I've never been this brave.

So what up people? :) Referring to my title......
Mr Mark has cut Monday classes :( my Mondays with him in it are over.
No more sitting behind him, just gazing at what I cannot have. No more passing name lists XD no more secretive glances from me, from him.
No more 2 hours of us in our hidey hole :(
But I've never been this brave in my entire life. And I've never blushed so consciously.
Let me tell you what happened. :) It was really nerve wracking and nerve wrecking XD the second one was a lame pun but Brain Age told me it was good for my brain :D hahahahaha
Anyway. Mr Mark was like, "from this month on there'll be no more Monday classes. I don't have enough time I'm sorry!" and I went WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?! D:
I was really sad that Mondays with him were no more. So I psyched myself up.
"You can do it Alex. This is the last Monday. You can do it! Sit next to him." :D
Mr Mark went out to do something, and I immediately took my pen up and just when I was about to touch him my hand stopped in midair. AISH I chickened. XD Then I tried and tried again but then Mr Mark came back in... so I said to myself, "The next time Mr Mark goes out you HAVE to do it!"
The next time he went out it was too short a time to do anything... so I said again, "the next time!"
When Mr Mark started teaching again I was like, he's never gonna go out now... you did it Alex. Aiyoh. = =
Then he did go out! And I finally said this time, I had to.
My heart started to beat faster and I actually felt my face getting hot.
*tap*
"Can I sit here?"
"Yes, you can." (hahaha damn formal and with a deadpan face)
So I sat beside him. :)
The End. Hahaha it's edited because some things are meant to be kept to oneself :)

xxx
Sunday comes.

Jazz, Swing

is the title of my new playlist. I couldn't wait :D
Sorry Mei Hui! But don't worry; I've created another playlist with Jack Johnson and all guitar-y mellow songs in. :)
AH! Music is life :D

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I LOVE THIS YEAR'S AMAZING RACE BANGSAR YF 8D SO MUCH!
It humbled me. Somewhat. :) go take a look at my other blog, http://littlethingsinaheart.blogspot.com/ :)
I shall post on it soon.
I swear. XD

xxx

This is how I smile whenever I think of you.

One rainy day

Hahahahha. Tak henti henti I nyanyi High School Musical. XD Leanne-sama I iz very sorry. *tak insaf face* :)

xxx

OMG. Today kena kantoi! XD caught KTK-ing....
Tomorrow I shall face it.
Tomorrow I shall face it bravely.
Tomorrow I shall face it my way, and I'll make the best out of it.
Tomorrow, I shall be facing it with Leanne.
And Ashven John and also Adib.

I AM SO SORRY!

xxx

Cavells Restaurant is super amazing wei. I love it so much! :D

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I went for a public speaking competition today. I thought my speech was rather short; but I managed to get through it, talking about old music and how it changed my outlook on life :D I stammered a few times but I was okay. :D
But I caused someone to lose focus, or at least according to one of the judges.........
I've always been a bad luck magnet. Especially on Friday the 13ths. That teacher kena me on two Friday the thirteenth-s wei XD

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I talked to him today :D although it was for a really horrible purpose but I did it anyway! XD
WHOO HOO wo si huan wo de slow :D
Thank you, so much. I'd never be able to face her alone.

On my way

to a hundred! :D

xxx

I've begun to get pissed at certain things easily.
Seriously. It just boils.
So forgive me if my feelings are one sided and unjustified; all I have to say is:

UP. YOURS.

Thank you very much. :)
xxx

French is soothing and sexy at the same time. And so are Jack Johnson's guitar riffs!

New things to post :)

Camp Fire kat VI, Cavells Restaurant, this year's IU Day.

Stay tuned, mmkay? Thank you :)

Child-like

I realize this fact: I am just like a little child, unaware of the going-ons around me. It looks like everyone's swamped with work and stress and problems of their own.
Everyone has grown up problems; I stay blissfully ignorant in Neverland.
It's like I'm in this bubble and everything outside is getting more complicated.
Getting more tangled. More mind-baffling.
I can mostly see through it in my little bubble; not let in, a total stranger, a third person perspective.
And I'm so detached,
and I get irked by little injustices.
And, and, I absolutely love doing things to make people smile;
I love randomly twirling around and looking at colours.
And I absolutely love it when you smile. :)
Is my being childish / child-like a bad thing?


..... I don't think so...
But I'd love to know what you think.
Maybe deep inside you really wanted to snap at Alex, slap her in the face and tell her frankly to "Grow up."
You know?
I'm open.