria, Sue Huey, Sook Yan, Alex, Ashley, Alicia and of course Chandni. :D and Chandni's mom! :D
Sook Yan showcased her art~ it was like a real art gallery! XD Private screening hahahah. All that shading, all that detail. And all that manager :D EHEM Gloria. XD
One dissatisfactory thing is that "Quite" response to one of our questions from one of the nurses/doctors there. OMG. I wanted to shlapp her. XD It's either YES or NO.
Other than that it all went pretty well :) I was superdrained after that.
But it was worth it. :D
I got it from a book I read. XD
xxx
So. :D I've been reading mangas and I love this one called Otokomae Beads Club by Kyousuke Motomi. It made me laugh SO HARD, it made me yearn.
And WHOA that guy can be my sexy crow messenger anytime. He has killer eyes. It's just something about them. XD
Hahaha yes, going gaga over a fictional crow messenger that does the sexiest things ever.
Like coming just a bit too close, like dropping compliments loud enough only for you to hear.
UIH.
Go ahead and read it if you have the time :D
http://www.anymanga.com/otokomae-beads-club
xxx
I visited Chandni today. I had a great time with Gloria, Sue Huey, Sook Yan, Alex, Ashley, Alicia and of course Chandni. :D and Chandni's mom! :D
Sook Yan showcased her art~ it was like a real art gallery! XD Private screening hahahah. All that shading, all that detail. And all that manager :D EHEM Gloria. XD
One dissatisfactory thing is that "Quite" response to one of our questions from one of the nurses/doctors there. OMG. I wanted to shlapp her. XD It's either YES or NO.
Other than that it all went pretty well :) I was superdrained after that.
But it was worth it. :D
Thursday, October 8, 2009
I used to..
1. RUBBER FIGHT. 8D
I remember square erasers; mostly I remember them FLYING all over the place XD
You remember too right? Those 20 sen erasers with cartoon characters printed on them? :D
Pokemon, Digimon, Dragonball, HUGE ones that cost RM1, flags (I remember buying Turkey and Morocco SO MANY TIMES. So now I'm pro at the Geo Challenge on Facebook ;D early training yo.) and fragrant RM1 Pikachuuuuuuus XD I really loved them.
Basic rules of eraser war: GET ON TOP. 8D
That sounds wrong HAHAHAHA. You've got one move per turn, that is, you make the eraser jump with your finger towards or on top of your enemy. If you get on top, you win :D normally we play rampas; meaning if I get on top of your eraser I get it, and vice versa.
And then the war evolved to flicking; that one was damn ganas with the guys so I stayed away. XD
Funny how when you're young you don't really care what gender the other person is; if you're friends, you're friends. No drama unless some a-hole comes picking on you. I hated bully so much. (I was a "victim". My mum took care of him. *smug face*)
What's wrong with being friends?
Right?
xxx
2. make and sell origami cranes.
AHAHAHAHAHAHH. Now I know it's against the school rules. ;D
xxx
3. Make frogs. <3
:) I still do. :D it has a special memory HAHAHAH.
xxx
I also remember vividly this little garden we have in SKBB. It has a big figure 8 stone path dominating the entire thing. :D it was green, mossy, always drenched with water because of the rain and had a big palm tree in one of the holes in 8. The other was a little pond :D
I remember putting our feet in the cold water during recess! Although mossy at the bottom, the water was clear and COLD. :D Hema, Jiet Er, Shakila, Komal, Leyla, Shen Ni, Cherish, Sharanya I RINDU KAMU SEMUA SANGAT SANGAT. <3
And not forgetting the guys as well right? :D Pavithran, Zhi Yang, Kala, Emmanuel and his cool zapper ballpen, Marcus, Christopher, Aiemen :D
And everyone else too. :(
You know, it's really weird but I asked for Komal's contact address a REAL long time ago; her number is STILL THE SAME. :3 now I have to get the guts to call again HAHAHA.
The last time I called, she wasn't home.
xxx
I salute Hema Gunasagaran for what she did was SUPER BRAVE. :D *salute*
And there's definitely gonna be another round down Memory Lane. This round was too short :D
xxx
I love Zee Avi's Honey Bee.
