Forget? Not so easy :D

Damn him for being so un-hate-able!!!!! I can't say a word, yet I want to.
What paradoxes love conjures. XD
Fu-yoh, Ecky! Dark and terrifying demeanour huh? :D He sounds fascinating. :D
What does pursing your lips mean, exactly? .....*goes off in a confused daze-y walk* XD
I love my playlist.............!!!!!!!!!!! It has a lil' part of the songs I love. XD
Wednesday is approaching, slowly but surely. And I won't be able to say a word, as sure as I'm breathing....
I want to write a poem. *sighs happily and sadly*
I'm starting to cuss like a bloody sailor. Not here, here not so much XD I don't say the f word though! :D is that.. good..? XD
Ecky says we're monotonous. Somebody suggest an outrageously un-monotonous thing to do! :D
G'day! I'll post soon... I hope. XD

Forgive

I'm sorry Eclair, I've been uselessly optimistic. Just know that I'm always here, even if you don't want to see me...
:) I copied something fascinating!
"...You escape, I'll stay,I'm so tired of running away.
I wanna stay at home for the end of the world,
Falling asleep when they're dropping the bomb.
This is all a dream,That’s what I'll be singing...."
I like the first line. XD
I get to know the other side of Ecky through her blog.
The other facets, other than her usual happy sarcastic self. :D
I'm glad.
:)

http://cyantre.deviantart.com/art/Obstacles-89892599#
Eclair.. Dessert de la Mango...
Read this. :D I love it :D
There's another one too! And it's a picture ^^ I think it describes me and the Btisbg's situation :D
http://lasaro.deviantart.com/art/Talk-to-me-89889805
there you go...
Talk to me.. .... ....
Good day readers! :D
Yesterday in the tuition center.. a guy gave me a sweet! XD I feel this happy because they're so smileless to me.. and then someone gave me a sweet XD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! Thank you very much.. person. XD
I smiled at him yesterday..
Funny how I want to live life to the fullest, yet get intimidated and embarassed with him.
Before I know it, half a year has gone past..
I"M STILL AT SQUARE 1??? XD
yes... sad... but nonetheless, I'm trying my best.
(HELP MEEEEEE) XD
He wore a baju Melayu today~
.... GOOD BYE! I'm gonna stop myself before I turn into.. a stalker! :O XD

About Him

Aloha~!
To think that I'm dedicating one whole post to a guy! :O XD hahahaha
hello again! :D
So. From the beginning! Ab ovo (from the egg, literally. Wait for the chicken! XD)!
WAIIIT~ before that. I found a very nice word! Propinquity... it means nearness. :D
OK! So. We were in the same class last year.. and I got to know him because of him teasing me. :D But you know. Being me in all my tongue-tied glory, I didn't know what clever thing to shoot back at him. XD All that came out were pretty much mumbled crap! :D
And then one fine weekend morning, I woke up to my phone ringing right next to my ear and I picked up, naturally. Guess who? XD He called with his friend's phone during a game of tennis. XD The friend mentioned in the last post! :) And that's how he got my number. *drumroll... kechiang! XD* Thank you, thank you. XD
2nd part of the story will be, the text messages... he always called me by some endearment. And being the stubborn and blur person that I am, I didn't want to read much into the messages.. I had a silly vague notion that he somehow liked me, so I started avoiding him because I felt kinda guilty. Guilty over what, don't ask me! XD But I think it's because I didn't kow whether I liked him or not. My friends, INCLUDING the famous Eclair, (XD) kept saying, "It's so obvious he likes you!","I think he likes you," and the like. You'd know. :D

I'd type out some of his messages here and what I probably said. :D Unabridged! I'll translate some stuff after the messages. ^^

• Haha, ask *------* (his friend).. So cute when you speak malay.. =p This is when I wanted to ask him why he doesn't come to school often. He always starts with a haha XD
• Haha, you laugh but no sound my dear..=p , can only see you smile.. Shopping.. Because tonight I am an only child.. why you shh at home? He says that I'm quiet in class. Sez who? XD I laugh a lot! Only child because both his brother and sister were prefects and had gone to a prefect's dinner, which he'll be going to this year. Go go go! XD When asked how I am at home, I said shhh XD
• Haha, ya.. You always drop stuff.. =p My clumsiness. NO! Don't ask XD
• Haha, you're really fun to talk to.. =p 1st you want to see me shirtless.. now you want to see me in baju melayu.. Haiyo.. *----* *----* (my name twice XD).. Naughty girl ah.. =p I did NOT say I wanted to see him shirtless! XD It somehow came to that when we talked about Physical Education that day. XD I just told him frankly that I liked seeing him in baju melayu. (Baju Melayu is a traditional set of clothes for Malay dudes! It consists of this long sleeved long shirt thing, pants and a cloth wrapped around the waist. Go look for pictures!)
• Haha, but your hair's always nice.. I fell asleep because you didn't reply.. What are you doing now? I told him something like my hair's always messy. XD
• Haha, it's nice that you make me laugh.. Since I'm stuck at this stupid place.. =) , you make me happy.. when I found out. :) Stupid place meaning the hospital. I think by then he already had it removed. :D
• Haha, tadi tak cakap.. Bye, goodnight Beautiful Christine =p I played Christine Daae for English Oral~ :D We had The Phantom of The Opera in our syllabus. I read the original before reading the syllabus' one.. XD Nerd alert, much. XD I asked him why he didn't want to play the lead guy, Raoul, who loves Christine. And HE said, the Persian is sexier. XD

