xxx
My subconscious has been really confused of late.
It's not the kind of confusion that puzzles you actively every minute of the day.
It's more like.. a background sort of thing that eats at you from the inside.
I shouldn't be confused, says the rational mind. But I've never felt this before..
You know that magic banter between two people who are interested in each other? It's easy, it's fluid, full of compliments that might or might not be true, perceived through rose-tinted glasses. The way the other's smile looks somewhat different from normal smiles, this one sort of lights up the whole face. And you say, I never knew I could do that.
And then you smile back like the sun.
Then doubts kick in.
Maybe it's just how you are used to interacting with girls..
Maybe it's just going to fall apart like the rest before..
Maybe I'M OVERTHINKING
Yeah.
If you want me, chase me. I'm not going to fall head over heels then roll over ninja-style and stand up again because nobody catches me.
:3 hwaiting.
I'll be waiting.
xxx
I realize that no matter what distractions try to do to me,
you'll always be there.
Even though we haven't known each other for long, I want you to know that I love you.
I never ever want to feel that I couldn't say I love you because it's too late.