I remember square erasers; mostly I remember them FLYING all over the place XD
You remember too right? Those 20 sen erasers with cartoon characters printed on them? :D
Pokemon, Digimon, Dragonball, HUGE ones that cost RM1, flags (I remember buying Turkey and Morocco SO MANY TIMES. So now I'm pro at the Geo Challenge on Facebook ;D early training yo.) and fragrant RM1 Pikachuuuuuuus XD I really loved them.
Basic rules of eraser war: GET ON TOP. 8D
That sounds wrong HAHAHAHA. You've got one move per turn, that is, you make the eraser jump with your finger towards or on top of your enemy. If you get on top, you win :D normally we play rampas; meaning if I get on top of your eraser I get it, and vice versa.
And then the war evolved to flicking; that one was damn ganas with the guys so I stayed away. XD
Funny how when you're young you don't really care what gender the other person is; if you're friends, you're friends. No drama unless some a-hole comes picking on you. I hated bully so much. (I was a "victim". My mum took care of him. *smug face*)
What's wrong with being friends?
Right?
xxx
2. make and sell origami cranes.
AHAHAHAHAHAHH. Now I know it's against the school rules. ;D
xxx
3. Make frogs. <3
:) I still do. :D it has a special memory HAHAHAH.
xxx
I also remember vividly this little garden we have in SKBB. It has a big figure 8 stone path dominating the entire thing. :D it was green, mossy, always drenched with water because of the rain and had a big palm tree in one of the holes in 8. The other was a little pond :D
I remember putting our feet in the cold water during recess! Although mossy at the bottom, the water was clear and COLD. :D Hema, Jiet Er, Shakila, Komal, Leyla, Shen Ni, Cherish, Sharanya I RINDU KAMU SEMUA SANGAT SANGAT. <3
And not forgetting the guys as well right? :D Pavithran, Zhi Yang, Kala, Emmanuel and his cool zapper ballpen, Marcus, Christopher, Aiemen :D
And everyone else too. :(
You know, it's really weird but I asked for Komal's contact address a REAL long time ago; her number is STILL THE SAME. :3 now I have to get the guts to call again HAHAHA.
The last time I called, she wasn't home.
xxx
I salute Hema Gunasagaran for what she did was SUPER BRAVE. :D *salute*
And there's definitely gonna be another round down Memory Lane. This round was too short :D
xxx
I love Zee Avi's Honey Bee.
99 stars.
Hi. :D
Leanne, Sabina, Melissa, Rebecca and I have made 99 stars as of date. XD
One short of the big 100, but I like it just that way. 99 is so unique.
And we have absolutely no idea how it happened!
HAHAHAHAHA
How long has it been since we buat lucky stars? 1993's childhood has struck me :D
Sejarah calls for kinetic energy to keep the brain awake :D therefore, time well spent.
xxx
I don't know what to blog about :D
So I'll talk about........ a new word! How long since my last new word yes?
Yes? XD
Okay, getting into dictionary mode HAHAHAHAHHAH.
SOPORIFIC.
Awesome big word to describe subjects that make you wanna SLEEP! :D
Soporific is an adjective or noun, meaning causing sleep. XD HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Say you wanna use it in a sentence.... "Sejarah is soporific; hence the 99 lucky stars :D"
OR, "Add Math can be a soporific, unless Pn Liew gets us awesome cake! :D" Hahahahah.
EVERYBODY SHH KAY. :D
xxx
I feel like writing into my diary but I'VE USED IT UP. AIH.
xxx
So now I feel like... reminiscing about my childhood :D let us all walk hand in hand down Memory Lane! :D or at least, my Memory Lane. XD
Leanne, Sabina, Melissa, Rebecca and I have made 99 stars as of date. XD
One short of the big 100, but I like it just that way. 99 is so unique.
And we have absolutely no idea how it happened!
HAHAHAHAHA
How long has it been since we buat lucky stars? 1993's childhood has struck me :D
Sejarah calls for kinetic energy to keep the brain awake :D therefore, time well spent.
xxx
I don't know what to blog about :D
So I'll talk about........ a new word! How long since my last new word yes?
Yes? XD
Okay, getting into dictionary mode HAHAHAHAHHAH.
