Will someone look that way at me?

Hi. :)
That way, meaning like... I'll be looking somewhere, distracted and...
He'll look at me so intensely.
Like I have to be figured out.
Like I'm missed badly.
Like he wants to hug me but others are watching.
Like he has feelings for me, and it'll fluster me so because I feel the same way.
And then he looks away mysteriously.
OOH. Drawing inspiration has struck. XD
xxx
I have a picture of the look. :D ask me, and I shall show it to you (but it's on the computer lah. XD) ..... he's an incredible singer. And she's incredibly pretty. It comes mainly from her genuine smile.

I love the picture.

Can't he tell that I can't breathe?

Listening and playing the guitar to a lot of Taylor Swift lately.

How can all these people write incredible melodies and lyrics?

I'm jealous.

xxx

Feeling a little heartbroken XD

I shall give up on the outside. I'd hate to become the tai kah po (other woman, namely the bitch) XD blame my vocabulary on my BM teacher HAHAHAHA

ALL THE BEST 8D

xxx

So I went for tuition.

I sat down to this girl, who smelled really nice.

Then another girl sat down next to me.

She carried this weird, familiar scent; something I've lived with for almost 15 years. My dad quit recently ;D

Smoke.

Yes, I knew it was smoke.

This stench I knew so well made me have a little panic attack!

I was like, what should I do, what should I say? I've only talked to this girl a few times, I wasn't all that close to her. I didn't want to appear like a KPC (safe to say I like being neutral and well. Safe) and butt in into what she chose to do. I figured I'd slyly drop a comment or something, but well. I decided against it.

TARTAR SAUCE.

Before it goes into the vault

What the hell?! How can you put Pinocchio in the frickin' vault Disney?! D:
At least don't tell us :(
Don't tell me.
AIH.
xxx
Bye bye now. It was fun.
My hopes are crushed once again.
But what the hell, yes?
:)
xxx
I'm on an angry rampage. God help me.

Log in, try to hack me.

Sexy and catchy riffs are the best.
xxx
So what up people? :D
Or should I say, person....
Or should I say, nobody................ that I know of.
Hah. I update for myself anyway :D
I figured I wanna make a stranger (an unshady looking stranger) smile tomorrow.
BRACE YOURSELF. :D
xxx
You know, playlist.com had this licensing restriction thing going on once. It went away after a few weeks, so I waited a long time for my playlist to jumpstart and make all of you start smiling at home again.
OH WELL :) I put another playlist in to keep you company while I wait some more. :D

Wavy

I've... cut my hair.
It's like a liberation, of sorts. I know it's not exactly the best time to cut my hair XD it didn't turn out like how I wanted it to.
But I trust the hairdresser.
:D wo xiang xing ni! Hahahhaha. The experience was so exciting and full of adrenaline! I don't know why, so I can't explain it. My hair was so easily cut off, and laid in piles of wavy stuff on the floor. I guess this is as close as I get to the experiences of cancer patients.
Unless one day I really decide to shave my head bald. :D
Speaking of cancer..
Goodbye, Patrick Swayze. Rest in peace :)
I really loved Ghost, where he was the... well, ghost. XD I only watched it once when I was small but it left an impression on me. Someone can really feel for someone, however invisible the person is. Yes?
I hope so.
xxx
The loss of a loved one is really painful.
I almost cried when I heard.
I tend to get very absorbed. And Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye isn't helping. Hahaha.

So darling, put your goggles on and up, up and away we'll fly.

I'm in love! :D
With Phineas and Ferb. Hahahhahahahaha

The Paper Pelican's in-flight show from De Plane, De Plane is the best! :D Hahaha. Especially because of the song, The Paper Pelican Floor Show.



:D hubba hubba Ferb. Haha!
xxx
I went for tuition yesterday. I don't know what's with them, but so far all reactions are very... measured. And hesitant. Smiles are genuine though, that's a good sign. :)
I WON'T BITE, I SWEAR :B
I come in peace.
Wait, why am I talking like an alien?! TT _ TT Hahaha. I shall smile more at them.
Maybe they'll thaw out.

