It ain't gone

This fever ain't gone.
I thought it was, then it came back D: but I shall conquer you! XD
After the increased dosage of one Panadol to 2 pills, (is the correct dosage 2 pills? Cause I've always been taking one hahaha) I feel better. I guess. I lost 2kg! I want my dinner~ hahahahaha!
Hey hey, what exactly does Panadol do to you?
My dad says it thins the blood so the pressure reduces, taking away the headache. At least. I think that's what he said. XD
So if I take a lot of Panadol, what would it do?
= =

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Anyway. Let's just pretend that Alex hasn't said anything crazy :D
Oh I'm so psyched! Just a few more moments to the moment. THE moment. :)
Whee.
I'm gonna have to bawa a jacket. :D

Happy holidays

is what I want to wish everyone out there :) It's a time to get together with friends and create memories to tell your grandchildren and not SIT AT HOME FEELING FRICKEN BORED like the way I am now :D mmkay? Hahahahaha.
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So. Ho hum. I stayed at home instead of following everyone to Low Yat because the fever came back :( so I have the time of the world to blog.....

OR.

I can go watch Final Fantasy 7 : Advent Children then have myself some Studio Ghibli~ :D Bahahahaha. I think we all know what's the obvious choice.
Right?
'Cause saya tak tahu, as always :D
OHOHOHOHO~ I finally know how to change "Posted by" :D yeay. Took me long enough.
I wanna watch Hatching Pete so bad. Jason Dolley and Mitchel Musso and the chicken! XD hahahaha.
Good day!

GOSH.

After I wrote Terfikir (below post) I started shivering violently! I don't know what happened but I shivered and my teeth chattered, it wasn't the normal 'brrr' but it was BRRRCHATTERCHATTERwaiiiiiiiBRR xD
My sister said I was acting like I was dying hahahaha. I think my fever is okay now... by a little bit.
And I feel taller already hahahaha.
Good day :)

Terfikir

I wonder :D who reads Of Music and Sundays? Please leave a comment on the CBox :)

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I'm BURNING UP. Whoo I love fevers. It means I grow 1/2 an inch! Hahahaha.
I can't wait for Monday....
And I can't wait to go home and sweat this fever out. Hahaha.
Good day :D

Satisfaction

Bahahaha Rolling Stones baby. :)
I'm satisfied because I saw Chandni in all her hilarious glory :D she cracked Hema and I up so many times today!
We played UNO Spin at first (I won ;D hahahaha) and it seemed to go on for AGES because there was this thing on the spinny-wheel thingy that stated we mesti draw cards until we get red or blue. AIYO that thing caused us all to have half-decks in our hands hahahaha!
Then we had lunch. Chandni's mom and Midsy (hahaha I tak tahu nak eja) made all of us this spaghetti like thing. I know it wasn't spaghetti and it was THINNER than spaghetti hahahaha. It had sawi, tauhu, potato wedges and other vegetables inside and it was yum! :D
I brought my lame mashed potatoes. Hahaha Hema asked me to help her make lame mashed potatoes XD I drew a heart in it but no one noticed. Well.. I guess we all ate the love of Alex :D Yay!
I was on edge the whole time, I thought my mashed potatoes suddenly decided to turn on me and go sour or something XD and then they said it was nice! I felt so happy. :) thanks you wonderful people.
And so after lunch we watched TV for a bit. Then we beralih ke Carrom! XD hahahahaha
I've never played Carrom before and my first time was so cool! Chandni was like hitting her pieces in the snooker holes one by one hahahahaha. Hema does the best sabo-Chadi job ever. Hahahaha sabotaaaaaage together yes Hema? :D
The Carrom pieces are called Men. HAHAHAHA
So naturally a lot of bad puns surfaced and revealed themselves XD

Keep your fingers off my man! (Channnnndni I warn you HAHA)

I'm confronting my man :D (I stared at this one piece because I thought it had a camel on it XD)

Hahaha those came from me. I know a few came from Chandni and Hema but I takleh ingat because it's late XD

After Chandni gave up hitting her men into holes HAHA, we glanced at the TV and guess what~ Chandni's favourite show came on HAHAHA! These two people were romancing and Chandni couldn't keep her eyes off the TV. Hahahahhahaha I know I know Chandni :D

We then had ice cream and jelly.... while waiting for Leanne. We got a message saying she couldn't come :( but the jelly was really funny XD it was sort of pepejal but it looked so watery! XD Hema kept shlapping it all over the place hahahaha! But the combination was really good.

Then we proceeded to play Rami/Jinrami. Whoo hoo :D Hema's not very good at keeping her cards secret HAHA

We also played Bluff. While we played bluff Chandni's mom and Hema discussed the recipe for French toast and Chandni's mom experimented. It was delicious weih, with the cinnamon scent just tingling in the nose hahahahha that came out wrong. And Chandni! You already have TEN Carrom men and now you have Doughboy TOO? Hahaha!