SOPORIFIC.
Awesome big word to describe subjects that make you wanna SLEEP! :D
Soporific is an adjective or noun, meaning causing sleep. XD HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Say you wanna use it in a sentence.... "Sejarah is soporific; hence the 99 lucky stars :D"
OR, "Add Math can be a soporific, unless Pn Liew gets us awesome cake! :D" Hahahahah.
EVERYBODY SHH KAY. :D
xxx
I feel like writing into my diary but I'VE USED IT UP. AIH.
xxx
So now I feel like... reminiscing about my childhood :D let us all walk hand in hand down Memory Lane! :D or at least, my Memory Lane. XD
Sunday, October 4, 2009
The prince and the princess.
I skipped school. My stomach hurts. So I took Gaviscon. Now it's better. HAHA
I've kept myself so busy these few days, but in the end IT'S STILL MONDAY; CIS! D:
xxx
Have I ever told you in detail about the prince and the princess?
Well. Even if I have. XD I shall do it again!
The princess. She's really, really pretty. XD Her hair is straightened, but unlike the rest hers is more natural, more free-moving. Her eyes are full of fun, warmth and has a special quality; her mouth curves in the cutest way and her smile lights up her whole face. She's got a slender build, poise and her dress sense is unlike the rest as well; long pants or knee length, long sleeved deep coloured shirts, but mostly white shirts with three quarter sleeves and hoodies; kind of like mine but she wears it better. :D Her hands are like the ones in mangas. She comes off as someone friendly, warm, generous, She stands out. Can you picture her?
The prince. Though I won't call him SUPER DUPER HOT AND DREAMY SQUEEEEEE he's actually quite hot, in his own way and without being weird. He's taller than most. He's a bit bigger sized than the others, but he's not fat; it's more of his broad shoulders that tapers down slightly to his waist. (you can actually see the narrowing 8D) His eyes are gentle, his smile sweet. He gives off this protective yet friendly vibe. His hair is a bit lighter than hers, and he smiles a lot :D I think his English is much better than anyone else's in the tuition centre. He stands out.
And the last time I checked,
They are together. ♥
:D
I tell you, they are so effing sweet together! In my early days in the tuition centre, I remember feeling like they were shiny. XD XD hahahahahha that's how I felt.
I doodled a lot of them. PMR called for many intensive classes.
She would say something with a cheeky smile and he'd say some witty comeback and make her laugh. Then she'd slap him on the arm. XD She doesn't slap as much this year; but he's been gone for a long time. HOME TUITION TOOK HIM. D: Parents. XD
Once, my class was waiting outside a classroom for the other class to finish up. Still feeling like an alien, I stood behind the farthest wall where there was a boarded up window without glass panes. I looked through a crack, and I saw them; no one around except for THIS crazy stalker XD so she was saying something up at him, and I couldn't see her face but I could clearly see his. He was smiling, not really listening.. and then suddenly, he raised a hand and cupped the right side of her face gently. Her face tilted slightly upward to face him; his smile was full of tenderness and his eyes spoke tons so gently that I had to look away.
I didn't want to ruin the moment.
:)
I've looked her up on Friendster (though now she's on Facebook) and found out her birthday. HAHAHA. Stalker kan? XD
I wished her happy birthday on impulse early in the year :D and the prince's face was PRICELESS. HAHAHHA. I've never talked to her before then; so her face lit up and she smiled surprisedly at me and said thank you. The prince was all like "But how did you KNOW?" HAHAHAHHAHA. I cannot tell him how I know. ;D I told him I heard word. XD
Then one day he just... stopped coming.
So one English class, I had nowhere to sit and she motioned that I sit down in the chair beside her, where the prince used to sit. I smiled at the unexpected invitation. Remember I said I doodle a lot of them? Well I opened one particular doodle that I was proud of. XD I did it in a strike of inspiration, just like lightning.
I know it's on my art blog. XD but whatever. SEE IT TILL YOU GET SICK, if that's even possible.
So impulsively I showed it to her and pointed at the prince. "Where did he go..?" and she looked at it and looked at me with a weird smile. Immediately I got embarassed XD and I said, "Sorry..? XD" but she replied unexpectedly! "Oh, he goes for home tuition now."
