Saturday, November 19, 2011

heavyhearted

It's not everyday someone likes me.
It's even rarer that someone I like likes me.

So why the hell am I being so stupid about it?

I want him to want me as much as I want to be with him.
Because I am impatient, I tend to initiate things when he says we'd take it slow.
Take it slow my foot!
Then stop making me melt everytime you say sayang, kiss me on the head and cheek, hug me, say you like me and all that shit couples do!
Wtf?
Because I mentioned liking you, you say it back.
I don't want to push you in the direction of asking me,
I want you to ask because you'd want someone special to hold.
I hate feeling this unreasonable.
And then he goes around being accepting and sweet.
-_________-
pms-ing much?
Sigh.

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