The rest will follow

Follow - Tom Misch
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It's definitely not everyday I update this blog!

Fret not, I've kept my lights about me and have remained positive. Love and people come and go, life is such.

Life has taught me so much, and I hope you are in a good place now compared to what, 6 years ago now?

:)

Hope you have a great day!

Much love, Alex.

6 months!

Can you believe it's been six months since i've posted anything, thus 6 months since that guy and i got together? My story has been pretty amazing.

I've gone through first time holding hands, first boyfriend, first kiss, first love, a funeral, baptism and A-levels hahaha so amazing how everything just falls into place when you know you have people around you holding you up.

Thanks you gaiz :)

let's go quiet to the park where it first started

26 NOV 2011 ♥

:)

xxx

In Your Arms - Kina Grannis

xxx

♥ you kina

Ours To Keep - Kina Grannis

xxx

How does circumstance
Seem to cost us every chance
At living out the truth in our hearts

It seems the best laid plans
Fall just outside our hands
And leave us broken down and far apart

But if faith plays a role
I know someday I'll hold you in my arms forevermore

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like it's ours to keep

I wish there was a way
That we could somehow stay
In this perfect moment in time

I'd give up everything
Cause this is all I dream about
Whenever I'm alone inside my mind

I pray faith plays a role
So that someday I'll hold you in my arms forevermore

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like its ours to keep

So let's love like it's ours to keep
Love like we've always dreamed
And maybe this time
The fates will be kind to us
So let's love like it's ours to keep

xxx

What if he read the last post? HAHA facepalm :D

Because.. I would wait till he was okay with this thing we have.

And I realized 3 months is actually quite a short time hahaha i fail :D

xxx

It's hard to be in touch with him.

When I'm awake he'd be sleeping, and when he's up I'll be dreaming.

(I mean I sleep a lot but STILL)

My idea of having someone to hold actually didn't have this, I thought it'd be spending a lot of time with each other just talking or whiling away the time being happy and silly.

But time apart just makes me appreciate time with him more, and longing to see him makes seeing him even sweeter. I miss him so, but everything will be okay.

:)

"I know someday I'll hold you in my arms."

Till my arms hurt teehee :)

heavyhearted

It's not everyday someone likes me.

It's even rarer that someone I like likes me.

So why the hell am I being so stupid about it?

I want him to want me as much as I want to be with him.

Because I am impatient, I tend to initiate things when he says we'd take it slow.

Take it slow my foot!

Then stop making me melt everytime you say sayang, kiss me on the head and cheek, hug me, say you like me and all that shit couples do!

Wtf?

Because I mentioned liking you, you say it back.

I don't want to push you in the direction of asking me,

I want you to ask because you'd want someone special to hold.

I hate feeling this unreasonable.

And then he goes around being accepting and sweet.

-_________-

pms-ing much?

Sigh.

hello ginsky!

:D welcome to Of Music and Sundays! :D

hahaha

xxx

So.................. readers?

I do like him.

Just thought you'd like to know for sure.

:)

How to...

React when you stare at someone and they look back!
xxx
I gaze at people a lot.
So what do you do in that awkward moment where they catch you staring?
Hahahaha

1. Don't break eye contact! That would make it all weird and awkward and make you seem like a pervertius giganticus. :3

Look back and keep eye contact.

2. Nod politely
This is to acknowledge that they exist and yes, you were looking at them. Because you were. Don't deny it, it's too late for that.

3. Smile a little (optional)
This is if.. you were staring at someone who interests you. You want to project your good image yes?

4. Look away
Because it's what you wanted to do in the first place. :P hahaha

Now you know how to react when you stare at someone and they look back!

THE END
xxx

yes, you can hold my hand if you want to

Because I want to hold yours too.

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

xxx

Can you guess what happened to me?

hahaha

xxx

We went to Pasar Seni to find our way to Petaling Street using a map courtesy of Google.

He held my hand the whole way (:

I was absolutely speechless.

The way he held my hand was perfect.

At first he grabbed my hand and pulled me lightly in the right direction, and normally we'd let go after that.
But I lingered and held on to his last two fingers as I followed him from behind.

I was already so happy,

and he somehow manoeuvred his hand and put his fingers through mine, at the ends.

I couldn't speak.

My heart was somewhere in the clouds,

I didn't let go or reject it.

So in one subtle move, he opened his hand and laced his fingers through mine thoroughly.

All I could do was smile till my cheeks hurt.

When he looked, I kept it in, or looked away.

/melt

ethanethiol

I want you to know that,

YOU LOOK SO INCREDIBLY CUTE WHEN YOU CRY

That is all.

xxx

Okay, that is not all. Hahaha

I'll always be here for you.

I love you! :3 hahaha it's really unexplainable how I love you SO MUCH after only a short time of knowing you. Like we grew up in the same house, laugh at the same things and know what the other's going to say.

It feels like I haven't seen or hugged you in such a long time <3

Smelliest compound in existence, that's you I'm talking about HAHA

insecurities

Do I mean something to you?
You make everything seem so easy.

Like you do it everyday; it may not be as significant to you as it is for me.

Because after all, this is my first time.

Normally I'd take a few months to really get to know someone's quirks and character, then develop feelings. But you just walked in, charmed the hell out of me with your quiet strength and your subtle ways. You test my limits, you dance around me in circles of flattery and pretty words. The little things you do make me smile and the things you make me do put me on edge. Like, REALLY on edge.

I don't even know if I really like you that way yet.

I know that there's this little bud in me,

and if I let you hold my hand it will bloom slowly, surely and really sweetly.

But that's not playing fair is it!

It's like I'm not truly liking you for you, I'm liking you because you're interested enough in me to want to hold my hand! And it doesn't even seem like much to you D:

Shit I'm so confused.