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Happy the 14th the birthday the Hippo!!! :D Hope you enjoy this year as much as you enjoyed ice skating, without meh. XD
YOU MEANIE! :D
Thank you for last year; full of troubles and screams but we had a blast. Didn't we? Didn't we? *nudge* ahahahahahha be my VALENTINE! :D you said that you'd say yes to whoever asked you first! SAY YES! XD

Lala Land here I come!

Hello there~ :D finally I'm gonna update.
Oh wow there are so many fish in the ocean :D ahahahhaha
School has been okay. He's in the class 8D yay. Still, you know, I feel like that magic punya time has passed.. last year, the climax of the book was the water war! :D And now the anti climax, and finally the ending. Ending lah ni, is it? I accept it. :) Boleh lah..
Tuition is GREAT! The dark horse is like a jock, but a good hearted one maybe? :D He seems to look at me too. This just proves that mystery is so very intriguing (cause I look at him too XD)
007's still there! Yay. He's in Art now though.
I dunno why, but this year it seems like I've changed a bit. The clothes I try on (my initial aim was lala and long sleeves..) are all dark colours O . O black and purple. Long sleeves, and I got a pair of shorts!! :D lala land here I come. Hahaha! I've cried more too. Darn it. XD Again I thank Alex the fatfat for being such a good cousin. XD I thank the Mango and Leanne sama too! Recently been telling them more, and they've been so frickin nice. They ALMOST made me cry. Almost. XD I HAVE FRIENDS THAT MAKE ME CRY ZOMG 8D
Form 4 is so cool. I went to the first meeting of Scouts and whaddya know, I realize that I'm a senior! A real live senior!! XD Ahahahahha and all the Form 1s were so cute; I smiled at everyone to be a one of a kind senior? XD Yes. En Nasri was announcing Sarah Aliah (my heroine! Ahahahah) then Shu Ping, then Syafiq :D then he said "and the Assistant Setiausaha.. siapa ah?" Me:"........(looking at teacher, vaguely listening)..... EH WHUT" Then I raised my hand. XD Ahahahahah I laughed XD
I miss my tonari no hoshi (star beside meh)!! D: And yes, you do know what I'm talking about, Serra. XD Hahahaha. You better brace yourself cause I'm reading all kinds of books to be more assertive! I'm gonna have to talk more. Haha
I skipped school today; sick! :) Heating up. = = but I love it, cause I didn't go to school and keep up some kind of pretense in front of Wye Zhi. She seems lonely. Come back, c'mon. :(
I miss Chaaaaaandni! :) The whole thing has turned round! The chemo shrinked....... AI MEANT SHRUNK XD the tumour and now It's tiny! Miniscule beb! :D Operation slotted for the 23rd, methinks. :D Go ask Channnnnnndini again. XD Her whole family is so very fun to be with. :)
Endorphines beb, they put the carcinomas to sleep. *mafia* XD ahahha
I sure can screw things up. :D
Next week I'm going off to Kuching! :D yay. The Nay part is that maybe the Ed Board and the prefectorial board's gonna hold the interviews next week. Or maybe even the 4th of Feb, where I come home in the evening from Kuching. Damn it. Yesh, I applied again. :) I'm not gonna let rejection hold me back; not after what Pa said to meh!
"Good; I like your determination and persistence" \^ o ^/ yay much! :D
I guess that's it. :D Good Day! :)

Wishes ^^

Happy birthday Chandni :D I LUFF YOU!
Merry belated Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone. :D

Otanjobi ni omedeto! XD

Happy Birthday Leanne-sama! Though it's late on the blog you know I wished you on the day! XD So heads up; one birthday song in a foreign language coming up! XD


Viel Glück und viel Segen
auf all deinen Wegen
Gesundheit und Frohsinn
sei auch mit dabei


Love meh, hate meh, I still think you're great! Sorry for any wrongdoings on my part and have a great year!! :D Translation in case.. you can't understand XD I CAN'T! Whee.

Good luck and lots of blessings
In all your ways
I wish you Health (Gesundheit!) and happiness! :D

hahahahaha!
So other than that the only other exciting things are Iman :D, my youngest sister----- and of course Benchmarx (no individuals are named since I'm clueless XD) commenting and making my heart go "like the clappers" at their discovery of this wacked out blog. HOW?!XD hahahaha thank you, you guys!! I wanna watch you people do your thang sometime soon! :D
:D
Yesh I do. :D
youngest sister, Chloe; today she has unwittingly forced me to down some Fraser and Neave (F&N!)'s Ginger Beer!
........................................it's actually quite nice XD take a long sip though, it's better. Ahahahaha though now I'm feeling rather hot.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA The hippo just tried it and her reaction to it iz HILARIOUS XD
"No wonder you didn't drink a lot! BLEH" Next time, I'm not taking Chloe's advice from the stuff she reads. Ginger ale/beer stays in Enid Blyton's for the moment, haha!
Chandni's got through her second round of chemo! :D I'm so proud of that problem child :'D
So.. I think that's about it. EII wait! Big Fish is good, watch it when you've got time! :D Ewan McGregor whoo!
The nursery's been full of drama! A 2 and a half year old French girl pushed Iman slightly and he didn't really like it; she felt sorry and tried to kiss him repeatedly. Iman, being Iman, pushed her away XD and began to cry. Ahahahaha! Some twisted Georgie Porgie this is. XD
Good day everyone =D

And of course, headlining the set is...

