Thursday, September 4, 2008

Stumped and Alone

I have just finished massaging my youngest sister to sleep. XD Ahahahaha!
So as the title suggests, I am totally and utterly stumped. Stupefied. Silly. XD
Ecky has not been PRESENT in school lately XD hahaha! Hope you're doing well! (as you always get sick XD)
Serra's told me that apparently, hazel eyes likes me. Her words went sum'min like this:
If you were to choose between cookie cutter and hazel eyes, which one would you pick?
I stammered and stuttered and mumbled, then said cookie cutter. Y'know, maybe I like him more because of constant contact.
He (hazel eyes), told me this morning, that he like like(s/d??) you. So... what're you gonna do? Don't break his heart! He's a good friend, my best friend. .... (I don't quite remember, but it went along the lines of that)
I'm just gonna bloody rant right here and now, as I can't do it anywhere else as I KNOW, that sometimes people do not want to listen to my pathetic and full of myself ramblings.
Don't deny it ;D
I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do! I mean, I have had a thing of sorts for hazel eyes since last year as he always got prefect duty at our Form 2 stairs. I smile at him just to see his serious mask, break. Unspoken.
.....WAIT breaking news! Lara's grandmother in IPOH (XD) has gotten really really sick, and Lara's on her way to the hospital there. I dunno what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll stay up the whole night to accompany her. I shall! XD At times, beauty sleep needs to be sacrificed XD Ahahahahaha! I just want to be there for everyone. Yes? :D Well. God, I do hope that things will fall as they should and let the chips fall as they may. DOUSE Lara, her grandma and her family with courage and strength!
Back to the stairs. XD
Lara dared me once to ask him for his name. XD I didn't do it. Still haven't. XD
Since then we've smiled at each other.
I got to know his name from sneaking sly looks at his name tag last year and accidentally overhearing some people conversing about him XD I never even saw him smile till the end of last year, and I've heard his voice then too. For the first time. How very lame. XD Ahahaha!
We've never even had an introduction! This is so gonna be in Deai. (Deai is my manga thingy based on hazel eyes and Ashley XD)
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This is what I wrote yesterday. Today Ecky and I talked in a "mature and adult" way XD XD So I am not alone! :D
I'm still confused.
I guess if we'd had some kind of introduction, and talked, maybe I'd like hazel eyes as much as I do the cookie cutter?
Oh that reminds me! Today, my friend's sister Ashley had pains in her stomach near the school office, and that happened to be where cookie cutter had his duty, so I ran down the stairs he was guarding straight to Ashley. I know she was frustrated and on the verge of tears and all, but she was on the phone and looking at a teacher beside her who was letting Ashley use her phone, so I couldn't help but be distracted XD he kept looking over at our direction..... but how do I know this? Because I look over at him XD I sigh at myself. XD ahahahaha!
Lara's grandmother is deciding not to eat and drink and be on any feeding tubes or IV drips of any sort. I dunno what I shall do.
A good day to all of you who read this ^^ :D

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