There are more, of course. XD

3rd part=avoiding him..

I just did. You know. Baseless guilt and all. :)

And so.... Eclair came up with this bet thing this year! About the time I created Of Music and Sundays~ :) I'm still trying to talk to him.. but it ain't working. He caught on to my avoiding somehow and is now.. doing something like it.. :( So does the news of him liking me before have any effect? On me maybe. :D who am I kidding! It does have a huge effect! Like, a cold shower in the morning then drinking hot chocolate milk in the night. Cold, then warm all over. XD

Feel free to comment! :D EsPECIALLY someone by the sobriquet (nickname :D :D) of Dessert de la Mango! :D

Aloha~ ^^

4 in the morning! And.. I'm not talking about the song :D

Hello there! :D How are you today? I keep asking, but noboday answers. XD oh well.
Inexplicably, I woke up at 3 and started posting an hour later, 4 am! XD I don't know what madness came over me. Maybe it's the mosquitoes. :D
He didn't come yesterday (Wednesday)... I hope he does today. I hate it when he doesn't come. Nothing to avoid. XD Partly because of another reason... whenever he doesn't come, mostly it's to go for checkups. You see, he had this tumor/growth, I'm not really sure, near his stomach area and got it removed last year. :) I was wondering, "why didn't he come?" for probably half the whole year XD I asked him, and he asked me to ask his friend, and his friend asked me to ask him. How very confusing I must be! XD
Well.....
Last year....
uh.
I dunno. This is the time to come clean with myself~ XD
I'll tell you in the next post. Whee! Don't worry, it's just hard to type it out. I'll start from the beginning though! :D

School! And.. a Wednesday. Tartar sauce XD

It's a B-e-a-Utiful day outside. :D hahahaha!
As you can see from the title!! It's school as usual, with exams, pressure, boys, the like. :D
I saw him today, even smiled a bit accidentally. XD key word being accidentally! :D There was Physical Education today, so I was expecting SOME sort of contact but whaddya know? They decided that from now on (until further notice, I hope? XD) we shall play according to class, and not 4 classes at once anymore. huge sigh. XD
Recently... a good (:D) friend of mine told me that..

...
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that he used to like me. She doesn't know whether he still does.
And I still think it's Impossible with the capital I! :) What a way to make someone's heartbeat race with false hope. :)
Well.
Feel free to comment? :D
My heart, being the unwilling traitor, jumped for the first time at the sight of him yesterday. Does this mean something? Maybe. Maybe not. XD
My Crush Slut days are still not over! I still look at that guy in the bus, like today! And, I can't wait to see the guy in Christian Fellowship this Friday. :D :D
Nope, they certainly are NOT over. XD
Good day to you all!

Can the rice be replaced with hot potatoes? Maybe :D But I haven't tried! XD
I dreamt of Spongebob last night. :)
hahahaha!
The Cranberries! Their songs are good! I love the lyrics. XD
If only I could be as happy as Chii with Hideki! :) Hideki's the guy, of course. XD

Some randomness. :D

Ah~ it's past 12, so technically, it counts as a Wednesday! I talked to him online! XD I love fate when it's nice. XD
Hello! How are you today? :D
OKAY! From the title, here are some random stuff.

• Have you cooked rice in a rice cooker? :D I don't care how you do it, get hot rice in front of you and breathe the steam! Lovely. XD About the rice shortage thing though, I'm starting to feel a little guilty.. :) I wanna help! I want to~
• Nothing like a good, thick, white, clean towel snug around you after a good hot shower! XD
• Jazz and swing, perhaps? Hahahaha! :)

Lily's dabbling in photography, and Eclair and I are gonna help her! :D

I guess that's it? Good night to you. XD Good day? G'day! XD