:(
:(
I guess they still see each other in school, so I won't have to worry so much. But I really miss that easy candid camaraderie between them.
And that's how the term Coupledom came to life. :D I wished on a wishing star in March that I'd have that. Thank you wishing star :D you've done so much. But I guess it can wait.
I've kept myself so busy these few days, but in the end IT'S STILL MONDAY; CIS! D:
xxx
Have I ever told you in detail about the prince and the princess?
Well. Even if I have. XD I shall do it again!
The princess. She's really, really pretty. XD Her hair is straightened, but unlike the rest hers is more natural, more free-moving. Her eyes are full of fun, warmth and has a special quality; her mouth curves in the cutest way and her smile lights up her whole face. She's got a slender build, poise and her dress sense is unlike the rest as well; long pants or knee length, long sleeved deep coloured shirts, but mostly white shirts with three quarter sleeves and hoodies; kind of like mine but she wears it better. :D Her hands are like the ones in mangas. She comes off as someone friendly, warm, generous, She stands out. Can you picture her?
The prince. Though I won't call him SUPER DUPER HOT AND DREAMY SQUEEEEEE he's actually quite hot, in his own way and without being weird. He's taller than most. He's a bit bigger sized than the others, but he's not fat; it's more of his broad shoulders that tapers down slightly to his waist. (you can actually see the narrowing 8D) His eyes are gentle, his smile sweet. He gives off this protective yet friendly vibe. His hair is a bit lighter than hers, and he smiles a lot :D I think his English is much better than anyone else's in the tuition centre. He stands out.
And the last time I checked,
They are together. ♥
:D
I tell you, they are so effing sweet together! In my early days in the tuition centre, I remember feeling like they were shiny. XD XD hahahahahha that's how I felt.
I doodled a lot of them. PMR called for many intensive classes.
She would say something with a cheeky smile and he'd say some witty comeback and make her laugh. Then she'd slap him on the arm. XD She doesn't slap as much this year; but he's been gone for a long time. HOME TUITION TOOK HIM. D: Parents. XD
Once, my class was waiting outside a classroom for the other class to finish up. Still feeling like an alien, I stood behind the farthest wall where there was a boarded up window without glass panes. I looked through a crack, and I saw them; no one around except for THIS crazy stalker XD so she was saying something up at him, and I couldn't see her face but I could clearly see his. He was smiling, not really listening.. and then suddenly, he raised a hand and cupped the right side of her face gently. Her face tilted slightly upward to face him; his smile was full of tenderness and his eyes spoke tons so gently that I had to look away.
I didn't want to ruin the moment.
:)
I've looked her up on Friendster (though now she's on Facebook) and found out her birthday. HAHAHA. Stalker kan? XD
I wished her happy birthday on impulse early in the year :D and the prince's face was PRICELESS. HAHAHHA. I've never talked to her before then; so her face lit up and she smiled surprisedly at me and said thank you. The prince was all like "But how did you KNOW?" HAHAHAHHAHA. I cannot tell him how I know. ;D I told him I heard word. XD
Then one day he just... stopped coming.
So one English class, I had nowhere to sit and she motioned that I sit down in the chair beside her, where the prince used to sit. I smiled at the unexpected invitation. Remember I said I doodle a lot of them? Well I opened one particular doodle that I was proud of. XD I did it in a strike of inspiration, just like lightning.
I know it's on my art blog. XD but whatever. SEE IT TILL YOU GET SICK, if that's even possible.
So impulsively I showed it to her and pointed at the prince. "Where did he go..?" and she looked at it and looked at me with a weird smile. Immediately I got embarassed XD and I said, "Sorry..? XD" but she replied unexpectedly! "Oh, he goes for home tuition now."
:(
:(
I guess they still see each other in school, so I won't have to worry so much. But I really miss that easy candid camaraderie between them.
And that's how the term Coupledom came to life. :D I wished on a wishing star in March that I'd have that. Thank you wishing star :D you've done so much. But I guess it can wait.
It killed me.
You know when you've looked up too many lyrics to melancholy songs when you look at the lyrics and know what font they are in :(
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz
xxx
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz
xxx
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