MEI CHERN!
*faints*
hahaha! She played so many songs that Sunday, it was so amazing. Her voice is as merdu as her recordings! :D
Sunny Days, My Time, Sleeping, Do You See Me Like You, Beautiful Minds (which previously was Sunny Minds I think? Haha) and her cover of Breathe by Faith Hill.
Everyone of her songs are inspired by something! Like Do You See Me Like You was written because they were gonna build this dam that was gonna cause.... complications XD to the people surrounding the river. The idea has been shelved! *thumbs up*
Haha. Sleeping was inspired by a conversation with her friend; about life and carpe diem, sorta. :D maybe one day you'll wake up feeling old and feeling like you've never done enough. So go ahead and seize the day by the scruff! XD
My Time pula was born based on the story of a father and the loss of his child, I think? :)
I don't remember :D hahahhahaha tak insaf!
Thank you for reading and have a nice day. :D Next post coming in an hour's time XD

Doppelganger

DOPPELGANGER ROCKED THE HOUSE! Hahahahahha! :D
Okay before going off to the whole story, first let my share that the day I wrote about the kingdom, I went off to tuition and sat in the spare seat beside the white prince XD Aiseh man.
So.
Performances completely blew me away. DAMN! 8D I was so darned happy I didn't realize I couldn't be in a place that served alcohol!!! XD what the hell, MarketplaceKL is a restaurant/lounge so I guess it's OKAY :D I hope it's okay. Nobody noticed *highpitched scream* I LOOK OLD :D
First and only person to say hi was Jasmine Low aka Jaz, who was the juruacara ^^ she thought I was playing ahahaha XD I want to. Oh yeah!
And so she warmed us up with three short stories that she wrote herself; one was about the changes that're happening so quickly and that "you" don't give a damn about it. Next I forgot but the last was entitled The Man In The Middle Lane or something along that line. She surprised me a bit when she went all "VROOOM! Honk honk!" then "move along you man in the middle lane! Can't you see that this is a highway where ALL I wanna do is to go vroom vroom out of your way? You're going nowhere yet going somewhere." Unfortunately that's all I can quote; not even verbatim. = = beh.
Then I went to the toilet to reassure myself because I was clearly the only 15 year old there while everyone else looked so mature D: I was pinching myself when... SOMEONE JUMPED ME! Yes. He buka the toilet door that I forgot to lock. XD "Ei?" "OOPS sorry! Sorry there," said he with a shirt that says "YES! It's really me". XD He exited (of course) and I pinched some more figuring he would just walk away or something.. I walked out and there he was with his friend in a black shirt! (on the left of the picture)
"Again I'm sorry!" "It's okay XD" "-------" I don't remember registering anything else he said. :D dayum!
Then the bartender and I made small talk that had many long "companionable" silences.. but he was friendly. :) I don't remember asking for his name though, sigh. He asked whether it was my first time round and that whether my mama knew I was out. HAHA
I toured the place and it had... A DISCO BALL! :D hahahhahaha! It was so cool, the light reflecting off the ball like the one I saw in Keroro. Afro Gunsou! XD
Performances time! First up after Jasmine was Nick Davis. He sang two songs that were melancholy with a great tune; first was solo, the last was with a guy named Ronnie. :D

Nick's the guy with the shirt that says PI! :D
He sang with a real soulful voice that night last week. And he didn't run off key! Can you say respect? Hahaha.
Next up is Darren Teh; aka An Honest Mistake. He went solo :) I don't have a picture of him! DARN IT D: but I remember one title! This Song Is So Random (I Don't Know Why) XD go look him up on Facebook!!! :D catchy tune, good personality I guess; he made a few mistakes and smiled sheepishly. :D *thumbs up*
The next performance I saw was Peter Hassan Brown, Markiza and Ronnie again! :) Ronnie is pretty good but I couldn't get a good enough picture. AIH. First song was Like The Polar Bear! They're singing about global warming and how it's affecting the polar bears as a metaphor. No more ice to stand on. The middle song I don't remember but I really want to; that song was the best of the bunch! The last song is Sad Tomorrow; myspace has it on the page of Peter G Brown. Or go to www.lemang.com! :D hahahahha coincidental nyer.
The last I heard (AND THE BEST) before I left for home was BENCHMARX! I didn't know that the guy who jumped me in the toilet was part of a 5 man band called Benchmarx! www.thebenchmarx.com the picture there's so cool XD
GO LISTEN TO THEM NOW! *points to links list* Malaysia Boleh! :D
They played Face Down, Malaysia Boleh and Mission. The other two I tak tahu XD they were pretty damn good and the guy (whose name is Steve I think?) had infectious stage presence. *starry-eyed* hahahaha! :) The black shirt guy played lead guitar and he was so good my eyes popped out XD drummer was so serious, and the bass guy was so cool. XD Then the last but not least, the other half of the vocals! :D His higher than average voice is pretty cool especially when he went up on stage. Whoo! :D
And I don't know about you but voice plays a good part of a guy's appeal, ne? :D Like Lifehouse's vocals, Tony Desare.. and definitely Steve! He sang Mission. Go listen.