Peek much

Let's try the Trebuchet. XD Hahahaha.
So.
Here I am to tell you about Monday. I guess.
LET DOWN MUCH
I was so excited I could garner some more information on him and then my Pa casually dropped a comment, "Oh Mr Mark said there will be no class today; replacement is on Sunday."
O_O camtu lah muka saya.
Hahahahahha :) but Sunday would also be perfect. If he were or weren't there it'd be perfect; I really really love the sky at 6 p.m. over there. The sun is positioned just right and the sky is an absolutely delicious mix of pink and blue and white fluffy clouds. :D
I guess I'll have Sunday and then Monday, no? That way I can get to know him more. I guess. XD
One day when he finds out I doodle and scribble so much about his quirks, I'll ask him what he thought of me. HEHEHE. :)
Now I have to get back to my drawing. If not, Patricia's gonna have my ass for breakfast along with whatever sandwich she packs along for rehat. XD BAIIII have a happy 9.09.09!

Long

09.09.09
How to say this?
The pronounciation of 9 in Cantonese is like the word "long" so, whatever done today will be longlasting. SO.
I love all my friends.
I love all my best friends. You know who you are.
Especially yang takde di sini. :)
I love my family.
I love my crushes. XD
I love my diary.
I love my stuffed toys. XD
I love mai Father 8D
And I love my Pa and Ma.
WHEE. Thank you for reading. XD

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and she's always gone too long
Anytime she goes away.
Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
And this house just ain't no home, anytime she goes away.
And
I know (x26 YES I COUNTED haha)
Hey, I ought to leave the young thing alone
But ain't no sunshine when she's gone.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home, anytime she goes away.

I love this song. It's easy to sing. It's the blues. And it expresses what I feel when someone's not here with me.
:) You see, the "she" is also interhangeable with "he" 8D hahahahaha
Go listen to this song! :D

Weak

I love you so very much, Chandnini Sharma :)
I really wanna say be strong, but it's hard to do.
So.
You've got us. :) And that is as true as it can get. As true as rain falling in Malaysia yo :)
xxx
The antibacterial liquid we used just now smells good. Hahahaha.
I touched her hair! :D SO SOFT~ hahahaha.

Up ♥

The most fulfilling, touching story I've seen in a long time.
Besides Sepet, of course.
♥
This is the song that almost made me cry. Watch the movie. :)

Newton, be mine

No, not Physics. XD

Newton Livingston / Jason Dolley from Cory In The House.
Newton, or Newt is just so lovably silly. XD And not entirely stupid as well! YES, he has his moments.
He has shirts I love.
I love his hair! Very... versatile.
He has necklaces I long for hahahaha
But the thing that really made me like Newt (and in turn Jason Dolley) was that episode where, where...

Newt was young. Boy meets girl; both of them liked each other but I think he had to move away. So one night before he did, they made a pact to save their first kisses for each other.

They've grown up now; one beautiful and the other still childish, naive but also more than decent. XD One dismissed it as a childish pact and had a special person. Newt kept his promise. 8D

CALL THE AMBULANCE my heart runneth over again!! XD I've wanted to see that episode again but they never rerun it 8( I have to watch Cory In The House more. HEE.

Then came Minutemen, where Virgil / Jason Dolley (they always give him weird names XD) has feelings for this good friend of his but she gets to gether with another good friend of his as well. I say aww. XD I watched it for Jason Dolley but loved the story and the rest of the characters in the end. :) especially that really really tall Nicholas Braun. :D

Hatching Pete was good too! Pete Ivey, who was always invisible gets the girl after he reveals who he is to the school. Who he really is, to the girl, his family and best friend. But, I think the turning point for my celeb crush is the first kiss thing. Hahahahaha.

Just being a girl with fanciful dreams. And with Disney Channel. XD