let's go quiet to the park where it first started

26 NOV 2011 ♥

:)

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In Your Arms - Kina Grannis

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♥ you kina

Ours To Keep - Kina Grannis

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How does circumstance
Seem to cost us every chance
At living out the truth in our hearts

It seems the best laid plans
Fall just outside our hands
And leave us broken down and far apart

But if faith plays a role
I know someday I'll hold you in my arms forevermore

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like it's ours to keep

I wish there was a way
That we could somehow stay
In this perfect moment in time

I'd give up everything
Cause this is all I dream about
Whenever I'm alone inside my mind

I pray faith plays a role
So that someday I'll hold you in my arms forevermore

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like its ours to keep

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like it's ours to keep

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What if he read the last post? HAHA facepalm :D

Because.. I would wait till he was okay with this thing we have.

And I realized 3 months is actually quite a short time hahaha i fail :D

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It's hard to be in touch with him.

When I'm awake he'd be sleeping, and when he's up I'll be dreaming.

(I mean I sleep a lot but STILL)

My idea of having someone to hold actually didn't have this, I thought it'd be spending a lot of time with each other just talking or whiling away the time being happy and silly.

But time apart just makes me appreciate time with him more, and longing to see him makes seeing him even sweeter. I miss him so, but everything will be okay.

:)

"I know someday I'll hold you in my arms."

Till my arms hurt teehee :)

heavyhearted

It's not everyday someone likes me.

It's even rarer that someone I like likes me.

So why the hell am I being so stupid about it?

I want him to want me as much as I want to be with him.

Because I am impatient, I tend to initiate things when he says we'd take it slow.

Take it slow my foot!

Then stop making me melt everytime you say sayang, kiss me on the head and cheek, hug me, say you like me and all that shit couples do!

Wtf?

Because I mentioned liking you, you say it back.

I don't want to push you in the direction of asking me,

I want you to ask because you'd want someone special to hold.

I hate feeling this unreasonable.

And then he goes around being accepting and sweet.

-_________-

pms-ing much?

Sigh.