I'm on a mission for permission to kick ass with my band. Oh yeah! :D He was even drinking his beer onstage, CRAP MAN I WANNA DO THAT XD
Don't mind me haha! :)

Iman and the "Kingdom"

Guess what people? I'm working with kids! XD
It's a good way to pass the time. And yesterday was the best because this little taciturn 3 year old Iman finally talked and smiled at me! :D And chased me around the table many times but that's another story haha XD Syahmi hugged me goodbye. Yay! XD
Example of a conversation with Iman:

"Buat apa?"
"Cikgu makan lah ni.."
"Makan apa?"
"Makan mi!"
"(holds up a piece of noodle) Mi apa ni?"
"Itu kuey tiau."
"Mi apa?"

"Kuey tiau,"
"(grin) mi apa ni?"

And it goes on and on and on and on XD hahahahhaha then he proceeds to eat all the kuey tiau and leaves the egg, tauge and the loh si fun; the noodle that looks like a fat worm? :D I love it!

"(spears a piece of egg) ni ha, makan lah; ini kuey tiau."
"(almost eats it) (then..) tu bukan mi!"
"Mi lah!"
"Bukan..."
"Kenapa tak nak makan?"
"Telur tak best" XD XD HAHAHAHAHHA

OMG that cute thing's too much XD but in the end he ate all the loh si fun because he saw me slurping it up, haha! :D

Other than that is tuition.. and Add Math is okay so far XD okay for the two classes I missed then I went and I was all like, Whuuuut. XD But I got it! Thanks to Yi Jin :D
The fairytale I've woven in my mind about the shiny coupleness goes like this; the white prince and princess that are so very very happy together, the princesses sisters? XD and the oh so super fine dark horse (who is really dark-skinned like Heiji! XD) who has his own trusted friends. Hahahhaha! I dunno lah, the it's boredom's brainchild. :D

I want to attend this Sunday's Doppelganger KL open mic :<>

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to youu!!!!!!!!!!!! Aww fatfat's finally got a three year gap on me. XD It's all gonna change in three months! Mwahahahhahhahhaha! :D

Ready?
Ichi, nii, san!
Otanjobi omedeto
Otanjobi omedeto!
Otanjobi dear Alex,
Otanjobi ni omedeto! :D

Hahahhahahahahha it's in Japanese XD next up! Shiva Narrthine!!! :D you'll never guess. Korean! XD

Saeng-il chukhahamnida
Saeng-il chukhahamnida!
Saranghaneun Shiva ui XD
Saeng-il chukhahamnida!

The time for celebration. XD Happy birthday both of you! :) sorry it's a day late XD we love you!
MEH. :D Shiva uiii!

Wash your hands, it's not your life.

All I want is some room to be heard
Speak, live and breathe
Have you seen some kind of truth?
What?
This, they called it?
Do you see me, do you see me like you?
Big things, bright lights
What do you choose to fight?
Poor things, not right

Do you give a damn?
If you don't see me like you?
(chorus)
Oh it's a shame
To say it's okay
Wash your hands
It's not your life
It's easier, if you don't see me like you
(bridge)
What does it take
To push and break this down
What fools we make
The circle goes around
Around and on
(chorus)

Mei Chern - Do You See Me Like You
Back again.
Sorry for not talking to you when you obviously have something to say. Next time round I'll make way through all the chatter for you :)
Sorry for not doing things right and always passing the wrong word. GOD. I won't pass any word anymore. Stupid, stupid stupid thing to do. I wonder if he hates me now, for passing two?
I'm to speak today! :D CF's gonna be small again but it just feels like home already.
Give Chutney the strength she needs to get through everything. Close your eyes everybody! Amen. :)

Pour Toi

If time froze right in its very boots...

Hello there. I don't know how to say this.. but there's just so much to say to you, but we've not had the chance now have we? I want to know more about you, your weird little quirks, what makes you smile. How you first decided to smile back for no apparent reason, why were you always so quiet until this year? How I was drawn to you while you did nothing at all, your face was the one I sought whenever I descended the stairs. How only sly looks and eavesdropping finally earned me your name, and how happy I was when I first saw you smile, laugh and heard your voice after so bloody long. So different from the taciturn guardian of the stairs. Can you imagine the thoughts of the guy when you do something embarassing? I mean, you'd probably know, but we girls certainly don't! Or... maybe I'll just speak for myself. So, you know. Whenever I get the chance I'll talk to you. About your work in the school magazine and about how much confidence you possess that I don't seem to. Goodbye, now.

Then I'll run away........ far far away. Hide somewhere and press the play button; resume your life without knowing, okay? :)
Okay.