We went home shortly after that. I tell you the conversations that all four of us had were hilarious XD It was beautiful.

VERY beautiful, seeing Chandni and Hema abiding the pyjama rule and I forgot about it HAHA
I love your hands Chadi :D

Tomorrow's the Teacher's Day events. I wanna be there on the last day of school but I don't want to either hahaha. I go to see my lovely friends and if I get lucky, him.

Happy belated birthday Joyce and Ryan GOH :D I love the both of you with your characteristic quietness YET both of you can be quite funny if you let go. Hahahaha Happy 14th. :) Good day!

Owari!

Somebody pinch me.
IT'S FINALLY OVER
ALL THIS MELANCHOLY ABOUT HER
OVER
Over
over?
Hmm. I still feel melancholy.
BUT IT'S OVER
CHEMO IS OVER :D
Just a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down..
We're gonna be your sugar :)
I'll be seeing you. Be prepared.

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I made a small move Monday.
Touch.
Is key.
Hee.☺

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What if you lose yourself sometimes?
And I'll be the one to find you safe in my heart.

Shit. This is seriously more serious than how serious I thought it seriously was XD

Getting less creative.

Cause all I say,
It doesn't matter anyway.
All I say,
It doesn't matter anyway.
I'm giving up,
So call my bluff
Cause I just need to be reminded who I am
I'm falling apart.

Falling Apart - Matt Nathanson

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Oh meh. I love you guitar. Nobody's there beside me like you do. WHOO :)

Tell me

What do you think of the new playlist? :D
I know it's as long as the other but bear with me.
The Bathroom Wall is such a great place. XD I got to know of a few bands. That, plus other names that pop up equals almost one day on the computer listening to new songs. Hahaha
Ingrid Michaelson is good :D

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I am giving up, on making passes.

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Matt Nathanson is also amazing :D can anyone else recommend someone with the same sound?
Good day.... I don't have anything else to write about. Other than it's probably for the best that I keep my mouth and heart shut.

Shut.

I wanna see Chandni :( but it's her last chemo. Discharged tomorrow and awfully proud of it :D

Can I say I miss you?

Well. I do. I do I do I do I do. :) and just so you know Love For A Child is dedicated to you, as you mentioned somewhere that this was a lovely song. I miss you so much! I NEED A TRIGONOMETRY TEACHER :D bahahahaha I suka kacau you lah.
I even remember laughing like a madwoman in the bengkel kayu. Because of you lah.

You, my lovely lovely beautiful and strong friend, we shall fill each other's cups with a little bit of innocence because we haven't had enough. :)

Chandni Sharma.

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I miss you and your little quirks that perversely makes me happy although I'm not supposed to.
Each week.

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I miss your outbursts and quips. And the water war of good times, of course!

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I miss easy camaraderie where embarassing stuff comes out and no one bothers because we have such a good time laughing with and at each other. MY GOSH like at Domino's. Hahahaha

Ray Lamontagne is playing. Hahahaha good music for the mood.

Uh oh.

Something's going terribly wrong. I can't stop it! I can't stop thinking about it!

And yet I still swoon.

CIS. *attacks own hair lul*

Pssh. I was forced

to dedicate a post to my sister. = = hahahaha this is all your doing right? YES. Right. :D

She's so funny. XD memang banyak berlambak the things she does (and NEVER does) at home. Like the incident concerning a slippery baju kurung. And the times where she blames us IN HER SLEEP and then goes back to sleep again. And the things she only says in front of me. Watch your mouth!

So here's to the laughter (of course, how can we not laugh at you HAHAHAHA kidding lah) and the fights, the tears, the sleep talking and the Denzel Washingtons. HEE. HEE HEE. hahahaah

And you bacalah the dictionary, it's good for you XD XD

So you know how disallowed is pronounced LUL LUL :D :D

Hahahahhahahhahaha I don't post well under reader's pressure~

Hana Kimi Special!

I watched it. I nearly died laughing HAHAHAHA
Especially where Nakatsu revives to say, "Homo janai~" then pengsan. Hahahahha!
It's a must watch. Just for stress relief and funny ghey scenes. XD

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Wondering why Joseph-Maurice Ravel's Miroirs: Alborada del gracioso is on my playlist?

Well. I also watched Nodame Cantabile: Shinshun Special in Europe XD YES I KNOW I MUST STUDY OSJHBDUJAVUHDOI

Doi. Hahaha

It was the first piece she played when she got to Paris and I loved the playful chords at the beginning and all the MajorSevens :D hahahahha they sound nice lah. I'm partial to them.
And how about that ending wei?

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I'm addicted to the Bathroom Wall. Oh I can't wait for Monday :D :D
Somehow I love this blog. My baby! :D I have a lot of babies AHAHHA.

Guitar, Nodame Cantabile, Nodame Cantabile Special, (BUY Hana Kimi cuz I tak habis tengok lagi. I was so sad when I watched the Special XD), books, mechanical pencil, ERASERS OMG, Hana Kimi Special, Spring Waltz, Spring Waltz soundtrack. Next on my list is Fruits Basket ;D I'm a hoarder!

My playlist is getting too long lah... I'll be switching here and there, will that be okay? :)

Happy belated birthday ♥

Eh, wow much.

Kenapalah semua orang dah come face to face with that crazy little thing called love and saya belum? XD Bahahaha wrong time. Very very wrong time much :D

I miss you. Meh.

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11th May: Happy birthday Sarah Elise and Howie! :D

OMJ DANKE, Sarah for being such a lovely friend to be jobless with! :D I know I don't know much about you but I luff you anyway :D and like. Turtle face is cute! XD

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Posts I have to ingat....

1.CF Rally that day. Ah. The first time I jammed. XD

2.Magic Carnival. :D enchantment much~

3.Doppelganger- Rockin' for the Environment 8D

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OHHHHH my collection hampir complete! Now I need the Hana Kimi Japanese series, Fruits Basket and... hmm I dunno. What I DO know is I got Nodame Cantabile and the Shinshun Special in Europe! XD~~~~~ and the soundtrack. Ah. Gila xing fu.

And you know what else? I went to Czip Lee and got the book. Got. The. Book. BEHEHEHE.

Good day people :D

Potong ♥

The wonderful potong will never be found anywhere else that's exactly like the ones in Malaysia. :D The way it melts super fast and consequently we have to eat it superfast, the durian flavour (not everyone suka durian kan? That's sad.), the keladi, the jagung, the cendol and how every flavour I mention comes out in BM XD It's wunderbar!

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Listen to Missing Star by Yuna! :D I advertise a lot. HAHA.
It's short for a song, only one verse and one chorus(?) :D

Listen to If It Kills Me! XD Jason Mraz whoo! Facebook Bathroom Wall whoo! :D haha random.

I think I'm gonna lose my voice. :( I don't like getting sick because I can't sing in my bedroom then.... but otherwise it's fun :D

I CAN'T VISIT CHANDNIIIIIIIII 8( I don't fancy being sick much now.

But don't worry, next time I come for you Chutney is the day I make mashed potatoes as buah tangan :D hahahahhaa

Good day!

From boss to dad.

This was taken from Mei Chern's blog :D it is a Tourism Malaysia 2008 advertisement and it features her lovely, soothing voice.

See the little boy's expression when his dad rejected the call from the office; it's wonderful. :D I love you little boy!

We question what we are

We question what we are
This has been the best so far
And I miss you when we are apart
I barely even know you
You rarely do this too
And I don't usually talk to strangers until I met you.

*And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
We are proud enough to not to know
That we aren't strong enough to let it go
And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
We could be a thousand years apart
But you will always have my heart.

Well this has been nice
We'll meet again sometime
But I can't promise you
I'm flying away
When I'm on top of some building in Montreal
With the lovely view
I'll think of you.

(*)

We'll go on that backpacking trip
we planned around Europe
And in seven different languages
We'll learn how to say hello
Oh we'll yodel on top of the Eiffel Tower
Drive around Rome before we head on home

See it's a small world, darling
And we are still young
You might be so far away
We might just meet again someday.

(*)

Backpacking Around Europe
-Yuna

I absolutely love this song. And just so you know, the dark purple is dedicated to you, Nick :D thank you so much for visiting, if this is the site you visited!

Thanks to Cat, I can now read The Boy Who Loved Clouds online. But I still want that book. XD


"The boy believes the balloon, and therefore

floats up into the sky."


I fell in love with the book. Hahaha.


"One side was shouting,

Different beliefs!

The other side was shouting,

Different anger!

Both sides were screaming,

WAR!

...With the flow of time, men were

all destroyed simply by themselves."


It's a beautiful book. :)
Just go look, okay? The Boy Who Loved Clouds by Chin Yew. :)http://www.scribd.com/doc/5337347/The-Boy-Who-Loved-Clouds Good day all!

The Boy Who Loved Clouds

Am I glad to have you guys. :)

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Today was surprisingly okay. Need to start studying today though. You hear meh Leanne-sama and Sabina? :D

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I was at Czip Lee's and I saw this little square book. It was the best printing job I've seen, all the colours so vivid on the page and the paper of good quality. For RM22! I want it.

"The Boy Who Loved Clouds"

Written and illustrated by this talented person. (I forgot the name haha) I loved the story, I loved the pictures even more! It covers positivity and negativity, the good and the bad, the lies and the love, touching clouds above, failing and finding truth, finding love. Oh I want it so bad. XD

Yes go to Czip Lee's or anywhere else, I dunno, if only to just glimpse the cover of the book. GO! :D

Good day.

Black Hole

I'm beginning to see it. The way I'm falling, with no one to tell what I fear the most. The way everything gets pent up inside and there's no way to express it. I am imploding, and I can't stop it from getting sucked up again into my heart.